yeah... no more xanga entries. i hardly have enough time to check my email these days, between school, jarred, work, jarred, and sleeping. yes i said jarred twice... because he deserves more time that school work and sleeping (although he doesn't always get it).
anywayz... i know you all are so sad about not staying in contact with me... but i do check my email. and i would love love LOVE to get email that isn't junk or from my dad. so therefore... EMAIL ME!!!  maddiekulpa@yahoo.com  i will respond to emails that aren't junk, and i would love to talk to you all (who i don't see at school). so there... there's no reason to lose contact with me.

by the way, this also means that i probably won't be reading any other xangas as well. so if there's news that i must know about, email it to me! thanks...

i could update, but i don't really feel like it. i will tell you all this, though:

i'm gonna graduate early!! yep, that's right... i was gonna stick around, even though i don't have to; but i was thinking about it, and realized that i could work full time in the spring, and really be able to move out in a year. woo hoo!  i'm gonna have to drop drama 2 or newpaper, though, which makes me sad. but i really think it's worth it. and don't get all sad and think you'll never see me again... i might do winter guard, and i'll probably help with the play, and of course i'll come to all the band concerts. it'll be great... i'll have to depend on my mother for rides to work though, at least until i can get my license. my goal is to have my permit by the end of the month. it will happen! i promise! i mean it this time, too...

ok... that's all i feel like writing about. i'm almost over this whole xanga thing, lately it seems that they're more trouble than they're worth...

my birthday is tomorrow! yee haw! and i'm doing absolutely nothing, except for going out to eat with jarred. well, that and a band practice. *joy*

i can't believe school starts on thursday. that is so ridiculous... of course, the sooner it starts the sooner it's over. it's gonna be a major change from this summer though. i've been having an awesome summer (although totally different from last summer), and it's gonna suck having to base my schedule around school again. *grumble*  stoopid school. can't wait till it's over!

i have to think of something for me and jarred to do today... he has to go to work at like, 5:30, so i have until then. but my brain isn't turned on, and i can't think of anything fun to do. so we might end up renting a movie and sitting on the couch all day. not that i mind...

*sigh*  the only truly awful thing in my life right now: i think i'm growing apart from one of my closest friends, and it hurts. i mean, we just don't see eye to eye on anything lately, and it's been a long time since i've felt as close to her as i did when we were in middle school. how do you know when it's time to let someone go?

can't type correctly just now. update later.