It's a Monday.

I'm feeling sleepy and really blue today. Hadn't had any rest over the wkends at all, 'cept the day I was on leave on Thurs.

Ever since new term started, have been really really busy.

No time at all! Serious shit.

Managed to squeeze in 1-2 hours for coffee sessions with my bestie after classes on Sat. Else I wld have just about gone crazee.

Seriously feels like I'm working 7 days a week.. fortunately, I am still quite well-versed in what was taught. I have got so many deadlines to rush. I have two upcoming ones on Monday, which means to say my wkends are burnt for sure.

Well, it has become a daily thing... my only committment and priority now, I would say are my studies. Gonna be extremely busy for the next few months! Or should I say till almost the end of the year.

Now that I'm reaching the finishing point in no time, I can't wait no more!

Pls.... make time go faster for now. I still have so much more skills to pick up once I complete this and I can't wait to embark on it all and get the battery in me recharged for new stuffs. :)

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I was casually chatting on msn with a guy friend today and I told him that while taking the mrt today, a guy was checking me out the min I stepped into the train.

And his reply was... huh how come... u must have looked like a terrorist.. what did u dress today that made the MRT staff want to check you? I was like -.- Hilarious la he!

He really din know what I mean by saying that..

Anyway I didn't really dare to steal glances at that guy cos of my shy nature. Bleahs.

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One more day... and it's Friday!

The only thing I look forward to when it comes to weekends is that I get to sleep in more. Yeaps, no life... what to do.. hahas. It's like that when I have to juggle so many commitments.

Having butterflies in my stomach since morning.. Things are complicated because man made them complicated. There's something which I'm kinda confused about and I can't share it to anyone.

I wonder if the both parties are just not wanting to speak out or just waiting for each other. Looking at the way things are, acting nonchalant is prolly a better thing if it doesn't cause distress.

Alrights the sentences abv are meant to be confusing and known only to me..This is what happens when the thoughts in my mind are all jumbled up. Hahas.. sorry guys.

The barrier...

Ahhs...

Just got back from lunch... met up w my goodie pal for lunch..and my honey green tea with pearls has now become polluted with extra rain drops in it...Hahas.

Anyway my friend has made me realise that I do have some barriers I have to overcome.. And that I am not quite yet confident of myself in managing stuffs and heavier responsibilites. I got to agree... give me a managerial role now and I would immediately shake my head and say I don't think I have got what it takes yet to perform this role.

How is that so.. Something must have triggered before.. that instills such thoughts... he says.. Further to that, he told me that he's attending a course now which teaches people to really look back and see how things actually links up and affects one self.

Many a time people would just brush it off instead of going straight to the problem and overcome it. They just take things as it is as the problem fades away.. however re-occurances may appear again.

Wells.. after he finishes that course... actualisation course he mentions....that u can unlock ur hidden potential...hopefully he can help me also hahahas.

It's mid wk and I'm happy its about 2 more days away to the wkends again.

Mel longs to go on a holiday.

Am excited~!!

I am freezing in the office now though I have my jacket on. BrRRrRbBBrrr...

Oh ya.. What am I excited about?

I'm going to the movies later!! And meeting my goody clique~!!

Hahas.. wells... we'll be catching "Kungfu panda!!"

Heard from my colleagues that it is funny. :D

And I really cannot help but notice the uncanny resemblence of Panda to one of my friends..

HAHAHAHHAA

Yday he just asked me if he really looks like it.

And I said. Ya.

LOLS.. we were eager waiting to watch this since we saw the movie poster!

Can't wait to knock off and crap with them now.

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I'm in a happy mood today thou some stuffs are unsettled .. but nvms.. I believe all will be done soon.

Anyway I wanna say I am happy for two of my friends.

One of them got accept a job that he really really likes and is his desired dream coy. Smiled to myself when he got it... my ole so gd bro!

Another of my friends got quite a positive light on something.. Hey babe, I have a positive feeling about this! :) Hope you will really get it soon. :)