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| so my biological clock is messed up. i can't fall asleep until 7am and i end up waking up at 2-3ish. i don't really mind, but it's kind of interfering with stuff i have to do. well it will probably change when i go to cali cause of the time difference [5days!!]. 1,637 subscribers. so i really love life right now and nothing even happened. i love it when it's like that. =] [(1)] "i want to be all that i am capable of becoming." -Katherine Mansfield- [(2)] welcome to wherever you are this is your life, you made it this far. welcome, you've got to believe that right here, right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be. [(3)] "and remember, no matter where you go, there you are." -Confucius- [(4)] as human beings, we need to know that we are not alone, that we are not crazy or completely out of our minds, that there are other people out there who feel as we do, live as we do, love as we do, who are like us. [(5)] "eventually you will come to understand that love heals everything, and love is all there is." -Gary Zukav- [(6)] "i don't have a girlfriend. i just know a girl who would get really mad if she heard me say that." -Mitch Hedberg- [(7)] there's never an ending, just new beginnings. the past makes you who you are but won't predict who you'll be. you choose who you'll become. [(8)] "it's not that chocolates are a substitute for love. love is a substitute for chocolate. chocolate is, let's face it, far more reliable than a man." -Miranda Ingram- [(9)] "begin to see yourself as a soul with a body rather than a body with a soul." -Wayne Dyer- [(10)] people say everything happens for a reason. these people are usually women. these women are usually sorting through a break-up. it seems that men can get out of a relationship without even a goodbye, but apparently, women have to either get married or learn something. ++Sex and the City [(11)] "i was once afraid of people saying, 'who does she think she is?' now i have the courage to stand and say, 'this is who i am.'" -Oprah Winfrey- [(12)] "a goal without a plan is just a wish." -Antoine de Saint Exupery- [(13)] cheers to lost love and broken hearts, and no matter what you can never fully forget. [(14)] every now and then, you wake up to a day that affects your whole life, the day in your life when you know you'll never be the same, the that changes the way you think about everything and everyone. [(15)] it's not that she's different or weird; she's unique, she's special. don't take that for granted because it was that special something that caught your eye in the first place. [(16)] stop being frightened. you only see a monster because they want you to see monsters everywhere. they've conditioned you to look for monsters in every shadow, every coat hung on every door. as long as we keep seeing monsters, we'll continue to need protection and that's how other people get to control our lives. [(17)] "wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine." -Anthony J. D'Angelo- my favorites = 1, 2, 3, 6, 9, 11, 15-17 comment//subscribe | | |
| i feel like crap. not looking foward to today. 1,634 subscribers. [(1)] you never know where the day may take you. ++Alfie [(2)] "if you shoot for the stars and hit the moon, it's okay. but you've got to shoot for something. a lot of people don't even shoot." -Robert Townsend- [(3)] here's to the corners yet to turn, here's to the bridges yet to burn. [(4)] "don't spend time beating on a wall hoping to transform it into a door." -Dr. Laura Schlessinger- [(5)] i stand for the power to change. i live for the perfect day. i love til it hurts like crazy. i hope for a hero to save me. i stand for the strange and lonely. i believe there's a better place. i don't know if the sky is heaven, but i pray anyway. [(6)] you can't keep dwelling on every moment that slipped by because with every sunset comes a sunrise. we don't know or care where we go, just turn up that radio. we'll sing along to all our favorite songs and hope these interstates will go on and on. [(7)] "if you think you're too small to have an impact, try going to bed with a mosquito." -Anita Roddick- [(8)] a strong woman takes risks, takes compliments, and tries not to take herself too seriously. [(9)] "i am no longer afraid of becoming lost, because the journey back always reveals something new and that is ultimately good for the artist." -Billy Joel- [(10)] "the more i study religions, the more i am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself." -Sir Richard Francis Burton- [(11)] i'm at that time in my life where i could be having the time of my life, right? i want to make out in the backseat of his car, i want to go to these outrageous