[[ ... It's been said that you only truly fall in love once, but I don't believe it. Every time I see you, I fall in love all over again ... 'It hurts so much dat u dun love me the same way..but hurts more to see u lovin sumone else' ... If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will ... Why is it easy to fall in love and yet so hard to be loved back? why should I feel such if destiny permits me not? why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have? why is there a "you" in "me" but never a "me" in "you" ? ... The love that lasts longest is the love that is never returned ... True love begins when nothing is looked for in return ... IF I CRY BECAUSE OF U ... DOES THAT MEAN IM IN LOVE OR IS IT WE WERENT MEANT TO BE ... 'if we're not meant for each other den why did we even meet in the first place ? ... if the only place i can be wit u is in my dreams den lemme sleep 4ever ... Don't find love, let love find you,That's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall ... It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone ... It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you ... Love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really want to live ? ... He taught me how to love, but not how to stop ... Love is hard work; and hard work sometimes hurts ! ...Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it.Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go ... ]]
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Sunday, July 13, 2008



Our family's puppy has finally understood he should take care of his needs outside of the house and not in my bedroom. Every time he does something right (he can only do "sit" for now) he gets rewarded with a pat on the head, big bones to chew, or "giant puppy" snacks.

I think that most of us understand that such positive reinforcement does not occur that often in real life. Most fresh graduates leave school with a big heart to accomplish their life-long dreams, then realize that their hard work would not be compensated with a good job in a good company, or a second degree at a prestigious university. 

I have always been an optimistic person: I believed that I could be an exception. The rare few that tried hard and could reach for the stars. However,
today, along with my fellow fresh graduates, I too, realized that the stars are hard to reach. I built myself a ladder, but the stars are no longer there.

If you are reading this, which I suspect not, then this is the reason why I am sad. Of course, as my mom says, this is a "happy problem" and I should not be too disappointed.





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