the wardest thing happened to me.these two guys moved down the road from me not to long ago and so my brother sister and i invited them to vacation bible school with us and so they came.ones name was joe and he is 13 years old.the others name is michel and he is 12.im 13 so my mom was freeking out cause she thinks im boy crazy.my mom met them the day after church and she goes oh no no no.and then told me if i wanted to go out side i would half to put on a longer pair of shorts and so i did they were less than a cintemeter longer and she didnt even noticed.o and at church joe asked me out i said sure.he was relly cute but i didnt relly like him like that.i actualy kinda liked michel but i didnt want to hurt joes feelings.joe keep saying weard things and then he told me to play spin the bottle so all of us kids did .i didnt relly want to and nether did michel but win joe went it landed on me but i refused to because we just met.so then he grabed my sister and just kissed her.that kinda upseted me a litle.after that i was talking to michel and me and him became close friends and my brother started roomers that me and michel were kissing behind his house.joe got relly mad and i asked him why he couldent trust me and he said he did.so me and michel got to talking and he said that he thinks i just liked joe for his looks and i thought he was kinda right.then he told me if i dont like him then i should just break up with him.then i wrote michel a note wen they went to town.wen he got back i gave it to him down the road awayfrom everyone and then people started thinking we were doing things down the road.the note said u were right i do only like him for his looks and i wish joe had michels personality.michel keep telling me to break up with him but i didnt want to break his heart.so we disided i would make it to were he wanted to breake up with me.so i made him think i was the rudest person ever.wen it was time to go home i gave michel a hug and told him i was supriesed that joe didnt breake up with me and then he finaly did as we were leaving.he ended up going out with my sister.and then my brother and i snuk to there house to give thim a walkie talkie and then wen i was talking to joe on it we disided to be friends.he asked me if  i wanted to go out with joe and i said i wasent going to answer that when michel was right there and joe said michel wasent with him and i go yeah write look out your windo and i was standing there and then i looked at michel and he said i will if u will.so now im going out with michel.the next day was my brothers birthday so we went to the skate park.after we got back joe was arguing about me and michel should breake up and then i told him that him and kristen are going out so i can go out with michel.a few days before joe was bragging about how michel never lies and now he was saying that michel said bad things about me and so i asked michel and michel said that joe is the one always saying things about kristen and said that joe was only using kristed to make me jelous.now i am at my nannas!im so in love with michel but wat should i do because joe said he would make it to were i would never get to  see michel agian im scared.wat do i do????