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Mon, 31 Mar 2008 21:09:50 GMT

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since the break up.

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 11:53:55 GMT

since Abigail and I broke up, i haven't been able to sleep, not at all. deams of her constantly. Shreding my insides. But I am strong, and I shal never let this pain over dure my life. As much as I still love Abigail, after all this pain she has caused me, I shal still love her, and still live until time for me to leave this vause planet. Ashlea, we may not hang out anymore, but i want you to know that I am still your friend, and always will be. Thank you for being mine. so whats up all you peeps?

Why oh Why by lawrance eckiss 9/19/2006

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 23:37:26 GMT

I feel like im in hell,
Why oh why did you do this Abigail?

All you had to say is that you didn't love me anymore,
But you didn't and its making me sore.

I'm being torn apart from the inside out,
It hurts so bad I wana shout!

Why Abigail, why?
I sit as i cry,
And i wish that i could die.

I loved you so much that you were my love, my happy,
I thought you were my turdledove,
But now i feel oh so crappy.

I have very little hope as i sit here and i mope,
Crying tears of blood,
Turning the soft earth into evil mud.

Sitting here all by myself,
I feel like i'm a broken toy on an untouched shelf.

Why oh why God,
Did my relationship have to die,
I love Abigail with my heart and my pride,
But to you my dear Abigail,
I guess this is.......
GOODBYE!

dedicated to the one i always will love, even though she may not love me back.I love you Abigail Jones.

my gramps..

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 18:19:55 GMT

dear every1,

yesterday wus very hard for me.abigail wusn't there for me.. no 1 wus. i couldnt get ahold of ne 1. so well with this being said. idk if ne1 can get ahold of me now. im sorry. but goodbye.. ty. ashlea,sierra,amanda,and most of all. ABIGAIL. i just need some time alone now. cuz well.. i am hurtin inside.. yesterday at 5 pm.. my grandfather died.. and with me not even knowin him.. idk y i just hurt.. i guess cuz its family so im sorry.. i'll be back wn/ev = when eva i get betta.. ty for yall prayers. and yall suport. but.. i just dont need ne1 right now. cuz there is no point into needin somethin that wont be there.. so.. abigail. i miss u so much.. and i love you.. but with me being away from u so long.. its just made me sadd. u can call my cell.. but i wont answer. u can call anywear u know to to get ahold of me.. but u wont get ahold of me.. cuz i just need to be alone.. i am tired of havein to need something or some1. that cant help me.. i am cryin. and wus since yesterday when i found out the news of my gramps.. well.. im gonna go now.. night. and peace.. i love you abigail. and thanks for doin the best u can at times to be here for me.. im just really sadd cuz i havent seen u in a week. and then.. we didnt get to hang yesterday like usaid we could. and then... just... u have had a funn week. when me.? all i have had wus saddness and lonelyness in my week.. well i love you abigail.. but im now gone.. peace right now.. i want u to lisen to "If i close my eyes"cuz thats how i feel right now.. that and the song that i cant find... if u can find for the song"45" by shinedown

then i want u to lisen to it.. but dont get any ideals if u do. cuz that wont happen to me.. well peace

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 17:20:34 GMT

THIS IS COOL..IT ECOES.. BUT IF U WANNA HEAR IT JUST NORMAL. THEN STOP THE BIG 1. LOL OH AND. READ ALL OF MY PAGE PLZ.. ITS IMPORTANT.

this is for u abigail.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 17:00:25 GMT

cuz u already own me!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 01:15:59 GMT

IT IS NOW 2:30 AM.. I AM GOIN TO BED NOW.. NIGHT.LOLgo down to the botton of the pagefertherabby.. lisen to #'3 though #6. they r how i feel now. and im sorry for the other night wich wus now 2 days ago. the most 1 i want u to lisen to is what hurts the most--rascal Flats and then If i close my eyes-- lita ford well ttylkeep goingok this 1 just makes me feel loved. and my answer would be yes iff abby ever asked me this but here it is.a lil more <real time

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 00:11:25 GMT

EARLY HAPPY FORTH OF JULY!!!! keep goin down

go down even morekeep going . lol dont stopp till i say stop that right there under this.. read that abby and all.

STOP!! READ THIS NOW!

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 23:58:49 GMT

ABIGAIL.. I WANT US TO BE TOGATHER

.. AND NOTHING IS GONNA CHANGE THAT.. NOTHING AT ALL... FOR ALMOST NOW 2 DAYS. I HAVE BEEN CRYIN CUZ I SENT U MY HEART TELLIN U THAT SOMETHING IS RONG WITH U.. WELL.. I NOW KNOW THAT THERE IS NOTHING RONG WITH U.. BUT WITH ME..SO WELL NOW I AM CONFEDENT THAT U TAKE THE MESAGE I SENT U IN THE WAY ITS ATENDED TO BE.. IM SORRY THO THAT IT HAD TO BE FROM ME.. WELL.. I LOVE U AND TRYED TO CALL U LIKE IDK 6 TIMES I THINK.. BUT U WERE NEVA THERE.. AND I LET IT RING TILL IT HUNG UP AUTO = 5 MINS EA TIME = 30 MINS. AND THEN WELL. I HAD TO LEAVE .. I MISS YOU. AND HOPE U R OK AFTER READIN WUT I PUT.. BUT WELL. THERE IS NO WAY OF CHANGEIN WUT I HAVE ALREADY DONE.. SOO NIGHT. AND REMEBER.. I LOVE YOU. AND ALWAYS WILL. DO U HAVE PLANS FOR THE 4TH OF JULY? JUST WONDERIN. CUZ IF NOT.. I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO BE WITH U ON THAT NIGHT.. OH AND NOT IN THAT WAY BUT AS IN U AND ME SITTING THERE UNDER THE STARS WATCHING THE FIREWORKS ZOOM THRO THE AIR.. LIKE THIS.. WELL GRR THERE IS NO DOWN ARROW.. SO LIKE THIS>

WELL NIGHT. HOPE TO HEAR FROM U SOON MY

I U

IF U GET TO THIS POINT. U WHENT TO FARR. LOL

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 10:55:41 GMT

HEY YO. I THINK I JUST EFFED UP MY LIFE. AND WELL.. I CANT STAND TO BE HERE NE MORE SO WELL.. I AM QUITING.. TY FOR ALL MY FRIENDS SO BYE. SORRY I AM DOING THIS BUT WELL.. I CANT TAKE IT NE MORE. ITS TO MUCH OF A HASSLE 2 B MESSIN WITH. SO BYE. AND WELL... IF I DID EFF MY LIFE UP. YALL WILL KNOW.. CUZ WELL... U WONT BE SEEIN ME THAT OFTEN AT SCHOOL CUZ.. I JUST CANT SAY.. SO WELL BYE. I NEED TIME TO GET A REAL LIFE THEN JUST THE COMPUTER SO. IM GOING. BYE.