Thursday night Cal Brice Andrew and I drove to OKC for the Keith Urban Concert @ the Ford Center.. ahhh.. it was so much fun and he is reallllllllly realllllly hott (=  Woot- he ran through the crazy crowd and I def. got to touch him.. eeek. ha well, yeah it was really fun and luckily it all worked out there was so much confusion before we went about WHO was going. I think it was aLL worth it though. Unfortunately he didn't propose to me -- but -- i'll get over it.

Well, right now i'm babysitting so i gotta go get them some breakfast .. blahh.

write more later probably - xo <3 ab

So, a ton has happened since I last wrote. But unfortunately I can't really remember.. which means - it probably isn't even worth typing.

All I know is that last night went incredibly w r o n g. <|3 In a week from today I will be able to talk to Brice again.. blah.

Today the girls stopped by to see me (: sounds like they had fun last night. I told them about what happened last night and then they left to go wash bree's car. We might do something later but I doubt it- none of us feel like getting out.

I'm going to go watch a movie or something.

love a l w a y s , abbs

Leave me lotS of CommEnts (: ha

Last night was totallly crazyy* and i definately busted my eye. grawr.

hahah -- Emily CaL BrEe- i love you ladies.

Anyway- Tomorrow is Valentine's day and I don't have A N Y T H I N G for Brice. this is bad. and Tom refuses to take me up to the mall or something to let me get something for him. Gaw, so I don't know what I'm going to do. What do you get a boy for valentine's day anyway?

well, i have to go read grapes of wrath.. bLah..

CoMmeNttt (=

Haven't updated in a while because this is sort of getting old.

Today is nine months for me and b<33 wooop.. i love you brice(=

This morning I had to ride with my brother to school - which means i had to put up with Hjorny's conceited ass..... ahh she drives me absolutely insane - i can't stand her for more then like 2 minutes. the whole way to school they picked on me and i just sat there and listened to it acting like i didn't care -kuz honestly i don't really care what she thinks about me, she's just really insecure.. so she has to pick on me, i understand - so yeah - after almost four years i finally blew up on her today in the parking lot.. now she knows that she drives me crazy(=

other than that and the fact that my cough will not go awayy.. my day was pretty good.

HAPPPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTTTTFRIEND -= Emily  ! ! haha she turned sixteen on Sunday (= i love ya girl. We will most def. be partyinggg this weekend haha.

ANNNNND holy crap - i'm so excited. Me and my loveee, Cal, get to go see Keith Urban in March .. i'm going to pee my pants when i see himm haha woowww he is like the hottest man alive.. ((*iLyBb*)) haha EEEEK CAL(=

anyway.. leave me some love bitchess <3 xox

you aren't going to be his first, his last, or his only. he's cared about someone else before you and he will again but if he cares for you now ... what else matters? He's not perfect. but if he can make you laugh at least once, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to recite poetry and he's not going to be thinking about you every moment.. but he will give you part of him that he knows you can break. so don't hurt him, don't change him and don't expect more than he can give you. don't analyze. smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there ... <33

I'm so bored right now.

This morning i woke up at 9 30 .. ate breakfast.. cleaned up my room.. and then I got ready to go get my hair done. so- i went to get it done at 12 30 and it took until 3:00. i'm so incredibly pissed about how it looks.the lady i usually go to, Kim, doesn't work on Saturdayssss.. so i had this other lady who works there do it.. she's older * so she did it all and ..  at first she took out my foils and blew my hair dry and it was like BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT orange. i was like uh.. actually i wanted it to be my original color (brown) .. and she goes yeah this didn' texactly turn out how i wanted it to. so she started over- she went crazy with the stuff but i trusted her because afterall that is her job. well when i finally rinsed that shit out she handed me the the flat iron and the blow drier and told me to do it myself because she was running behind. i wanted to be like bitch - that's your JOB.. and you're running behind because you don't know what the fuck you're doing. but i didn't.. becuase i'm nice (= well so i did my own hair? and it looked like shit.. so she came over to me and was like how do u like it and i was like it doen't look like i wanted it to look.. i dont really like it . i swear my hair looks green with a little bit of red. yea hso i told her that and she was like yeah . i could have done better but you know - i ran out of time so u can come back tuesday and i can re-do it. . . my mom came and got me and i started flippin out crying - it's horrible - and i'm def. not waiting til tuesday for her to fix it.. yeah.. so this sucks. i'm like a red/green head now. (= lovely.  Anyway take my advice and never go to fucking salon nd2.. my lordddd..!

Yeah - so brice came and got me after i got home. . he's trying to tell me he likes it. but i know deep down inside he's going what the hell did she do to her hairrrr! so i will be going back to blonde highlightsss.. soon(= but yeah so brice is trying to make me feel good about it. he's sweet. lol k so when we got to his house we ate pizza and started watching a league of their own but then his dad  made him go work on his old house with him .. so i'm just hanging out at his house with out him. argg

well, i'm going to go. Jace just came upstairs. and he is talking far too much - his voice makes me want to jump out of this window next to me, seriously. ha

write more laterrr!