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the name is stefani age is only 16 years old with a lot of life left to live and located in sunny california
Want to get to know me even more? Read on.
I am now apart of the head honcho of valencia high school, a big bad senior. Experienced a total of sixteen years, and nowhere near the end. I am licensed driver and enjoy the luxury to it, but I personally don't care to drive, I'd rather be on the passenger side. I live on the tennis courts during the school year, and this will be my fourth and final year, finally as a varsity player. The people I've met in high school have been the best and the worst, some will last 'til the end of time, and others will be gone by tomorrow. Give me a paint brush, a marker, a pencil, a paper, what ever it is, art helps me make sense of life. I'd trade in flats for heels any day, but other days all it takes is a white v-neck and a pair of skinny jeans. Trends will always be changing, but fashion is forever-lasting. If you haven't noticed already, deviant art is amazing, I could spend hours appreciating each creation. Quality, lighting, and meaning all apart of its perfections in photography and painting. There is never a moment of silence in my life, I live and breathe music, whether it's the rapping of Lil Wayne, heart broken pleas of Something Corporate, or angst-filled lyrics of Rage Against the Machine, you name it I most likely listen to it. I'm always a student in life, constantly learning something new, reaching newfound understandings, and raising questions of uncertainties. I hate restrictions and limitations, I'd prefer to be open minded, but at times ignorance, stereotypes, and pre-judgement catches me red handed being closed minded. I've surpassed that stage of idealism filled with unattainable expectations, and mentalities doomed for disappointment. It can be referred to as being pessimistic, but I prefer to term it as Realistic. Nevertheless, I'm still a girl with hopes and dreams, wishes and desires, all to be accomplished in my lifetime. I am easily entertained, love to laugh at any given opportunity and living a life of spontaneity. Ironically, change is constant in my life, and I enjoy every moment of it.
This About Me doesn't do complete justice, because if you really wanted to know ALL about me, I'd have to write you a novel, so that's only a sneak peek of who I am (;
Angelina Jolie♥
"Quod me nutrit me destruit"
What nurtures me, destroys me.
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I don't mind visitors, but say hello here and there (: I promise I'm not that weird
I live on xanga
I appreciate subscriptions
Comments are welcome
Meeting new people is cool (:
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He's one of my best friends, and he always knew how to inspire me with words.
 dear reader:
in a world where beauty is fixed, where intellect is determined by a test score, and where love is but an empty word embraced by blind lovers; there exists those who defy. Those who, like diamonds in the rough, shine and glimmer, far more beautiful than imminently perceived. these diamonds hold within them far beyond what could possibly percieved; such a diamond, dear reader, have you found. One would suggest the turning away from this page as true beauty is captivating, and the oceans of men can be testament to her utter angelic nature. Lost in the sea of her eyes, or drowned by her intoxicating smile, those who dare get too close often find themselves unable to pull away. Thus, heed a warning and continue with caution, for this may perhaps consume you.
<<3 ronald the nguyen
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Vegetarian diet
Drink water everyday
No more late-night eating
height 5'6"
sw107.0
lw103.6
cw always changing
gw100
I want to fit my paper denims again<3
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can't wait
pictures will be posted as we go (:
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| The perks of having a cut on your middle fingerblah I just ate a whole lot of shit
and I'm feeling the consequences right about now.
So, what happened was  I was in the middle of shampooing my hair, when I accidentally hit the shower rack and felt a strange pain in my finger. I looked up at my finger to find a little chunk of my skin off. I know it was quite the pretty site, and what do you know it was from a damn disposable razor that was placed with the blades facing outwards-- so what do I get in result of that: a stupid cut on my middle finger.but there's a bright side to it,  now I can flip my brothers off when they're being douches about it to show them my beautiful skin deep cut and band aid. wasn't my best day. that's for sure. but on a lighter note,watched Step Up for the first time  with Christina and I must say Channing Tatum = mmm <3 I'm going to sleep early for once in awhile ♥Stefani | | |
| Andrew McMahon<3#48 thursday july 24 (veggie day 19)
update later.
 mmm something corporate > jack's mannequin   ♥Stefanilate night adventure with Darlene to Raj's house 2:30-3:15 AM, before his cousins came and owned his car!  | | |
| that aint cho space- it's MYspace.#46 wednesday july 23 (veggie day 17)
midnight -- tortilla chips, gummy dots*
during the day; (sorry didn't clarify)
vegetarian sandwich**arizona peach tea,
banana pancakes with chocolate chips
tortilla chips +nacho cheese
*I got to stop eating at night because I'm bored -_-
** I got the oh yeah you don't eat meat again from my mom
and the why don't you just eat this, it's only one thing.
well mother, if I start making exceptions now,
what's the point of even being vegetarian?
