Im SO bored! for once im gunna say this and i dont know why but I CANT WAIT TILL SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN!! im so bored and plus i need cheerleading and my friends! god im bored! ONLY 13 MORE DAYS TILL PRACTICE!!!! and 23 days till our first game! yay. well now that my comp. works again and i think im done trying to avoid people! yeah well im out! im tired later

*one scar is worth a thousand tears. Bleed, Little Girl, Bleed till you're gone, bloody and scarred, you'll be dead before long*

*:_The Hardest Thing Of Falling In Love... Is Falling Back Out_:*

~The sun has set on my happiness, the blade is in my hand. I'm not afriad of the nightmares anymore, I'm afriad of waking up~

Okay well last night I was talking to my BEST friend George!! and I was telling him that I wanted to be a Playboy and I sent him a pic and OMG! That was the FUNNIEST thing that could ever happen! this is what he said         AnarkjaM83: Your interview.,,, "I started posing nude at an early age, for my very lucious sex buddy, george petersen..." <--- HAHAHAHAH thanks babe! Love Ya! (as a friend) and then today I was kinda talking to Krystina and she asked me if I wanted to go to the pool today and I said that I couldnt cause I have to get my glasses and she started laughing at me! yeah well I need glasses cause my vision SUCKS!! Speaking of Vision.. Im going to the Vision NightClub with my sister soon *big smile* Ohhhh how I love that place! SOO many memories! Wed. I go to fun times with my family! (oh god) okay well im going to get dressed and get my glasses! later

Love Yaz! *MWAHZ*

Smile on my face, screaming inside
got to run away, far away and hide
these walls are closing in, closing up tight
the way i feel inside, it isnt right
the tears are hot melting my cold skin
Where will it stop? When will it end?
I have to go and leave this place
acid rolling from my eyes melts the skin off my face
the thoughts in my head twist and churn
the blood flowing through my veins sizzles and burns
I feel like a volcano ready to burst
can this feeling get any worse?
I try to scream nothing comes out
no clear liquid comes from the water spout
look in to my eyes. tell me what you see
do you see the dark shadow inside of me?

ever noticed that when you know you wanna die is when you noticed you fucked up in life