parties with people who are older than me, make some bad decisions then fix them. i want to have a lot to tell my daughter--that the craziest, most thrilling part of your life is when your seventeen. i want to experience life and love, learning everything in between. [(12)] "you must live in the present. launch yourself on every wave; find your eternity in each moment." -Henry David Thoreau- [(13)] "happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling." -Margaret Lee Runbeck- [(14)] life is simple. you make choices and you don't look back. [(15)] before you ask which way to go, remember where you've been. [(16)] no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. whatever it meant. ++Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas [(17)] "don't wait for something big to occur. start where you are, with what you have, and that will always lead you into something greater." -Mary Manin Morrissey- [(18)] chaos is rejecting all that you have learned. chaos is being yourself. my favorites = 1, 2, 4, 6, 12, 14, 17, 18 comment//subscribe | | |
| 1,629 subscribers. blah i haven't done anything this past week. like nothing at all. it's been great =D but now i have to start doing stuff. jskfjksl. 11 days til cali<3 [(1)] "if people around you aren't going anywhere, if their dreams are no bigger than hanging out around the corner, or if they're dragging you down, get rid of them. negative people can sap your energy fast, and they can take your dreams from you too." -Earvin "Magic" Johnson- [(2)] "to live outside the law, you must be honest." -Bob Dylan- [(3)] make your decision and don't you dare think twice. go with your instincts along with some bad advice. [(4)] you need not to climb mountaintops, you need not to cross the sea, you need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak. [(5)] i'm not like every other girl who
writes it out. if you want me bad enough, you'll figure me out. [(6)] "i've got a great ambition to die of exhaustion rather than boredom." -Thomas Carlyle- [(7)] she liked art, and sometimes her voice sounded like a painting. [(8)] everyone smiles in the same language. [(9)] sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing
nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence. [(10)] "until you value yourself, you won't value your time. until you value your time, you will not do anything with it." -M. Scott Peck- ^^i have that taped to my moniter to remind me to get off my ass and do stuff =D [(11)] i ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders. ++Jewish proverb [(12)] i'm starting to crave new beginnings, brighter memories, and happy endings. i crave change. [(13)] "do not wait; the time will never be 'just right.' start where you stand and work with whatever tools you may have at your command, and better tools will be found as you go along." -Napoleon Hill- [(14)] historically, musicians know what it is like to be outside the norm, walking the high wire without a safety net. our experience is not so different from those who march to the beat of a different drummer. [(15)] we all have our time machines. some take us back; they're called memories. some take us foward; they're called dreams. [(16)] "good things happen to those who hustle." -Anais Nin- [(17)]
rock bottom is a beautiful start; rise up to show the world your scars. [(18)] i learned to be with myself rather than avoiding myself with limiting habits. i started to be aware of my feelings more, rather than being numb to them. my favorites = 2, 5, 7, 9, 10, 13, 14 comment//subscribe | | |
| we bought my tickets to cali last night! i'm soo excited! i leave on the 23rd and come back august 6. and because of freqent flyer miles and stuff, we only have to pay 5 bucks. that's really cool! 1,619 subscribers. subs have been really slow lately =/ [(1)] baseball and life, one in the same. i mean, everybody says that life is too short. bullshit. life, unless you get cancer or hit by a bus or set on fire, it takes forever, just like baseball. it's a series of long, mind-bogglingly boring stretches of time where absolutely nothing happens, so you take a nap. then, after a little while, when that crisp crack of the bat hits the ball, so crisp you can almost smell that wood burning, it jolts you awake and you open your eyes to see that something so exciting and intricate and possibly very very meaningful has just happened. [(2)] we invent what we love and what we fear. [(3)] so don't wait for someone to tell you it's too late, cause these are the best days. there's always something tomorrow, so i say let's make the best of tonight. yeah, let's make the best of tonight. here comes the rest of our lives. [(4)] "i love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. i love you straightfowardly without complexities or pride; so i love you because i know no other way." -Pablo Neruda- [(5)] "all successful men and women are big dreamers. they imagine what their future could be, ideal in every respect, and then they work every day toward their distant vision, that goal or purpose." -Brian Tracy- [(6)] when men stop believing in god, it isn't that they then believe in nothing;
