OMG weird, wonderful and shocking things happening in my life. First, I a hi def 42 / 45 inch plasma tv appeared on my tv rack which surprisingly had a broken door. Explanation: Mom got a plasma tv from a developer. ( Ironic is'nt it? I buy an mp3 which cost 100 bucks and she says I am rich when I save hard and burn a hole in my pocket for it. And here she is gettin a plasma which costs 10 000++++++++++ dollars!) Next, the broken cabinate door totally spoils the theatre feel cus of my damn brother who is strong and sumoi-sh enough to break it! I mean the tv is impressive! Its almost as wide as my queen sized bed for heaven's sake! And the look of the beg ceg door really is irritating! Secondly, I went to the childcare centre today and assisted the teacher with the 6 year olds. They are super playful and cute and no doubt they stepped all over me, it was fun playing with them! I must seriously be more strict! Like I can! haha but I really have to if I wana be a Kindergarten teacher in future. They are so lovable! Mischievious yes! They tire me out but never fail to put a smile on my face! Unfortunately Chen Si was there to mock me and the kids knew she was older than me so they could complain to her on me! haha LOL by th way CS, I knew you were totally acting cute with the pin up your hair! haha! OMG I really love it there. haha Last but not least, I found out how drama and riddiculous I am. THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART SO LISTEN UP. I mean open your eyes bigger steph!My brother was like crying all over msn saying how much he is in love and how much he thinks he is in love because the girl is not that pretty. then he say about how bad he is and how much problems he has to solve and how he wants to solve others first b4 himself cus his problems are nothin....how he is at the brink of insanity, bla bla bla... I realised i was exactly like that and how mellow dramatic and down right ridiculous I am! I say to myself I like him oh my friends say he is ugly oh I love him! God no! help me! I have so many problems le! Ahh I wana just get out of this thing or better yet die! Can change topic? Oh no I am back to the same topic! my mind is in a whirl I can't really think! oh no I wana do my best for god but the whole situ is putting me down! WHATEVER OMG I can't believe he is like always a reflection of me. haha there was another time when he asked whether to go into a relationship or not cus the gal likes him. And I went on a one week thing cus a guy liked me and I was forced to haha. he maybe almost a month older than me but sometimes he is like a little bro. I brought him to christ and learnt alot from him as he learnt some from me like a little. haha lucky he does'nt know this site! He would just kill me! ok back to the convo! I tried to reason with him but no! Little did I expect that he would have the same attitude as the person i don't like. They both really "in love" they vomit on me all their exaggerated BS, rent it out on me, call me bodoh, call me dumb then say they are fine and thanks for my concern. The only diff is one says worse things and calls me up 12 am in the morn and talks till 2 or 3am about his shit. lol! things happenin to me... steph .... | 