well, i don't think i could tell you enough how much i love chris. he keeps sayin that i let my mom kick him out of my house. well, he's not looking at what happened before he left. she told him to get out twice before he left. the first time i told my mom that we weren't through talking. the second time i got up and closed the door. so the third time he just left. now he's sayin that i shouldn't have let her do that. well, i had already told her no 2 times before that. i just don't understand boys. i love chris more than anything in the world. he means everything to me. but i don't think he feels the same about me anymore. i just wish we could work everything out. like we talk and then there's the kiss, and then we live happily ever after. ya know what i mean? well, ttyl.

love always,

amanda

i just don't understand boys. so, how has your summer been so far? mines been pretty crazy, everytime something good happens something bad happens right after that. like yesterday, i finally got to talk to chris. then i dropped my friggin cell phone in the lake. the other day i got a raise at work and then i went with chris and we got a flat tire. then my mom surprised me with a new car, well, then we found out that it's been wrecked before and it has some stuff wrong with it. we talked to the people at the car thing about it and they said it would be about 600 bucks to fix. then we found out that the car dealer place that we got the car from would fix it for free. after we heard that good news i left my cell phone at stephany's house and my mom took it after i got it back. mom said i was irresponsible. so it's just been a weird summer so far. well, ttyl.

love always,

amanda

where do you get all of this stuff about chris doesn't want other girls? it's not my fault we're not together. and if he didn't want anyother girls then he wouldn't be mad at chelsea and stos. boys need jesus!!!!! well, what have you been up to lately? i've just been chillin, droppin cell phones in the lake, goin to work, n talkin to my friends. lifes so crazy n confuzing. well, ttyl.

love ya,

amanda