they believe in everything. [(7)] i breathe in, i breathe out, put one foot in front of the other, take one day at a time til you find that someone you can't live without. until then, i breathe in and i breathe out. [(8)] "get excited and enthusiastic about your own dream. this excitement is like a forest fire--you can smell it, taste it, and see it from a mile away." -Denis Waitley- [(9)] at some point in life, the world's beauty becomes enough. you don't need to
photograph, paint, or even remember it. it is enough. [(10)] i think you have to know who you are. get to know the monster that lives in your soul. dive deep into your soul and explore it. [(11)] "a master can tell you what he expects of you. a teacher, though, awakens your own expectations." -Patricia Neal- [(12)] "i define nothing. not beauty, not patriotism. i take each thing as it is, without prior rules about what it should be." -Bob Dylan- [(13)] so here's to giving up, because it's the fastest road to healing, even if it isn't exactly the smartest. [(14)] "chemistry can be a good and bad thing. chemistry is good when you make love with it. chemistry is bad when you make crack with it." -Adam Sandler- [(15)] "i've always felt it was not up to anyone else to make me give my best." -Hakeem Olajuwon- [(16)] "the truth is that is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. for it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers." -M. Scott Peck- [(17)] it's not enough to say that i miss you. my favorites = 1, 4, 6, 8-10, 12, 16, 17 comment//subscribe | | |
| here you go, sorry for the wait [(1)] i miss you most when i'm driving alone and that song comes on the radio. you know, the one you always used to sing to me, no matter how much grief i gave you. you always sang it and i always smiled. [(2)] it's days like this when the sun is shining and all i can think about is your face. [(3)] see, i've been wasting too much time in this chair trying to perfect this dissaffected stare. and i think i've been too cool for way too long. and i think i'm starting to feel this song. [(4)] "rise above the storm and you will find the sunshine." -Mario Fernandez- [(5)] "life is intrinsically, well, boring and dangerous at the same time. at any given moment, the floor may open up. of course, it almost never does. that's what makes it so boring." -Edward Gorey- [(6)] she seems very benign and wholesome, but underneath lurks an incredible toughness and powerful directness. [(7)] "life is full of choices, if you have the guts to go for it. that's why i get immediately bored with anyone's complaining about how boring their life is or how bad their town is. fucking leave and go somewhere else. or don't." -Henry Rollins- [(8)] "careers, like rockets, don't always take off on schedule. the key is to keep working the engines." -Gary Sinise- [(9)] there's still a little bit of your song in my ear. [(10)] i'll grab the wheel and i'll point it west; pack the good and leave the rest. i'll find the missing piece. you said i wouldn't get too far on a tank of gas and an empty heart, but i got everything i'll ever need. i got this old guitar and a brand new set of strings. [(11)] "more important than talent, strength, or knowledge is the ability to laugh at yourself and enjoy the pursuit of your dreams." -Amy Grant- [(12)] maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone to come along and fix what's wrong. maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else has the answer. sometimes you have to be your own hero. [(13)] "you have to think big to be big." -Claude M. Bristol- [(14)] but wasn't that always the way it worked? it's never something huge that changes everything, but instead the tiniest of details, irrevocably tweaking the balance of the universe while you're busy focusing on the big picture. [(15)] some people develop a wish bone where their back bone should be. [(16)] "what we anticipate seldom occurs; what we least expected generally happens." -Benjamin Disraeli- [(17)] my heels are high, my eyes are low, and i don't know how to love. [(18)] to be human is to keep rattling the bars the bars of the cage of existence hollering, "what's it for?" my favorites = 2, 6, 7, 10, 13, 18 comment//subscribe | | |
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