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happy :)

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 11:49:12 GMT

life's tough.
but i'm chipper.

i want to be the car crash.
the one you almost die in.
i want to be the astronaut
who finds out how the world ends.

in the movie of my life, i wish i could pause it.
i'd hit rewind, and i'd make you honest.

i would bleed a picture on your skin.
i would use my finger tips,
trace the lines they call your ribs.
it won't be ohk and we're only kids.

some secrets you never can tell
cause the truth will reveal your lies.
i'd gotten so sick of myself
that i had to close my eyes.

i built you a home in my heart,
with rotten wood, it decayed from the start.

when you know that i'm gone
you will say to yourself,
"i have nothing anymore.
nothing to ignore."
no one to make sure you're ohk.

words do not express thoughts very well.
they always become a little different,
immediately as they are expressed,
a little distorted, a little foolish.

beauty is a curse on the world.
it keeps us from seeing who the real monsters are.

there is no life to compare with that of pure imagination.

so, brown eyes, i hold you near
cause you're the only song i want to hear,
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere.

i will disappoint you.
i am everything i wish i wasn't, and nothing i say i am.

love is watching someone die.

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now for JUST photogrpahy.

xxo;;roxxi

update-foshizzle =P

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 18:36:58 GMT

throwing up medications.
pinch the skin and suck it in.
they say we look better boney.

I can't Believe you're gone
I can't believe I'm here
I never thought that I would stand
That I would stand this tall again

We don't have to touch.
We don't have to speak.
All I want is to lie here with you
and pretend like life is a movie
with a HAPPY ending.

you know the lies they always told you
and the love you never knew
what's the thing they never showed you
that swallow the light from the sun inside your room

and i will sing my song for you until you look me in the face,
press your lips against my own so i know just the way you taste.
and i will sing my song for you until the bombs wipe out the clouds.
i will stand against the ruins and i will scream your name out loud.

sit back New York City,
you're not cute,
but you're oh-so-pretty,
when the rain comes down,
you fall up again.
sunny, you are part of me.
sunny, you are the heart of me

i wanted to see you walking backwards,
to get the sensation of you coming home
i wanted to see you, walking away from me
without the sensation you're leaving me alone.

and you're my good feeling
and you are my reason for breathing

i will be there.
where you are.

you've given up drinking to be with somebody you knew.
and you tried to get into the bible,
but it never got into you.

I'll take the best of your bad moods
and dress them up to make a better you,
'cause all the company calls amount to one paycheck.

Let's cut our losses at both ends
and aim your car away from all our friends,
leaving the dishes stacked in the sink.

and if i could see the world in different colors,
i'd read it in the air as signals send them through.
but everyone is just a different shade of you.

and some days make me
feel weak and shaky
some fly right by me
like a paper airplane
and i hardly notice
that the world's gone crazy
but nothing clearer
than the way you said my name.

i asked you to stay beside me all through the years.
the death of this mess finally came around with no relief this year.
Congratulations you just fucking disappeared.

In just a short amount of time,
I learned that promises are worthless...
That wishing on stars only makes things worse...
&& when you carve things in your skin it only leaves scars...

She is leaning over the ledge.
She sees the cold water just below.
Should she jump and die,
Or should she live another day.
She slips over the edge, making her choice.

When I look at the stars
I feel like myself.

And I've become content with this life that I lead;
where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything.

Just so you know, you'll never know.

I listen.
But you're out of tune.
YOU'RE SO OUT OF TUNE.

Filling up my empty days with red wine.
Wonder what you think of me;
lying in the grass alone and wasted.
Nothing's how it used to be.

Maybe it was sadness and not sunlight in your eyes.

ever get the feelings the
entire world is flying in
first class & you're stuck
with a folding chair in the
baggage compartment??

If I died, would you notice?
If I killed myself, would you care?
If I put his gun to your head, would you be scared?

