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Name: i'm addicted to pop rocks
Country: United States
State: Hawaii
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Interests: soccer, rugby, pool
Expertise: i'm hello kitty- seriously. i'm the person in the suit.


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Member Since: 6/30/2002

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Friday, February 13, 2004

so, for better or for worse, bad kaiu has gone to sleep again. this is gonna be ONE valentines day i won't mess up. look at that, i'm not even swearing.

i may be back guys, but i hope not considering this is the "aww, shit- my life is really fucked up" site whereas my other one is for when i'm happy with my life, no matter how hard it is.

so, i guess its my own fault if i think loving jesus means drinking the kool aid. i'll mostly likely see you all again, but until then come visit good kaiu who doesn't smoke, drink, or do anything sexual.

good kaiu site: chocolate_cake

laters, all.

see you the next time my life turns to shit.
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Welcome to My Nightmare
By Alice Cooper

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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

all of you reading this probably already know. i'm sick of everyone talking about it. it fucking happened. let it go. seriously, its the same thing that always happens, but now its more real. just feel sad, shut up, get it out of your system and grow.

i am not bashing people who are showing their emotions, simply the fact that no one can control their loose tongue.

and if i hear one more motherfucker talk about controversy i'm going to blow his ass up. it was a PERSON this happened to- not some catchy headline.

leave him alone. it was his decision. its not like its the first time its happened either. get used to it. death is a part of life. no one even knows his reasons for doing what he did, or if he even had a choice. its all speculation- you don't know the truth, so don't talk about it. none of us should. we should all know the facts, but don't form theories- we aren't philosophers, mathematicians, scientists, or physicists- so we shouldn't act like we are and ruin more lives.

in fact, don't even read this- its just more bull shit, like everything else is lately. i can't believe i sucuumbed to discussing this pointless topic.

forgive me.
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Heathers
By Winona Ryder, Christian Slater
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Monday, February 09, 2004

i'm supposed to be writing a sonnet about love right now for english. fuck. you know what sucks? sonnets. iambic pentameter can kiss my ass.

 

so last night i was getting harassed by a drunk lesbian. so seriously- i was afraid. i thought i'd have to like punch her or something. she was really quiet at around 2:00, but by 9:00 she was off her ass hammered. i was being fairly good though, i was reading my book, so yeah. that was the best pro bowl ever, though. usually they suck because no one really cares. my friend won the $500 sheet. i was like, DAMN! she doesn't even like football.

 

yeah, and all these kam school kids are betting with all these names like "surfah boi" and JO MAUI and stupid stuff. I went to bed pretty early though, I got home at like 9:00 and finished my book and was out before 10:00. I woke up smelling like cigarettes and beer a good ten minutes before school started. my mom didn't even notice- she was like, "i boiled water for  your coffee" and then she went away.

saturday was fun, wen to the movies with a whole bunch of xanga-ers, we saw the perfect score, i love that movie. it wasn't AS good as it thought it would be, but it was awesome. that night jared was really funny, he was talking about how there is no fire between us. it cracked me up, i was just hoping nobody could hear the conversation. i bought shaq shoes- they're super cool and hilarious. i forgot to tell him that we were supposed to go to punahou carnival after to meet kevin, mitch, imua, kamu, char, jayjay, and a whole bunch of other people. we could've just gone with daphne, carlee, and ross- cause they ditched us to go there anyways.

 

JARED- NEXT TIME WE GO TO THE MOVIES LETS GO TO ALA MOANA SO WE CAN SURF LIKE WE WERE SUPPOSED TO SATURDAY. okay? all right!

 

i have NO LIFE. somebody call me to go do something, ANYTHING. just not monday-wednesday night. but any other time, lets hang out. why? because i have no life and i'm a boring and monotonous beast who needs excitement.

 

monday night- anyone want to go to the movies with me, i think i'm gonna go see butterfly effect.

 

tuesday night- come join me at spaghetti factory. i have a coupon.

 

wednesday night- i'm hanging out at waikiki.

 

so everyone call and we can all hang out together. woo hoo!

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Black Sunday
By Cypress Hill
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Friday, February 06, 2004

i have a drooling problem. this morning i woke up at like 7 and i was really tired cause i went to sleep at 5 a.m., and my hand was soaking wet, and i couldn't figure out why. then i realized it was because i drooled all over it.

and i'm so pissed off because i made these fucking awesome south park characters, but i don't know how to get them on to my site. i made a wardrobe malfunction janet jackson, a dana krueger, and combat kaiu. haha. it was fun.

yeah- i cut my hair, again. its getting to be a really bad habit. john kelly no longer thinks i'm cool. he says because i'm not a rebel anymore. you know what john kelly? fuck your pussy whipped ass. you bend over and take it from anything with legs- honestly.

i need to get things straight. i don't know if i'm going to be good or bad. i was so happy when i was good, but now that things are bad it seems impossible to stay that way. but i kind of don't want to be bad again, but its kinda late for that. how do i choose?

someone vote. tell me what you want: good kaiu who is boring and only likes to surf and read, or bad kaiu who is interesting but will probably kick your ass just because she feels like it?

and dr.phil is a lying sack of shit. he's telling unattractive overweight middle aged women how to be happy unattractive over weight middle aged women- just like he is. he's telling people how to loose weight, but he's not exactly what i'd call a tasty treat. NOTICE: all unattractive overweight middleaged women, if you want to be happy then pop some pain pills or loose weight and get a make over. honestly. malcontent is the human condition, even beautiful people aren't completely happy- get over it. kill yourself.

all right. so, summary: good or bad kaiu, i have a drooling problem, dr. phil is a douche bag.
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Poison's Greatest Hits: 1986-1996
By Poison

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Wednesday, February 04, 2004

i'm back. my happy site: chocolate_cake is in a state of mourning due to reasons that will remain there.

here, however, is the unhappy kaiu we all know and love.

let the dark humor and perversion begin.

....again

read gingerbread- its the best book ever.
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Gingerbread
By Rachel Cohn
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