stormie_s13's Xanga

Friday, December 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 02:32:10 GMT

New Xanga go to it >>> www.xanga.com/ih8me2 <<< oh yeah.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 23:09:22 GMT

No one is looking at my xanga ne more because I'm tired of commenting people all the time. But if you will comment on this, I'll comment back this time.

Here is my fininshed poem:

I'm so alone. So damn sad

There is no one else, just me and my bag.

Why did you leave me? Where did you go?

Still sitting here, surrounded, only by snow.

The floweres are wilted, the wine is long gone

In this game of love, I was your pawn

My eyes are wet, My nose scarlet red

I can hardly breath through the tears I have shed.

You told me to wait, and here I still stand,

Cold, and shakeing, My heart in my hand.

Hours have passed, yet still I'm alone

Fighting temptations to leave, and go home.

I told you I loved you, I gave you my heart,

So why is it suddenly all falling apart?

I'll wait here forever, That much is true

because in my eyes, there is only you.

Torn. Broken. Dead inside.

You left me here stranded, stripped of my pride.

The time has passed, to when love turns to hate,

Yet here I still stand, for you I will wait.

so I wrote that after my tests.

PICTURES! that I drew.

I don't know why I drew that. or what It's holding.

Still waiting for the other half....

and you still haven't picked me....

(I don't know why I always draw hearts, there never verry good)

I'll make you pay nigga!

it's the rainbow horse I colored in French Today. I gave it to my mom, and it's on the fridge now. I felt like it deserved a place on my xanga.

ne ways. I'll talk to you people another time.

--stormie--

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 22:18:22 GMT

So I got my Zelda. And that's a really big pick me up from the hell I've been living in. Maby I shouldn't flip God off. lol. j/k.

I wrote part of a poem after the geography test that I'm pretty sure I passed. I'll put it on here. It's not done though.

I'm so alone; so damn sad

There is no one else. It's just me and my bag.

Why did you leave me? Where did you go?

Still sitting here by myself, just me and the snow.

The flowers are wilted, the wine is long gone

In this game of love, I was your pawn

Eyes wet; nose red

I can hardly breath through the tears I have shed

You told me to wait, and here I still stand

cold and shakeing, my heart in my hand

so I don't have ne more of that written. But I'll finish it later.

I'm going to make my ramen noodles, play my Zelda ( ) and drink my coffee. You people should call me. You should know the number. (3535372) << Im going to take that off tonight btw.

--stormie--

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 23:31:10 GMT

Ok. I would like to say this, since people seem to think that I am a whore. I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND and I haven't had one for like a month. So yeah, if people can stop saying shit like "Oh, she's such a whore, she makes out with people who aren't even her boyfriend" no. I don't have a boyfriend.

stupid fuckin man whore.

You played me like a game of checkers

I lost.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:29:24 GMT

I'm giving up.

I hardly know him, and he is still able to break my heart.

I feel so alone.

I would give everything to be with him.

Life's a bitch. Where's my lighter.

--stormie--

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 02:16:11 GMT

new club.

it's the "I too have had a lip hicky" club. Me and Lydia are in it.

--stormie--

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 19:06:58 GMT

so I found my nintendo finally. It was in a bag under some wire in a really big bowl under our cabinet in the dinning room. Does that make ne sence? I guess not.

I need some games though. I'll make a list.

Super Mario Brothers (I'm pretty good at it)

Zelda: A link to the past << my favorite

Donkey Kong ... not my favorite

Final Fantasy III < I can't beat it though

Toy Story. (I rock that game)

Mortal Combat (1) (I'm pretty fuckin bad ass at this game)

--stormie--

my weekend

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 19:52:34 GMT

was totally frickin awsome.

I met up with Levin, and I talked to Sytha a bit. Me and Levin went on a walk, to Taco Bell, and it was closed, because they are gay, so we walked to Rosa's, and I lost my money somewhere. oops. So we went into the Tascosa parking lot, and like down alleys and stuff. We got back, and I was tired, and my feet hurt, so me and Cooper fell asleep on the couches.

Then we all just chilled at my house, Katy and Kerstie went to go get some coffee and Caleb and Lydia idk. Were really loud in my bedroom. lol. But yeah, my stepdad came home and ruined all of the fun, because it was like 1 and I had guys over, so they had to go home, idk if they had to, I just told my stepdad they were waiting on Caleb's grandma.