When you find me lying there, don't blame yourself. There is nothing y ou could have done about it. I wasn't trying to kill myself; I just wanted to sleep forever. So when you find me lying there, don't wake me up. It will be my turn to help myself. I just need to sleep. When you find me lying there, don't cry and hurt yourself. Move on without your life as if I was never there. When you find me lying here.

he put me through pain, and he knows it
that's why he can't look me in the eyes
like he used to

i'm just another one of those girls
who laughs during phone calls
forces herself to fake a smile everyday
& then collapse on her bed
and cries herself to sleep </3

She does not look at their faces as she walks by.
She can feel their cold stares and there disgust.
She is just another ugly ass girl who is hated.
And for what she doesn't exactly know.
She just wants another face, and another life.

When I forgot, You came back, Expecting me to forgive you lik eyou didn't break my heart and bring me to my early death...Oh baby its not going to end like that. The end will be your blood on the floor.

She screams her lungs out and throws things around.
She falls to the floor and covers her face.
She can hear the voices in her head telling her to die.
She can't take them anymore, she has lived with them too long.
And as she holds the knife to her skin, she feels no regret.

so thats all for now kiddies =]

sorry for not updating!

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 10:33:21 GMT

sorry, love, for not updating for almost over a month i think. so heres an update, not sure if it'll be small or big. you'll see & i'll see. =]

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you're such a beautiful writer.
that's not all you are.
I'm sorry about making a pass.
It was subtle,
but I think that you grasped the meaning intended.

my old man always swore
that hell would have no flame.
just a front row seat
to watch your true love pack her things
and drive away.

if i could open my mouth, wide enough for a marching band to march out.
they would make your name sing.

Saw your face. The other day.
And I'd wished I'd had the guts enough to say,
Wish you could spend the night
And it would be like old times.

it's a backwards attraction to your forward eyes.
but you're so far-sighted that you can't place trust.
in what or who you recognize.

We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
We danced the junkies in the shadows of bad modern art
We clicked our heels and we wished we were home.

As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
then i feel pretty blissfully.

you say you never win. I say that's a lie.

you've inspired me to be a better person all around.
i bet you have no idea how much that means to me.
a kiss from you would be an honest answer.
stop the time.
oh god, please stop this world from spinning.
i prayed so hard this night would never end.

i swear that you don't have to go.

i thought i could live in your arms
and spend every moment i had with you.
stay up all night with the stars
confess all the faith that i had in you.

for someone, you're an angel
sent to save.

hold my hand love,
pretend the world is ours,
& have the time of our lives.

for some reason he cares about me.
and on a good day i feel like i might become everything
he sees in me. it's because of that, and it's because of about
a million other reasons that he pretty much means the world to me.

i agree.
your friends should always come first.
but real friends would never make you choose.

you can convince me that i am pretty.

you're beautiful and it suits me fine.

let me love you
like no one else can.

think about the things that we had,
the good times before they went bad.
they're not gone just yet.
it's all up to you.

think about the look in my eyes
saying i love you for the very first time.

remember, i will be here when you life goes
all hectic and wrong. i'm always here to help you.
i've been here all along.

nobody's perfect.
just perfect for each other.

we all just kind of wander around
here aimlessly searching for someone who understands.

you can take everything i have.
just don't leave my side.
no, don't leave my side.

if i had to
i would put myself right be side you.

Thinking hurts and thoughts don't rhyme
To those of us who've never tried
To find a face behind our lipstick smiles
And as our pretty faces die
Our plastic hearts will wonder why
The make-up just won't hide the scars of time.

cause with you
i'd withstand all of hell
to hold you hand.
i'd give it all, i'd give
for us, give anything
but i won't give up.

i don't care if your world is ending today
becuase i wasn't invited to it anyways.

lets commit the perfect crime,
i'll steal your heart & you steal mine

so lets crank up the volume,
dancee like we're superstars.
& singg like we're famous.

my knuckles have turned to white,
there's no turning back tonight,
kiss me one last time.

thats all kiddies <3

wow. update!

