sorry for not updating!

sorry, love, for not updating for almost over a month i think. so heres an update, not sure if it'll be small or big. you'll see & i'll see. =]

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you're such a beautiful writer.
that's not all you are.
I'm sorry about making a pass.
It was subtle,
but I think that you grasped the meaning intended.

my old man always swore
that hell would have no flame.
just a front row seat
to watch your true love pack her things
and drive away.

if i could open my mouth, wide enough for a marching band to march out.
they would make your name sing.

Saw your face. The other day.
And I'd wished I'd had the guts enough to say,
Wish you could spend the night
And it would be like old times.

it's a backwards attraction to your forward eyes.
but you're so far-sighted that you can't place trust.
in what or who you recognize.

We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
We danced the junkies in the shadows of bad modern art
We clicked our heels and we wished we were home.

As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
then i feel pretty blissfully.

you say you never win. I say that's a lie.

you've inspired me to be a better person all around.
i bet you have no idea how much that means to me.
a kiss from you would be an honest answer.
stop the time.
oh god, please stop this world from spinning.
i prayed so hard this night would never end.

i swear that you don't have to go.

i thought i could live in your arms
and spend every moment i had with you.
stay up all night with the stars
confess all the faith that i had in you.

for someone, you're an angel
sent to save.

hold my hand love,
pretend the world is ours,
& have the time of our lives.

for some reason he cares about me.
and on a good day i feel like i might become everything
he sees in me. it's because of that, and it's because of about
a million other reasons that he pretty much means the world to me.

i agree.
your friends should always come first.
but real friends would never make you choose.

you can convince me that i am pretty.

you're beautiful and it suits me fine.

let me love you
like no one else can.

think about the things that we had,
the good times before they went bad.
they're not gone just yet.
it's all up to you.

think about the look in my eyes
saying i love you for the very first time.

remember, i will be here when you life goes
all hectic and wrong. i'm always here to help you.
i've been here all along.

nobody's perfect.
just perfect for each other.

we all just kind of wander around
here aimlessly searching for someone who understands.

you can take everything i have.
just don't leave my side.
no, don't leave my side.

if i had to
i would put myself right be side you.

Thinking hurts and thoughts don't rhyme
To those of us who've never tried
To find a face behind our lipstick smiles
And as our pretty faces die
Our plastic hearts will wonder why
The make-up just won't hide the scars of time.

cause with you
i'd withstand all of hell
to hold you hand.
i'd give it all, i'd give
for us, give anything
but i won't give up.

i don't care if your world is ending today
becuase i wasn't invited to it anyways.

lets commit the perfect crime,
i'll steal your heart & you steal mine

so lets crank up the volume,
dancee like we're superstars.
& singg like we're famous.

my knuckles have turned to white,
there's no turning back tonight,
kiss me one last time.

thats all kiddies <3