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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 15:20:01 GMT

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!

I got a job now guys its at Taco Bell but hey it will get me started and give me some money so that im not sitting on my ass all day long!! well thats all that is new these days ...hope everyone has a good valentines day!!

I LOVE MY BABY FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 04:17:34 GMT

back in 1997 i met him...we would play tag on the big toy....he would push me on the swings....then in 2001 we grew apart we had some hard times so we called it off...but as time went by we found each other again and in 2004 we thought that we would give each other another chance and being in love and now we have made it through a lot of shit but after 9 years you really get close to someone and you learn who they are and how they act...I WILL LOVE THIS BOY TILL I DIE i promise no matter what happens!!!

I LOVE YOU BABY ALWAYS AND FOREVER....

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 02:48:54 GMT

This is to my baby like usually.....baby I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!! i charish every hug, every kiss, every moment that we get to spend together...you are my everything and i thank god everynight for him giveing you too me and for you being there helping me though everything that has happened to me lately.... BABY I LOVE YOU AND I WILL FOR EVER AND EVER..... from now till forever i will charish, trust and adore you...baby i want to get closer to you but i dont know how, so many obstacles stand in our way!! i wish on every star every night that i could be with you so you could hold me and keep me safe!! i love you baby with all that i have....well i guess that is all for now BABY I LOVE YOU DONT YOU EVER EVER FORGET THAT!!

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE STEVEN PENALOZA!!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 03:19:00 GMT

hummm aint nuttin to do so there aint nuttin to write about...i quit cosmo school and now im going to Cowley and im gonna become a dentist..hummm anyway thats all

I LOVE YOU BABY

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 03:05:42 GMT

Hummm.....i have no idea what to write about...there is nothing to do...IM SO BORED... i miss my baby i wish i could see him but of course i cant like usual i hate it so fucking much....I LOVE YOU BABY!! Valentines day is coming up and i dont even what to think about it cuz i wont be able to be with my baby...that just makes me want to cry i hate this shit!! its so fucking gay y cant my parents understand and let me be happy with him i know i bitch about this a lot but i just dont get it....idk...my life is full of drama and it will never stop. i just want to move out...i wish i had a job so i could but noo i cant get one...that is really fucking gay too.....well i guesss im done bitching for now..

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

Friday, January 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 23:59:11 GMT

happy anniversary baby!! one year and five months!!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:09:40 GMT

man guys i have the biggest problem on my hands....i dont want to be in school anymore....its not what i want to do anymore it sucks..but i cant decide how to tell my parents cuz they really really want me to go...but i feel like im being forced to go to school because they want me too...idk my life has so many fucking problems!! well then i guess that is all for now....

BABY~ i love you with all my heart and will forever and ever!! hummm....i love you baby thats all i can say right now cuz i cant think of anything else!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 02:52:09 GMT

I MISS MY BABY...I MISS HIM....I MISS HIM....I MISS HIM....and it makes me so mad that i cant see him!!! i wish that people would grow up and allow me to see him when ever i want but noo they have to make me unhappy by not allowing me too see my baby! i hate it so fucking much!! i dont know i wish that i could just move out now and be with him so that we can be happy together...some people just dont understand. he was my first love and im still in love with him but i am more today then i ever was anytime before....i think we are ment to be because after 9 years of knowing someone you get to know who they are and if you cant find nothing wrong with them after that long of a time then there is NOTHING wrong and after you go out 50 million times there has to be something there!! hummm...idk gosh i cry so much cuz i miss him so much and nobody cares they just stop me from seeing him more and more....grrrrr they piss me off!!!

BABY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!! id be so lost with out you!! ill have your baby someday dont worry it will happen and i WILL get pregant!! lol

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 03:57:17 GMT

gosh there is nothing to do....well i hope everyone else is having a good time..cuz i cant im stuck in this fucking house and that sucks so much!! humm well guys have a nice weekend cuz im not gonna have one...and now girls are trying to take my boyfriend dumb bitches lol im gonna have to go up there and make some girls jelous lol sucks for them they are never gonna get what i have hes all mine and they need to back off and leave him alone!!

CONGRATULATIONS SHEENA~her baby came!!!

I LOVE YOU BABY AND MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!! you are my everything!! dont ever ever forget that!!

Friday, January 20, 2006

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:35:25 GMT

I looked at you today. I saw the guy I love. I saw the vision in your eyes. The way you looked at me. I saw every thought that went threw your head. The thoughts of you where the thoughts of me. I realized then how much of a phenomenal person I was dating. He has changed me without even knowing it. The way he holds my hand lets me know how much I just cant be without him. I have never felt so dependent on someone before. Not so much dependent, but I miss him every time we walk away. I study his every moment to remember his every reaction. The affection I have for him goes to a far off place and back. I sit and think about him constantly. He is what I want. He is what I wanted for a while. I wished and hoped for that day to come. And it did. It was so hard to believe. I wanted him for my own and now he is mine I am over the moon. He is mine, all mine. He’s my boyfriend. He is one boyfriend that I want to share with the world. I just can’t believe that he loves me. I can’t believe he thinks I’m beautiful. I can’t believe that he wants me for me!

BABY I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!! i dont know what i would do with out you...you are my world...my everything...i miss you so fucking much and i cant wait till i can get a job....i wish that things could go back to the good ol'days where we would get to see each other!! i just miss every inch of you!!! I LOVE YOU BABY ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!