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 19:44:34 GMT

sorry that i havn't been really
active.... =\ i kinda have been
busy. but ya update...no pics...
i don't have that much time.

the world is going to throw us a million reasons why
this isn't going to work out between us
but i'm armed with the only reason why it will:
i love you.

i love the way we can talk about everything and not get bored
because we're together and that's all that matters

people ask me, "what do you see in him?"
and i smile and reply, "absolutely everything you don't:"

sometimes you kiss someone
and you know
right thena nd there
that's who you want to kiss
for the rest of your life

i'll be your star if you'll be my sky

Goodbye Dreams, Hello I Don't Give A Shit. </3

Her fingers grasped that cigarette, a pity attempt to not forget, His name carved deeply across her chest, directly over where her heart would rest, Her cheeks still streaked with tears of goodbye, Because without him, she cose to die.</3

Stones taught me to fly, love taught me to lie, life...it taught me to die.

After a while, you get sick of caring
and you're too hurt to fight.
sometimes, no matter what you do,
things won't be alright

I woke up with you beside me;
your cold hand lay in mine.

I think what messes us up
the most is we all have this
perfect picture in our minds
of how things should be.

An empty chair at all the tables
And I'll be seeing you when all my days boil down,
but it's better where you're going anyway.

"There's a whole world off this island.
All it takes is one long swim to start over.
Tell my mother I love her."
-A Softer World

The way you're singing in your sleep.
The way you look befor eyou leap.
The strange illusions that you keep.
You don't know, but I'm noticing.

I'll say it straight and plain.
I konw I've made mistakes.
I've always been afraid,
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID.

The flavor of your lips
Is enough to keep me here

Forever feels like I'm sitting
all alone inside your head

tell me where our time went
& if it was time well spent
just don't let me fall asleep
feeling empty again

You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything

She is not scared to die
the best things in life drive her to cry

I can handle this
but I can't handle anything else

I've got the keys
So lets put it into drive

If I'm so wonderful
Then why am I so misunderstood
Everybody has a reason for it except me

I can tell by your tears, you're going to remember it all

And I don't want to die alone.

but it was you i was thinking of

and you said you meant it
there's a piece of me in every single
second of every single day

but in your heart know that i'm with you all along
wherever you go I will be waiting
whenever you call i will be there
whatever it takes i'll make your darkest days so bright
i'm in your heart tonight

You look like Christmas to me, pale and glowing.
The streetlight catching you through the window.
And for a split second I forgot all my failures,
And the trash on the street below.
I'm here with you. You're here with me. Let's try to forget.

Please dont' count on me.
I'm not worth your time.
Despite everything you've heard,
love is just a lie.

You're the words that come out easy,
and I am speechless at best.

You're addicted to love.

You speek so sweet, with words so
delicate. A glass, I hope, will never shatter.

Let us lay in the sun and count
every beautiful thing we can see.

Because our days were numbered,
by nights on too many rooftops.

Driving home the sky accelerates
and the clouds all form geometric shapes
and it goes fast, you think of the past,
and suddenly everything has changed.

You are in love with someone else and I hate it.

And I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you,
some decisions you don't make, I guess it's just like
breahting, and not wanting to. There are some things
you can't fake. I guess that it's typical to cling to
memories you'll never get back.

Take nothing but photos,
leave nothing but footprints,
Kill nothing but time.

We lived with passions; they said we burned so bright.

The world's a rollercoaster and
I am not strapped in.

it's getting very dark outside
please don't leave me alone tonight

you could have been anywhere and we still
would have wound up together
no mattere what kind of life i had,
you'd be at the end of it.

i'd run a thousand miles just to be with you

Hey there Delilah
Whats it like in New York City
I'm a thousand miles away but, girl
tonight you look so pretty, yes you do.
Times Square can't shine as bright as you

and i can't see the point of patient love,
when everyone just wants to get fucked.

