Hey i'm just back from my friends house we just went to limerick bowl . instead of playing we ended up having a lunch date. I guess that means I prefer food over a nice game of pool.lol . Well llast night I was thinking about the whole going out with that Jeff guy that I met and realized that we have nothing in common with him. People tell me that opposites attrack thats why i like Jeff. but the more I think about it the more I think that it was just a fling and you are just going out because he is there. The more i think about it the more i realized that we have nothing in common at all. I feel like I can't be my self around him, I have to be the way he expects me to, well what fun is that.
He is a prep. None of my friends inclueding myself would call me a prep. We really don't listen to the same music. He is the kind of guy that wouldn't be cought died doing something crazy or uncool. That not me at all I love to just go out at the last minuate and go do something completely crazy like bunggy jumping and I like to act like a total dork because its just fun. He's the kind of person that wouldn't talk to or hang out with any losers or dorks which also isn't me. I'll talk to whoever I want I don't care who they are. He has to keep the image of being cool unlike me where you can think whatever you want and I really don't give a shit.
Talk shit all you want I don't care. I won't come back and try to spread rumors. You want to start shit all kick your ass.Wow now i'm all worked up over nothing i have to calim myself down thanks to the bitches that piss me off everyday.
Now don't get me off subject.
Now that I realized that Jeff has justed used me as a troph. Oh by the way sorry Jeff if you happen to read this before I get a chance to call you and tell you that its over. Sorry if you really had to read this. To show off to his friends now you know how all my relationships with guys turn out. i figured that maybe I should take you step by step in my relationships. If you don't care about my problems then that is fine with me you don't have to read on. If you reallly want to read this then please tell me if it is just me or there really is something wrong with these guys.
1.) After I talk to a guy and really think that they are listening to me but my friends tell me other wise. They say Danielle the only reason they hang around is because of your looks looks. I'm not going to say that i'm the best looking girl in the world or any thing so don't think that i'm being cocky. So any ways I never listen to my friends. I go off believing whatever I want.
2.) I figure that the guy seems really nice so of course I'm going to give my number to him if he ask for it. which turns out to get me in to deeper shit.
3.) After hanging out at the mall, few nights at the movies (when I say movies I mean makeouting for those of you who don't really know me. I do end up going out with him which is again another mistake. Everyone knows that a girl always tells her friends about the new guy that is now in there life. They always say how Perfect he is. When really your friends know that its never going to last. then you always try to prove them wrong.
Then you know the guy is going say that "Oh I have this new girlfriend and she's got bigger boobs then both your girlfriends combined." Then of course the friends have tocome up with some kind of a come back such as "Your girlfriend may have bigger boobs but my girlfriend has a bigger ass!" (i hang out with a lot of guys taht is why i know these things lol)
4.) The next thing that goes wrong in the relationships that I have is that when you go to a party or a club and your boyfriend happens to see the hott girl walk by with a tight shirt and a short skirt. You know that girl girls just oh it was just a sneek peek. Then turns into more.
5.) Then I realize that he doesn't call you to say hi or just to see how you are doing. So I decide to call him. We make plans to hang out maybe go to the mall, then his cell ring and what do you know its just happens to be a girl. If he didn't have the phone volume to fuckin loud I wouldn't have any reason to confront him about it. So I do ask him who the girl was and he Lies and says that it was his MOM and she wants to know when he is coming home.
6.) That is when i realized that my friends were right about the whole thing. Even now that me and my friends know this information we still don't listen to each other which is still a problem that we are trying to over come.lol I guess that mean that we never learn our lesson.
If anyone thinks differently then they should have a talk with my friends who will end up proving you wrong!!!! | 
