| do you even notice me?My name is Wen. that's perhaps the most important thing you have to remember about from this paragraph.
i want to be a 5 foot 5 barbie doll minus the blonde hair& makeup add the black hair& chinky eyes haha.
I'm the kind of girls who seems to get mad alot; ha anger management yo!
well i do tend to get pissed but mainly on guys though.
I'm more realistic when it comes to relationships.
you can't expect me to say i love you on the first couple of months. i'll say it when i mean it.
i have a really strong defensive system. i've seen what my friends go through in relationships
& i don't wanna be a part of that so becuase of them i have a brick wall built around my heart. i don't need that happening to me.
i come off as a type of person that you cannot count on. i'm sorry.
i can be a bitch sometimes but that all depends on my period. [:
on the other hand, i can be as retarded as i can be haha i love to laugh & be laughed at
LOL depending on what happened. i disappoint alot of people.
i look up to alot of my friends. but mainly only kliulai. she's everything i would want to be like.
& i look down to check out people's shoes. i lean on my hips not like a cholo.
i can't sing to save my life& i can't dance to survive. i'd like to party like a rockstar one day.
i camerawhore like no other. over these years i've became selfish.
& i realized that that's not the life i want to live in. so i'm willing to cahnge for the better.
i love attention but not infamously. i can't run for anything. i miss the tingling sensation you get from talking to someone.
i spend alotta dough; & i can't bake for shiiiet. but i'll bake for you. lol
i wanna meet someone who'll go outta their way to do something for me
even though they know they have no chance. but that's mean.
damn, you need a life[: |
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| life really is a rollercoaster.i can't satify one without disappointing another. you have friends right now & your future's ahead of you. your social life is a mess and your studies are down the drain. so what do you do if you want a future filled with prosperity? to fix one is to throw the other& i can't seem to balance either. |
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| its the beginning of a new endor was it the end of a new beginning? ahhh mkay spring breakk!! hahah. well i have intersession so blehh. i needa make up for us. history quarter 2. dengg i haven't been to intersession since like 8th grade but i guess this is what happens when you get lazy. oh em geeeee saturday was so much funn!. i've never been to a debut before. so thank you jessica for inviting me! haha sorry if the beginning of my "speech" scared you haha [: today is hot. last night was burnning. i wanna go swimming [: imma go to the beach. better yet if the weather continues to act like this i know forsure i wanna go to soak city. wheeeeeeeee[: haha i'm all smiles today. i don't know why. even though my insides aren't that great i wanna continue to look awesome on the outside. nothing will pull me down. or atleast i don't want it to. but anyhow. i'm ...happy i guess. haha with everything that's been going on. minus the little situation that happened saturday. overall i'm happy. i guess its becuase alot of my past friends are starting to talk to me again. i guess like i don't know. but right now my lips are chapped& i need ice cream to cool off. is summer here yet? cause it sure feels like it. i wanna go shopping already. dayuum my socks are dirty. & i smell like restaurant food. especially kliulai's restuarant's foood. -.-" haha starbucksssss<3 what the heck are you doing over spring breeak mayyyyyyyn? :D |
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| so tell me, will you say alright? these few weeeks have beeen hectic..but nonetheless the greatest. i got my progress report back...i got 2 a's & uh c if i can get straight a's this semester. life would be great. but knowing myself& my ablilities to be lazy towards the end of the semester suggests that i won't be able to obtain straight a's but hey. i can try [: hi boyfriend i like you. but you suck. is that an antithesis lai lai?! haha i went to the mall yesterday & bought the cutest top ever. [: then i went to um..the movies afterwards to watch norbit with the chows :D yeeeee` boyyy haha i'm hungry right now. valentines day didn't go as we planned but it was alright. we went bowling then to olive gardens where we hada wait for three hours before getting seated. rawr. i finished the whole damn plate of foood. & the next day my tummy grew. nikki paid. [: let's see what else... i don't know i don't remember anything else. or i'm just tooo lazy to type shiiiet down. but atleast i updated.
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