Suddenly I'm on the street
Seven years disappeared
Below my feet, been breakin down
Do you want me now?
DO YOU WANT ME NOW?

Sun sets about nine this time of year. We
can throw a blanket down, crickets singing
in the background; more stars then you can
see on a night this clear.

after what you wanted and if it doesn't want you back then so be it. It doesn't deserve you anyways.

you know what? i was wrong to give up hope
cause everything works out.

hypothetically, if you were point a
and theoretically, if i were point b
we would be, we would be frantically
melting into one massive point
that could overcome anything

my faith in you could move these mountains i am driving through. it's times like these when i wish i could teleport to you cause then we wouldn't have an issue

we're both better than this - it's not worth being down

find a heart that will love you at your worst
and arms that will hold you at yoru weakest

it's when you're having the worst day ever
and the touch of his hand makes everything better

promises are just lies,
with pretty ribbons
wrapped around them

take this razor
and sign your name across my wrist
so everyone will know
who left me like this

there ya go kiddies
enjoy!

no pics again...

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 12:37:31 GMT

see i dont' really have alot of time today so it's just quotes...sorry =\

You bring your laugh and
I'll bring my sense of humor.

But I was in short sleeves
and you, you were like some
sicknes that I caught.

It's your heart that's
broken not your legs.

I don't think about
black in terms of grey,
or revelations in the light of day
I don't think about
cold in terms of ice
or second chances
happenin' twice.

Letting go; shows nothing but strength.

Oh god, I'd run
a thousand miles
just to be with you.

That night I was freezing.
The music was loud
& my dress was blue
you said it complimented my eyes
but truthfully, it was you
that made me beautiful.

She left all she had believed in.

I've lost hope for a while

you don't even understand how my whole world
turns for you

it's the diamonds && the pills;
it's the glamour that kills.

truth or dare.
truth-tell me how you really feel.
dare-prove it.

phone calls filled with lies.
if you could see how she sees you in her eyes.
honestly, you don't deserve her.

show me where it hurts,
show me what love's done to you.
don't try to move, you'll only make it worse
than what it is already.
you had to be so strong, and i had to be so useless.
i'm always fucking useless,
useless without you.

& for one desperate moment there,
he crept back in her memory.
god, it's so painful.
soemthing that's so close,
and still so far out of reach.

hatred is my passion
Lies are my escapre.
i lose my friends daily,
thats my only fate.

I guess you can say I've changed
but you never knew me in the first place.

Wanna make my day?
Hold my hand and have a real converstation with me.
Tell me something you trust only a select few with.
Look me in the eyes and smile.
Tell me what you really think of me,
Not what you wanna think. Give me a chance.
Let yourself fall.

standing on the rooftop,
waiting till the bomb drops,
this is lal we've got now.
scream until your heart stops,
never gonna regret,
watching every sunset.
listen to your heartbeat
all the love that we've felt.

heres to the nights
that turned into mornings,
and the friends that turned into family.

heres to the nights we felt alive,
here's to the tears you knew you'd cry

sweep away the sand
and dry the ocean
and just back the moon and stars up in a cardboard box
and stop the clocks from chiming
and block the usn from shining
and paint the sky a deeper shade of blue
because my world is over without you

i've missed your smile
i just remembered how good it feels
to see you looking at me
and i can't describe how much i've missed you.

the more you change, the less you feel.

it's like you get homesick...for a place that doesn't exist.

I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make...
From the lack of sleep and blood shot eyes,
to the nervous kiss and butterflies,
Does this make any sense at all?

Why do we let ourselves branch away from what could be?
We hold in everything we've ever wanted,
on rare occasion we let go.

Today I watched the sunset in the East
Turns out it was the sunrise
And I walked a path as I told a story.

I was born in a house of glass and silver floors
There were so many people wearing masks
One question with two answers I asked
I was born in a house of glass and sliver floors
There were so many people wearing maks
One question with two answeres I asked

Anywhere is better than here, away from you
Breed me, breed me, give me away
Lie to me, you lie to me, give me away, oh

What do you say?
Just you and I,
South on the five
For a couple of days?
You take your car,
I'll take my bag
You take the wheel,
I'll gather money for gas

Anywhere is better than here, away from you
Breed me, Breed me, give me away
Lie to me, you lie to me, give me away, oh

Danny, oh Danny, oh Danny, Danny
Danny, yeah Danny, oh Danny, Danny

I was born to be given away
Breed me, breed me, give me away
Lie to me, you lie to me, give me away, oh

They told me:
A little boy who had been wearing a face
Had told me I was born to be given away

Note to self: I miss you terribly
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me

i want to split it from your lips
and hide like whispers in the rain.
when y ou say my name
i want to stop it in your lungs
and collect all of your blood to put in the radio

shattered glass, broken looks, and mascara gets
washed away by windshield wiper blades

you're her entire world, kid.

tonight, as much as i would like to,
i can't put my hands all over you

Please, remember me
At Halloween
Making fools of all the neighbors
Our faces painted white
By midnight
We'd forgotten one another
And when the morning came
I was ashamed
Only now it seems so silly
That season left the world
And then returned
And now you're lit up by the city
So Please, Remember Me.

she was wise, full of magic and life
oh you could se eit in his eyes
oh yeah i saw it in his eyes
she was more than this
oh way more than this
she was everything
she was all of this

oh, lovely, lovely
wanna keep me company
when I got nowhere to be?
you're the prettiest face I ever saw
this side of me.

Suddenly I"m on the street
Seven years disappeared
Below my feet
Been breakin down
Do you want me now?
Do you want me now?

Then they came along in their giant truck
And they knocked you, they knocked you down
You shoulda seen yourself lyin' there all broken
Woah, gravity it got you good

It's not right
The lights get dim
And all she thinks of is him

& when you kissed me that night,
I realized this is exactly what I want.

& we're just two silly kids
who are head over heels in love

Love in an understatement
They haven't made a word for what I feel for you.

I used to be normal
until I met these losers I call my best friends.

and im the girl who will burst out
laughing in dead silences because
of something that happened the day before

it's scary to think how different
your life would be if you never
met that person that changed
e v e r y t h i n g ...

We go to school for thirteen years & & the one
thing they never teach us is how to say goodbye

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
and hour to like someone, & a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone...

why yes, we do use our hairbrushes as microphones and
we do dance around in our underwear...all the time.
But hey, that's okay, cause we're just awesome

just because her eyes don't tear
d o e s n ' t, mean her heart ; ;
doesn't cry . & just beacuse she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing w r o n g

life is about trustin gyour feeligns && taking
chances. losing, && finding happiness. it's
about appreciating the memories &&
learning from the past && realizing that
people always change.

A day without laughing was a total waste of a day

I was sitting outside looking at the stars,
They shone like they were saying something.
But stars are just stars and they say nothing.
All they do is show you what you are missing.
Everything that is away from where you are.

I don't konw what to think or say,
How can I say that everything is fine?
Whent he world is slowly fading from view.
Maybe I just need a break,
Or someone to take me away from here.

I can still see the story unfolding.
The way the sun was setting,
How everything seemed to silence,
Then the way everything broke apart.

How can you look at me,
And not even know what you are doing.
That cold, blank stare,
Just reminds me of what happened.
Everything that led to now.

Okay, so I am sorry,
I am sorry for everything,
Every lie, every word.
Maybe one day you will understand,
I did this for you.

The feelings of nothing,
Are taking over,
Slowly and steadily.

we wish
we dream
for things that will never be
as we lay and watch the starry sky
we whisper our desire to the black felt of the night
wouldn't it be nice to just live in your dreams
no more hurt
just another chance to make things different
to hold someone you love in your arms again,
wouldn't it be great?
wouldn't it be if it all could happen?

I always talk about how pictures change,
How the people in them go on with their lives.
And some day int he future,
You will be wondering what exactly went wrong.

