| at this point in my life, i feel very alone. Yes i have 'friends' but their compassion is only skin deep. im not empty......im just alone 
i love this woman |
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| Life goes on....... .......it always does  |
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| so when you are in a relationship and your significant other breaks it off, and then two days later, he calls you and asks you to take him back. do you:
a) Take him back with open arms
b) Ask your friends what you should do and then do the thing that your friends agree most on
c) point and Laugh
d) Ignore him
e) do what your heart tells you E just seems like the right thing to do but i dont what to do that. Why did he break up with me in the first place? and now why does he want to get back together? did he break up with me for someone else and did that someone else turn him down? ....so does that mean im second best? i really liked him.........
......................and i knew he would let me down. ...they always do |
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| so i have come to the conclusion that my life is not meaningless. Being out of school has really helped my focus on myself. i think i have figured out with i want to do with life and where i want to go to school. My life hasnt been easy lately and for once in my life, when i am feeling down, i dont want to die. it is a really good feeling. and i have made many mistakes ((and i dont regret ANY OF THEM)) because they have all helped me to grow into the person i have become. it is a great feeling to finally learn to like love yourself...... |
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| Oh Xanga, we use to be so close. i have let you down. along with some many others. my life is crumbling around me and i dont know how to save myself from this unstoppible insanity. my fate is near; the end is near as well ps. why do we so willingly give up our dreams? a year ago i would have told you that theatre is my life, now, now i dont know anymore. why do we crave for change but when change happens, we wish that things were the way they use to be ....................................................... |
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