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spartan83
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Name: Jake
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Kansas City
Birthday: 3/2/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: going fast, shooting guns, hanging with my friends, blacksmithing, reading writing, blowing stuff up, Vlad the imapler Dracula, killing peop... um yeah lots of thing but if i tell you everything now we will be here a while so deal you wanna know more ask me
Expertise: blowing stuff up working on cars scareing people causeing pain hiding bodies working KCRF (vlad the impaler rules) being a freind when you need one
Occupation: Legal
Industry: Government
Message: message me
AIM:  vladimpaler83
MSN: sixgun4ever@hotmail.com
Member Since:
9/30/2004
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| SurrenderI wont surrender i wont give up or give in but gods it is so hard not fall back into the old ways its so easy to forgive everyone else but myself its easy to say it will get better with time but its hard to believe it...but you know what if you think i am gonna give up or should give up,fuck off... FUCK OFF AND DIE IN THE FIRES OF HELL I WONT SURRENDER I WONT GIVE UP I WONT TAKE THE EASIER PATH I WILL NOT FAIL I WILL CONQUER I WILL SUCCEED I WILL WIN I WILL GET THROUGH THIS NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS, SO STICK IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| yeah i know its seems the only time i am on here is when i bitch go figure i made a mistake and now i am paying for it...why is the question i know exactly why i did because i was scared but did i ask for help no i didnt becuase i was scared and now i caused her and myself to suffer greatly...alone | | |
| so just out of curiousity , if i went back to iowa to be a cop would nayone go with me? | | |
| thought i had it all sorted thought i would make it past 3 months this time guess not and i have no idea why and it hurts so bad, and i want to know why i have right to know and so does she, i love her and it seems like it is draining away AND THATS NOT FAIR. why cant i fix this i can fix everything else but this and this is the most important thing i have hurt to many and dragged to many down with me am i just a jerk did i do something in a past life have i not met the right one do i just want the fairy tale that isnt real or do i let people in to just shove them back out i dont know if anyone out there does please tell me... I was found but now i am lost, could see but now i am blind, as i stand alone in the fog that is my head i see all the people who love me and care about me, i see how great i have it great job great frineds/ family great girlfriend and i would die in heart beat for it but then again part of me just wants to walk away and start over maybe that would be easier. I love you all | | |
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