i have changed url again!

http://killberry.diaryland.com

i'm sorry. really i am. but if it helps any, i'll stop watching supernatural from three months starting today, because that was part of my vow. so i will only be allowed to watch supernatural again on the 21st of september, 2007. shit, i think i'll miss the season 3 opening. ):

(it kills you to see everything you've lived for crumbling before your eyes. like the lukewarm sea lapping gently at a sandcastle, pulling it apart bit by bit. it crumbles on impact, tumbling over and into itself, even as your hands scrabble and claw, desperate to hold it in place, the sand breaks into shapeless nothings in your hand, wet and unpleasant. another sweep of superfluous liquid salt, and all that's left is smooth, flat ground: slick and new, like a clean slate. and everything you've lived for is washed out into the ocean, unmarked, never to be remembered again.)

i'm sorry. i'm feeling hot, stuffed-up and headachey from the hours of dark angel watching and physics worksheets. and i'm too lazy to stand up and walk two feet to the remote control to turn the air conditioner or the fan on. or open the window. so basically i'm gonna collapse of lack of oxygen soon, but i couldn't care less.

head hurts, stupid physics.

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i just did a new layout in about ten minutes. new record, that. i was so sick of the old one even though it's probably a week old or something. and very soon you might find me updating in sheer boredom because i'm on my second-last episode of dark angel. this new guy biggs is kind of cute. but i think he's gonna die. (loading part 2) and i'm wondering what i should watch after dark angel. i wonder if my name is earl will show up on tudou. kind of hard to find everything, 'cause tudou's a chinese website. the only words i can make out is something like 'zhau bu dau' (can't find) when i type in 'winchester'. hahaha. don't ask.

(i cannot guess what we'll discover, we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels but i know our filthy hands, can wash one another's and not one speck will remain.)

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all right. this is an update. and that's all.

(sorry, i'm too busy trying to think up a name for my diaryland. but i'm still sticking to my xanga until my birthday in october because i swore i would.)

mmm, don't we all.

Currently Listening Pain By Jimmy Eat World see related

fe'nos tol.

i've just received supernatural season 3 spoilers and i'm seriously moaning in agony. because it's the most horrible thing that could ever happen; please let this be a very late april fool's joke? apparently the show's producer kripke was forced into the idea.

so here's the lowdown. in season 3, there's gonna be two female hunters (requirements: "beautiful and sexy". ugh, kill me now?) called bela and ruby (hell it sounds like a really bad fanfic) that are supposedly better hunters than dean and sam. i thoroughly object. i mean, it's an insult to dean and sam's exclusiveness. plus, it sounds like a lot of major mary-sue stuff, which i hate. a lot. a lot, a lot. bela and ruby?! oh god, kill me now doesn't even come close to describing what i'm feeling now. but i dunno, it might turn out to be a good thing in the end. they might change the horrible names, for a first. and then they could kill off the two characters one by one. and painfully, don't forget painfully.

what the hell kind of name is ruby, anyway? i mean ugh, it's like naming your kid diamond. which actually reminds me, one of the stars of 'a few good men' is called lou diamond phillip or something. hahaha, lou diamond.

fantastic four is released today! and i was the first person to wish jaime happy birthday, i think. no big deal because all i did was stay online till one minute past my curfew and msn her with a 'happy birthday'. i was one minute late, but i don't think anybody was earlier. hooray?

i just stole another piece of dark chocolate from the fridge, and i want more.

anyway i just noticed that my favourite fanfiction writer (lonely as a star) has written a whole host of supernatural fanfiction. and i thought she was only a charmed fan! (: