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yeah well.. the last post.. that didn't last long.

shoulda known.

hopefully things'll work out.. gotta talk to some people.. do some apologizing.. hopefully people will understand that i never meant for ne of this to happen.

if i don't get around to you.. and there's something i've done.. i'll tell you right now that I'm Sorry

i never meant to hurt anyone.. things are so misconstrewed.. and im sorry that it's become this way.  i'm sorry that sometimes i become oblivious to things.. and i don't realize what's going on.  i don't want people to think that i'm someone completely different than what they thought i was.. i don't know how to keep that from happening.. it was just a misunderstanding.. that's all

one misunderstanding

thus far.. i'm happy

i'm really happy.  i'm not supposed to be this happy, am i? i mean.. it's been so long since i've liked someone like this.. and actually felt like they like me too.  normally things just don't seem to work out.. but this is beyond normal.. it just feels like i'm flying.  why am i so happy?

i just hope this lasts.

so i think i know what i want..

hopefully its the right decision.

i hope both guys understand...

Name 20 people you know:

1.josh
2.courtney
3.murphy
4.jenn
5.kacie
6.kim
7.greg
8.nathan
9.emily b
10.beckman
11.kristin {sorry love.. i wasn't thinkin}
12.hampton
13.jasmine
14.bart
15.davin
16.weston
17.laura
18.lauren
19.kelsey
20.amanda


1. Who is #8 going out with?: nathan- taylor estes
2. Is #9 a boy or a girl?: emily- girl
3. Would #11 and #2 make a good couple? kristin and courtney- doubt it lol
4. How about #18 and #4?: lauren & jenn- maybe
5. What grade is #17 in?: laura- 11/junior
6. When was the last time you talked to #12?: hampton- saturday
7. What is #6's favorite band?: kim- jack johnson
8. Does #1 have any siblings?: josh- yeup jessica and chris
9. Would you ever date #3? murphy- heck yes!
10. Would you ever date #7: greg- might ruin a good friendship
11. Is #16 single?:weston- yes
12. What's #15's last name?: davin- ramage
13. What's #5's middle name?: kacie- omg i know this! damnit.. i forgot >sorry kacie <
14. What's #10's fantasy?:beckman- pro tennis player
15. Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?:bart and kelsey- nope hahaha
16. What school does #20 go to?:amanda- lone oak
17. And #1:josh- lone oak
18. Tell me a random fact about #18: lauren- loves to dance
19. And #3: murphy- can't purposely pose for nething!
20. Have you ever had a crush on #16?: weston- ehh somewhat
21. Where does #9 live?: emily b- in the sticks lol
22. What's #4's favorite color? jenn- green
23.Would you makeout with #14?: bart- haha depends..
24. Are #5 & #6 best friends?: kacie and kim- not quite lol
25. Does #7 like #20?: greg and amanda- as a friend
26. Does #8 like #19?: nathan and kelsey- not sure
27. How did you meet #15?:davin- school
28. Does #13 have any pets?:jasmine- hmm not sure
29. Is #12 older than you? hampton- nope 2 months and 12 days younger to be exact
30. Have you ever given #13 a hug?jasmine- no never have met her in person