So, I was at a concert a little while ago.
When the music was blasting,
I felt that nothing could hurt me...
The charge that it gave me was amazing.
maybe music really is medicine.

So many things change.
Some things for good, some for bad.
The point is that you can never tell.
Enjoy everything that comes your way...
Even though sometimes you may want to give up.

You have stolen my,
you have stolen my heart

She just might get you lost
& she just might leave you torn.
But she just might save your soul
if she gets you any closer.

be yourself, it's all that you can do

The signs all say
hopeless
and the stop signs are red.
My routes been intercepted,
& I'm a mile away from dead.

Suicide Is A Persons Way Of Telling God, You Cant Fire Me...I QUIT!

I'm too weird to live,
but much too rare to die.

standing on the edge of tragedy;
waiting for someone to push her off.

it doesn't matter how long you've known him.
If he's had you smiling since day one,
don't ever lose him.

No, I don't think I ever will be her friend again.
I dont' want to be.
It will never happen because that ship sailed.

Give me your autograph, superstar.
Sign it right there on my heart.

When you hug me so tightly I can barely breathe,
Iknow your heart is just trying to touch mine.

My heart is sturdy but it needs you to survive.
My heart is sturdy but it needs you.

She smiled in a big way.
The way a girl like that smiles,
when the world is hers & she held your eyes.

& she pulled you in,
& she bit your lip,
& she made you hers.
& she looked deep into you
as you lay together,
quiet int he grasp
of dusk & summer

I help your hand & sat there.
& I knew that we would make it through.

I want to hold hands & waste Friday nights with you.

I am the living dead, I see in infra-red. I take what I don't need, I crush - you bleed. I REJECT! I fall out of line, I kill on my own time. I stand where you don't dare, my stench in the air! I REJECT!

I'm sick of believing.
This life is a lie.
I'm sick of pushing on,
All I do is try.
I'm sick of loving,
All I do is cry.
I'm sick of living
All I do is die.

Pretty pictures on her wrist.
Depressing thoughts on her mind.
Screaming her silent tears.
Everyone believed her when she said,
"I'm fine."

It's like you're falling in love
While I'm falling apart

If I'm just bad news
than you're a liar

I almost didn't make it
This has been the hardest year

For sale:
One heart, horrible condition
Will take anything for it
Please just cut it out of my chest
And end this suffering.

I've never told a lie
And that makes me a liar

If you smile when no one else is aorund...
you really mean it

I wanted to kill something beautiful

You're not perfect;;
But i don't care

The flavor of your lips
Is enough to keep me here.

Natural beauty is happiness with who you are.
If you like who you are on the inside,
that'll come through on the outside.

No camera could ever capture
the look in her eyes
& the feeling in her heart
when she looks at him.

Believe me when I say I love you in all possible ways.

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
cause I won't stop holding on.

Everything I ever needed, I found in you.

everything has been said before,
there's nothing left to say anymore

die young and save yourself

The easiest way to a mans heart...Is through his chest. So rip it out and make it last.

Poison Me With Your Kiss. Kill Me With Your Words. Break Me With Your Touch. And Bury Me With Your Sorrow.

Young blood spills tonight
This time the victim is you
Poison lips, the ones you kiss
I swear, my love for you is true
Now here I sing my deadly lullaby
Now here I sing to hypnotize your body

it is sad when people you know
become people you knew when
you can walk right past someone
like they were never a big part of
your life how you used to be able
to talk for hours and how now you
can barely even look at them its sad
how times c h a n g e

i've forgiven you far
too may tiems and
i think its over now.

she asks if it hurts
to die and all i can
think about is how
hard it is to stay alive

i'm ignorant.
i'm selfish.
i should've known i'd end up like this.
throwing out the best thing i've ever felt, ever known.
all to end up alone. all to spare us from hurt.
all i did was make us worse.

