*Sigh* It's been a few days since I've written in here, hasn't it? LoL. Anyways, now's really the first opportunity that I've had. And I'm not sure how much I'll be writing about it. It could be a little, and it could be a lot. *Sigh*

Where to begin...

I guess I'll begin with right now... I'm kinda sad. Michael's talking with Paige.  He said that he would never get back together with her. But that's like me saying that I don't still love Eric. Yes, you get my point don't you. This situation right here is why I broke up with him. (Ok, it was a mutual break-up. But I did instigate it.) I don't even know why this bothers me. I like Kenny right now... Right? *Shakes Head* "Here we go again..."

I'm so angry with my mother right now. And I don't really know why. I'm just tired of it all. I'm tired of all her shit. I hate this place. And, I hate her. Yes, I did say that. I hate my mom. I hate who she is, and who she wants me to be. I just hate everything about her. Sometimes I wonder if she was serious about what she said last time I cut. She said that if I did it again, she'd have me locked up in a mental hospital. I wonder if she would. Because if she would, I honestly think I'd do it. Just to get away from it all. I wouldn't have to put up with school, or with her. Life would be GREAT! No not great, wonderful. Absolutely and amazingly great...

Thank You,
That Is All...
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Currently Playing Walk on Water By Milk Inc see related

Am I the only person who sees something wrong with the following scenario? Ok, I want Michael and I to get back together, but Friday night I wore Kenny's letterman's jacket and went to bed thinking about him, and then I had a dream about Brad. I for one just think that's really weird. Anyways...

I'm as confused as ever about the whole Savannah situation. *sigh* I don't know how she feels anymore, and she keeps avoiding the subject. Maybe she doesn't still feel the same way, or maybe she just wants to tell me to my face. I don't really know.

I can't wait until school is over. So I can get the fuck away from my mom. She is losing her mind. And I know that all teenagers say that, but I'm serious. Last night she was like "You've been on this screw everybody kick for the last two weeks. I thought you'd get over it, but apparently not." I just apologized for not calling and walked off. But I wanted to say "No it's not that I said 'screw everybody' it's the fact that I'm finally not saying 'screw brandi and what she wants/feels/thinks'". I do and do and do for everyone else except for me. And I'm tired of it.

I've had writer's block lately. I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe because I'm too busy to think of good story ideas. *shrug* I don't really know. But I hope that it goes away soon. Because if I could just write, I know that life would be a lot more bearable. *sigh* Owell...

Thank You,
That Is All...

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Currently Playing Fallen By Evanescence see related

- Going Under - -

I don't have much to say right now. Besides the fact that I have one of these at http://www.deadjournal.com/~rainrhythyms. But hey, I can always use another one. LoL. I have a lot of thoughts, maybe I can use this for an idea kind of thing. LoL. Don't ask. Anyways...

Thank You,
That Is All...

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