I went to the library yesterday,
because some jerk had to request one of the books I borrowed.
So it disabled my chances of renewing it for another 3 weeks
and forced me to make a trip to the library,
but I didn't leave empty handed, I picked up a few novels.
I headed toward the literature section, and walked past the computers
and saw a man I'd say late 40's, because he was pretty old
and he was on I'm sure you guessed it by now,
and my initial response,
was that's just plain weird, I mean what could a
40 year old guy possibly want from myspace?
the friends? the music? the feeling of being young and "cool"?
I mean who doesn't love being friends with Tom?
I guess it's his prerogative, I just find it kinda creepy
there are twelve year olds on there thinking
dressing like a slut and being skanky is the cool thing to do,
Adolescents who are young and naive, and vulnerable to the world.
But, then I'm just stereotyping and generalizing,
and that's not giving much benefit to the doubt.
But who am I to judge right, cause I still own one,
come to think of it- it just sits there and collects dust spam
I no longer find the myspace scene exciting- the NEW comments,
the NEW messages, or EVEN! the NEW photo comments!
it's all about xanga these days and I don't mind it one bit.
and I'll probably continue
to own a myspace until
I find the nerve to delete it
♥Stefani
edit;
happy birthday raj patel who turns 18 today
I've known you for too many years now.
 
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| go GREEN !#45 tuesday july 22 (veggie day 16)
midnight- special k cereal, gummy dots, ruffles
l- bowl of mac n cheese
d- lettuce, guacamole, tomato, cheese tacos
& tortilla chips
outtake; bike ride
a small step towards going GREEN by
riding my bike instead of driving
It may take more time, but I save money on gas. (:
I need to buy a cute beach cruiser (: but we'll have to wait a year and see where I go for college and whether or not its necessary for a bike, though I'm pretty sure it is. Today, Darlene and I took a bike ride to Tall Mouse, which I finally got a wooden palette! more paints, and brushes. It's become apart of my daily routine, whenever I'm sitting at the computer desk, I just pick up the brush and paint with the radio playing and multi task at the same time.  The bike ride was nice, felt very California-esque with the sun
and slight breeze, it wasn't too bad-- even the uphill biking
didn't burn as much as last time I biked.
I have yet to bike at the beach again  ♥Stefani | | |
| Epic#44 monday july 21 (veggie day 15)
midnight- tortilla chips, almonds, crackers
s- cherry on top: strawberry & plain tart yogurt+ gummy bears
big d- cashews& sesame seeds salad, rice, fried tofu*
*my mom said I need to be eating regularly again.
I guess that's true I've been kind of off with my schedule
and she then said why don't you just eat chicken again?
you're not getting the right nutrients etc.
so I just ate a big dinner for her to stop lecturing
 Because you can barely read it. each quote says,
"You must BE the change you wish to see in the world" Gandhi
"It was more than just a comet because of what it brought to his life:
direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and
sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew
in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would
be whole again... And his belief in God and love and art would be
re-awakened in his heart." One Tree Hill Season 5 Episode 18
Oh to be life changing and to experience it. ♥Stefani
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Inspired by the Foo Fighters
song Skin & Bones
I yearn to be satisfied and content with myself
but lately I've just been feeling kind of empty.
Painting's definitely been helping
to clear my mind and funnel my emotions
into a miniscule amount of clarity,
on that blank sheet of paper, but even then
do I continue to feel like
I'm missing something.
I've been trying to occupy my mind
whether it be with friends, or constantly
trying to pass time in unproductive manners.
I'm not about to let every emotion of
stress frustration and annoyance pile up.
It's just that all the pieces to the puzzle have gone missing
and I'm in search of one piece in particular
for this piece will clear the complexity
and I can go back to living my life
of pure simplicity.
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