The worst thing in life is to lose a friend.
A friend that means the world to you
A friend that you put all your trust and faith in
A friend that you believed in from the start
A friend that took the center of your heart -
A friend that you'd die for
A friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime
A friend, a good friend, a best friend...

Write me love letters, so I can
keep every single one of them
and read them when I'm lonely.

dry your eyes, clear your mind
you just gotta take it one day at a time
dust off your heart, take it off the shelf
you gotta remember to love yourself

Something tells me that whatever happens with us,
whether we stay together or go our separate ways,
neighter one of us will neve rforget the time we spent together.

No matter how much I'm crying
or how depressed I am;
or how much I don't want to be here...
I can always smile for you

so let's end these conversations,
and i'll giv eyou your congratulations.
you've left me bare and burned out,
with a broken heart and mind.
i heard it all heals in time.

and all her friends tell her
she's so pretty
but she's be a whole lot prettier
if she smiled once in a while
'cause even her smile
looks like a frown.

It amazes me
how much you're on my mind

its you & me on a monday. the lies that we told.
this is where we both go numb now,
you broke my heart again this time.
you're fading now you crossed the line.
you crossed the line.

lose one friend.
lose all friends.
lose yourself.
--->>eric matthews

P e r f e c t moments
make everything else
L o o k F a k e

He's from a differnt grade
He's from a different social group
He's from a differnt part of town
He grew up knowing the streets
He grew up knowing he had a reputation
He grew up knowing that girls like me
Just don't get with people like him

WOW that was long.
you better leave comments...i ain't
updating till i get at least .... 2. there not
a big number. lol

update - no pics

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 11:57:41 GMT

So here I am at one in the morning,
trying to be all heroic && rescue you. But
the truth is, I'm the one that needs to
be rescued

It is a different situation
I was stronger then.

The only way to not get hurt
Is to not give a fuck

You were my cure && I was your disease
I was killing you && you were saving me

Friends stick together;;
If you cry, I cry
If you fight, I fight
If you jump off a bridge...I'll miss your stupid ass

And I'm blasting my music
So I won't hear my thoughts

Our hearts beat to the same design

i've forgiven you far
too many tiems and
i think its over now.

she asks if it hurts
to die and all i can
think about is how
hard it is to stay alive

i'm ignorant.
i'm selfish.
i should've known i'd end up like this.
throwing out the best thing i've ever felt, ever known.
all to end up alone.
all to spare us from hurt.
all i did was make us worse.

The worst thing in life is to lose a friend.
A friend that means the world to you
A friend that you put all your trust and faith in
A friend that you believed in from the start
A friend that took the centre of your heart -
A friend that you'd die for
A friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime
A friend, a good friend, a best friend...

Write me love letters, so I can
keep every single one of them
and read them when I'm lonely.

dry your eyes, clear your mind
you just gotta take it one day at a time
dust off your heart, take it off the shelf
you gotta remember to love yourself

Something tells me that whatever happens with us,
whether we stay together or go our seperate ways,
neither one of us will never forget the time we spent together

No matter how much I'm crying
or how depressed I am;
or how much I don't want to be here...
I can always smile for you

So let's end these conversations,
and i'll give you your congratulations.
you've left me bare and burned out,
with a broken heart and mind.
i heard it all heals in time.

and all her friends tell her
she's so pretty
but she'd be a whole lot prettier
if she smiled once in a while
'cause even her smile
looks like a frown.

It amazes me
how much you're on my mind

its you & me on a monday. the lies that we told.
this is where we both go numb now,
you broke my heart again this time.
you're fading now you crossed the line.
you crossed the line.

              lose one friend.
                   lose all friends.
                         lose yourself.
                         --->eric mattews

P e r f e c t moments
make everything else
L o o k F a k e

He's from a different grade
He's from a different social group
He's from a different part of town
He grew up knowing the streets
He grew up knowing he had a reputation
He grew up knowing that girls like me
Just don't get with people like him

thats all....sorry that its short