Tonight, I want to go to Anastasia's party (I'm so so sorry if I didn't spell that right!!) HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!! (which was last night) So it should be fun. So yeah. I don't know what I'm doing on Sunday. I told someone I would hang out with them last night, I just can't remember who. And I also told Sky that if he gets back in town we're hanging out and stuff. Yep. But yeah..

I'm supposed to go whatch Daniel run today! I'm excited. I haven't seen him in forever. :( wow. I really hope that I can go. I want to, I just don't have ne way of getting there or back. kinda sad. So Daniel if I don't get to go there, I'm really really really really really really really really really sorry.

much love to all.

--stormie--

and this goes out to all those chicks who aren't that good of kissers....

kudos to you! we should start a club!

EDIT>>>>

WOW. my hair is a-fucking-mazing! and I give all props to Katie frickin Quackenbush. She is an amazing hair styleist or w/e.

So like, good party. I'm sober girl. We decided. And evidently it's pretty rare for like a girl to like Zelda. I fucking love it. I always draw the tri-force or w/e the hell it is on my hip. I want it as a tattoo. Gah. so fun. hmm.. SO yes. I love my hair. I can't say much more then that.

I want to chill with some people tomorow. I think I want coffee. so yes, anyone, call me,and I'll maby go with you.

oh, haha, right as we were leaving, frickin Autumn's boyfriend came. It was funny though.

well... I'm talking about a lot of nothing, and I'm typing really bad, and I have to delete like half of what I"m typing for spelling it all wrong, so I think I'm going to get off and go to bed.

--stormie--

First of all..

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 23:37:36 GMT

I would like you all to note my new picture.
Evidently I am "emo". According to annonomous 6th graders, anyone with dark hair, in a black shirt, with feelings, is a so called "emo".
I do not appreciate little kids who know nothing about anything, labeling me to a group they don't understand.
the worst part of all, is she won't even accuse me of being an "emo" to my face, so some stalkerish little sixth grader is like stalking me, and reading all of my xanga entries, but not leaving comments.
I would like to say to you little girl, go and fuck yourself.
I have no problems with Emo kids, I have a few of them as my friends. But I do have a problem with ignorant middle school kids who think they are clever by labeling strangers.

So now the explination of the picture, my last picture BY FAR was not "emo". This one on the other hand, may yield that "emo" feel. I figure I will let the accuser see what an emo sorta looks like since she thinks she knows oh-so-much. By the way little girl, my hair cut is NOT "emo". If you are judgeing me on my hair alone, you are more moronic then I would assume you already are. I hope that your read this, and I hope you won't be a pussy, and that you will comment me, because yes, I would like to have a little chat with you.

EVERYONE WHO HASN'T ALREADY DONE SO:

>>read my last post, because it is more important then this one, I just needed to get that off of my chest. Speaking of which, I like to point out, my last post, is alot of lyrics, and then me expressing how I feel. Sorry, I didn't know that having feelings was an automatic ticket to "emo".

people are so stupid. honestly.

--stormie--

AND SORRY FOR NOT GOING TO BLÜ.... I couldn't get Jordan to go.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 00:38:43 GMT

So I'm not a verry good kisser

So I guess that not telling is the same as not lieing..

Does that mean the not feeling is the same as not crying?

Something is wrong. Just different. I don't think I like it.

I'm always sick to my stomache these days. That nasty guilty feeling.

I just don't think I feel the same. I see it in you too. You don't look at me the same. You don't kiss me like you used to. You don't seem happy talking to me like it used to be. I wish I could fix it. But sometimes you love a person so much, you have to let them go.

Oh, when it comes down in your loving
Oh, well then baby it's right
You say you think you are nothing
No one else will do it for you
Reach up and grab hold of the sunlight
When you are waiting for what's right
You're holding on your Heaven
Won't leave you, yeah, yeah...

>>oh I hope so<<

--stormie--

Running with the scissors pointed at your heart from your hand
Is that your plan?
I don't have time for questions concerning your future position

P.S. Just so you know. I remember everything you tell me. Your words always spining through my head. How could I forget? Always thinking of you. Always. Now more then ever. But you act like you don't care. Maby it's because you don't. Your breaking my heart. I would give you everything, if you wanted me to, the world, It's yours. Just say the words, and I'm yours.