| It hurts me to see her treat you the way she does
It hurts me to see you sit and cry
When I know I could be so true
If I had someone like you
It hurts me to see those tears in your eyes
Darlin' I know I could be so true
If I had someone like you
It hurts me to see those tears she makes you cry
You love her too much, you're too blind to see
She's only playing a game
But she's never loved you
She never will
And darling, don't you know She'll never change
Oh, I know that she never will set you free
Cause Darling she's just that kind of girl
But if you ever tell her you're through
I'll be waiting for you
Waiting to hold you so tight
Waiting to kiss you goodnight
Yes, darling, if I had someone like you |
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| Summer 2008/ Fall 2008 RutSo I felt the need to write... so I am... No one reads this so i have no issues in writing my rantings here again haha.
So this year coming back from this summer has been one heck of a trip.
This summer I worked at Music Theatre of Wichita and I wish that it had never ended. I got to work with pure gems and such sweet people. People from all over tech wise and actor wise. At least over half of the actors go to Oklahoma schools so they aren't too far but the Michigan kids and Others are so far away.... I miss them all so much.
I learned a lot this summer both mentally and internally. Found some stuff out about myself that I never knew before. Things I never noticed until i stepped back from the norm Oklahoma life i was living and looked at it from a Wichita point of view. Lots of firsts happened this summer including turning 21 and all that that entails, Living by myself, Working from 9-6 and going home and having NOTHING required of me to do other than wake up the next morning to be at work by 9am, and plently more. I saw how people in my life have affected me. I also saw how I don't have to verbally talk about Christ or the fact that I'm a Christian but that my actions and how I act in life, people notice the difference. Blows my mind how God can use us. I learned how i can do anything i put my mind to and that i could totally run a show backstage for a long period of time and maybe even want to go on tour with a broadway musical tour sometime soon if the opportunity allowed itself to be offered to me.
I came back to OSU and sitting in class the first day, I just sat there going "Why did i have to leave? I have to deal with these people again?" It's not that i don't like OSU or the people and friends there... I'm just tired of the old song and dance. Plus the fact that over half of my dept is doing some kind of drugs, smoking something who knows what, and probably drinking alot more than needed on a daily basis.... it's so hard to come from such a great environment to this.
I also figured out that being passionate about what you do makes your job like 100 times more enjoyable than if you just kinda like your job. Passion is something that is lacking in my dept at OSU. There might be a handful, but majority mentality of people in my dept. would rather stay in OK and work a job to pay the bills or just do a little gig here and there throughout the summer and not pursue what they want to do in life at jobs doing what their future careers are gonna be in and get paid to do it as well! I was that person last summer (2007) and I now look at that summer and see it as a waste of time that i could have been learning. I don't regret that summer and what happened. trust me Super Summer 2007 changed my life and all the weddings i got to be a part of was a blessing in my life, but i could have been taking huge steps closer to my goal by getting the training i needed. Broadway isn't going to come to you. You gotta work your butt off to get there and connect with many people in order to get anywhere in life.
This summer I met some of the most encouraging and talented people and hope to work again with them soon! I LOVED connecting with everyone this summer. It blew my mind. Working with today's Broadway stars and tomorrow's stars is just unreal.
I think the point is. I feel like i'm stuck in a rut. I graduate Dec of 2009. I'm ready now. I need to be patient i know. But I truly wish that there were new people to hang out with and get to know. I'm getting to the point where i love networking and meeting new people on a regular basis. I love my friends now and always will but its fun to meet new people too.
I think that's enough for now....
LA
PS. I wish GK wasn't 14 hours away. |
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| Life of the 21 year oldWow.. I never thought i'd get this old.
And Now that I am this old I don't feel any different.
YAY i'm legal but really? it's not that big of a deal. Like every birthday.
Sorry This is boring Check me on FB! |
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| I miss youI miss you XANGA.... wow. It's been like forever.
Facebook has taken over.
Myspace is still there. not used as much tho.
I am just so darn busy!
Being a theatre major is something that takes alot of time.
I knew this when I got into this.
but it's going so well. I LOVE IT!
Can't wait until I get through this semester tho!
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| This song gets me.Faithful
I want to sing you a love song.
Cause you are the thief of my heart.
Rhythm and rhyme, try to describe it.
No matter how hard I try, I cant hide it. No I can't hide it.
Faithful you are faithful, I have found nothing but good in your arms.
Loving you are loving, I am in love with the way that you are.
Thankful I am thankful, I have been running away on my own.
And then you found me, Oh how you loved me,
I know you'll never leave me alone
I went to Overflow last night and this song really hit it hard.
I'm madly in love with God and his plans are ALWAYS so much better than my own.
Last night was a definate need for me spiritually and mentally.
It's been a while. I've really let loose this semester. And God and I had a chat about it.
I don't think that I will be acting the way I used to. I came outta Overflow with a new look on life.
God does amazing things in a matter of seconds.
Have a Blessed week!
Lindsay |
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