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Saturday, March 31, 2007
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since the break up.
since Abigail and I broke up, i haven't been able to sleep, not at all. deams of her constantly. Shreding my insides. But I am strong, and I shal never let this pain over dure my life. As much as I still love Abigail, after all this pain she has caused me, I shal still love her, and still live until time for me to leave this vause planet. Ashlea, we may not hang out anymore, but i want you to know that I am still your friend, and always will be. Thank you for being mine. so whats up all you peeps?
Monday, September 25, 2006
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Why oh Why by lawrance eckiss 9/19/2006
I feel like im in hell,
Why oh why did you do this Abigail?
All you had to say is that you didn't love me anymore,
But you didn't and its making me sore.
I'm being torn apart from the inside out,
It hurts so bad I wana shout!
Why Abigail, why?
I sit as i cry,
And i wish that i could die.
I loved you so much that you were my love, my happy,
I thought you were my turdledove,
But now i feel oh so crappy.
I have very little hope as i sit here and i mope,
Crying tears of blood,
Turning the soft earth into evil mud.
Sitting here all by myself,
I feel like i'm a broken toy on an untouched shelf.
Why oh why God,
Did my relationship have to die,
I love Abigail with my heart and my pride,
But to you my dear Abigail,
I guess this is.......
GOODBYE!
dedicated to the one i always will love, even though she may not love me back.I love you Abigail Jones.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
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my gramps..
dear every1,
yesterday wus very hard for me.abigail wusn't there for me.. no 1 wus. i couldnt get ahold of ne 1. so well with this being said. idk if ne1 can get ahold of me now. im sorry. but goodbye.. ty. ashlea,sierra,amanda,and most of all. ABIGAIL. i just need some time alone now. cuz well.. i am hurtin inside.. yesterday at 5 pm.. my grandfather died.. and with me not even knowin him.. idk y i just hurt.. i guess cuz its family so im sorry.. i'll be back wn/ev = when eva i get betta.. ty for yall prayers. and yall suport. but.. i just dont need ne1 right now. cuz there is no point into needin somethin that wont be there.. so.. abigail. i miss u so much.. and i love you.. but with me being away from u so long.. its just made me sadd. u can call my cell.. but i wont answer. u can call anywear u know to to get ahold of me.. but u wont get ahold of me.. cuz i just need to be alone.. i am tired of havein to need something or some1. that cant help me.. i am cryin. and wus since yesterday when i found out the news of my gramps.. well.. im gonna go now.. night. and peace.. i love you abigail. and thanks for doin the best u can at times to be here for me.. im just really sadd cuz i havent seen u in a week. and then.. we didnt get to hang yesterday like usaid we could. and then... just... u have had a funn week. when me.? all i have had wus saddness and lonelyness in my week.. well i love you abigail.. but im now gone.. peace right now.. i want u to lisen to "If i close my eyes"cuz thats how i feel right now.. that and the song that i cant find... if u can find for the song"45" by shinedown
then i want u to lisen to it.. but dont get any ideals if u do. cuz that wont happen to me.. well peace
Saturday, July 01, 2006
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THIS IS COOL..IT ECOES.. BUT IF U WANNA HEAR IT JUST NORMAL. THEN STOP THE BIG 1. LOL OH AND. READ ALL OF MY PAGE PLZ.. ITS IMPORTANT.
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- Name: lawrance
- Birthday: 9/18/1992
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 5/12/2006
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i go to austin middle school in amarillo texas, i have brown eyes and hair, i am a sumwut of a mother hen, i like to cook, im athletical, im 127 lbs due to musil, i am 5'5 ft tall. i have 2 little brothers that r 11 and r twins, i have 1 older brother that is 16, and 1 little sister that is 2. .. i'm use to pain, for when i wuz a child, i wuz beaten every day when i got back from school, and before, so u could say that i have been beaten all my life, cuz i tecnecly wuz.... i am tri-polar meaning i have 3 personalities,i have asthma, and my favor it.. i am dinoced with adhd. oh and i suck at spelling, srry.. well.. i guess if ne 1 wants to know more, then they cam mesage me.. well thats all i can think of exept for im a computer geek. and i rock at driveing games. lol.. peace out for now.
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