How long will I have to wait for you?  I've been waiting.  And waiting.

Thanks for acknowledging me.  Acknowledging how much I care about you.  How much I would do for you.

It's all about you.  Money, time, talking, people.  Did I expect too much?  Do I deserve what I want?

I guess I don't. 

I guess I'm just not worth it, huh.

Worthless.  I seem to be getting that impression from everyone.  So maybe that is what I really am.

sitting in class

sitting in class, thinking, thinking.

more time.

i need more time to show it.  i am worth it.

i am    so   

               worth it.

overthinking overthinking overthinkingggggggggggggg

i have always been so impatient.  i want things to happen now NOW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

am i worth it?  i hope so.  i really hope i am.  atleast to someone.  i can be... just let me show you.  i am worth it.

my Father knows what i need, before i even need it.  i'm not talking about food, clothes, or shelter.  i'm talking about all of the other things....  He knows.  He knows.

He knows what i need and it will be given to me.  but only when i'm ready.  i feel like i'm ready now.  i really am. 

let me show you i am worth it.  i am worth it.  i am worth the wait.

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"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart."  Psalm 37:4

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