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Name: jewel
Birthday: 8/11/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: history(mostly european history) movies,i <3 music and i sing with my youth group worchip team, i write poetry and short stories and essays but i dont normally let anyone read any of my stuff,calligraphy is my hobbie,
Expertise: anything about star wars,history,being my wierd self, keeping order on the moon seeing how ive been exiled there by "the king of the world" so he thinks
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 7/31/2005

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ok so ... i finally graduated

i start at waynesburg college in august

i got my own amazing laptop for graduation and i love it

im doing pretty well ...

some things are wonderfull

and some things are not so wonderfull

well

nothing is all wonderfull .. you know

everything has something about it that isnt wonderfull ... something that could use some improvement ...

but youll have that i suppose

living in the real world and all

i read catcher in the rye

and it is pretty much my favorite book of all time now

its great

the point of view of the narrator is .. abnormal ... but in a good way...

it is just altogether a great book and i think everyone should take the time to read it at some point in their lives ... because the issues discussed in it will effect everyone at some point or another ... some earlier than others ... but all will see what the narrator refers to as "phoniness" 

well i suppose that is enough ... i havent written here in like forever

and now that ive pitched my fav book ... i think my work here is done

so .. people of the world ... if you hear nothing else that i say .. hear that you should read catcher in the rye ... it will change your life .... or at least the way you look at some situations ...

 


Friday, February 23, 2007

Currently Listening
Infinity on High
By Fall Out Boy
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wow im such a loser
i was reading old posts on here ... and im so stupid ... lol

so yeah ...
i am graduating soon
not soon enough to be truthfull
i cant wait
i just want to be in college
haha
and not in high school

well ... life in general .. is pretty good currently
in case you were wondering :P lol

youth group is going well .... i <3 it ....

i really like my psych class .... its cool ... except the teacher gets sidetracked easily which is quite frustrating

i like almost all of my classes
i dont really like the people in them
people are so gay these days
lol
with the exception of a chosen few
lol
i bet i sound really conceded by now ... oh well

umm theres a fall out boy concert may 22 in pittsburgh that i hope to go to
im so stoked

in case you didnt know Patrick Stump and i are getting married <3 :P

i think "this anit a scene its an arms race" is an absolutley amazing song

and i think that the color pink is quite unappealing

well ... i guess that was pretty random

and i also guess ill shut up now

ill write again some time when im as bored as i am now
which is pretty stinkin bored ... lol

<3Jewel<3


Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Currently Listening
One X
By Three Days Grace
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so everything kinda sucks right now and i have no idea why ... i just feel like crying all the time ... without any explination ... and i hate it ... and i dont know what to do ... i dont know why this happens to me and i just want it all to stop ... ive been this way for about a week ... and i dont know why ... nothing happend... im just not happy .... and im tired of pretending to be happy in front of my friends .... im just tired of everything
i feel like im doing somthing wrong ... like im not where i supposed to be ... and i dont know what to do .... i just want to fix it but i dont know how ... i just cant pretend to be okay any more .... im tired of it ... i just dont know what to do .... i cant sleep ... i cant do anything ... i just feel like im going to burst into tears all the time ... and i dont know why ... and i feel like im letting people down ... i dont know why .. but i feel like my not being where i am supposed to be is letting other people down
i am one of the two seniors in my youth group .. i remember in the past .. in youth group .. the seniors have been the ones that have had it all together ... and everything seems great .. they know what they want and how to do it ... and i just feel like i am a failure because i dont ... i dont have any idea what i need to be doing after i leave high school .... i have no fucking idea what i should be doing ... i cant fix and i feel like i should be a role model for the younger kids in my youth group and im not ... when i was younger i looked up to the older kids .. becasue they seemed liek they had no problems ... and i am not like that ... im a mess and i cant explain why .. and i hate it ... idk what to do ....


Monday, December 11, 2006

so this is how it goes
People are so gay
basically
the entire human race is stupid
People fight over stupid things that wont actually ever have any impact on their lives.  its so freaking stupid.  people exist to simply cause trouble.  especially girls .  Teenage girls are the worst thing in the world.. haha i am a teenage girl but .. im an exception ... because i really dont care what ppl think ... and i do what i want .. and im not fake ...
i think the worst thing a person can do is pretend to b somthing theyre not ... or pretend to like somthing just because someone else does ...
for example music
evedentally there is some unwritten rule that you cant like pop or rap AND  punk. and if you do , youre a poser
well i say ... thats pretty gay ...
and people who think that are pretty gay
steryotypes are gay
people are people and they dont need to b freaking catagorized
i guess im just rambling ... but little stuff like this just really pisses me off

there is this entire group of kids at my school that call themselves either "punk" "goth" "emo" or "rebels"  and they claim to be individuals  .... ironically half of the school population claims to fit into this clique .... so ... im not seeing how that is individual....
dont get me wrong .. there are a few that would be put into this group that actually do have opinions of their own ...  and i appoligize to any of them...
but most of those kids .. just do it because ... thays what their friends do
its so stupid
why cant people just .... be who they want to be .... like what they really like .... and do what tehy want to do ... not what people tell them to do ...
i guess im just rambling ....
haha
sorry
so .. there ya go ... piece of my mind ... <3


Saturday, December 02, 2006

blah

well   
I officially quit



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