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| -A week ago I found out that a good friend of mine had passed away, but after all the tears and emotional breakdown has come and gone I realized that I should learn and take this in a positive way.
And I have.
Because now, I treasure everyone around me so much more.
Maybe, just maybe that was what I really needed to learn.
But somehow it really sucked how all of us had to learn about her death through the Bangkok newspaper The Nation. http://www.nationmultimedia.com/2007/02/07/headlines/headlines_30026198.php
And to think we were both stressing out together about the IB just 2 weeks ago.
I'll miss you. Aum. <3
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| Christmas" To all of the amazing people i've been lucky enough to meet, but who i can't see this Christmas. This last year has been brilliant, and i just want to say thank you to you all for making it so great. I hope you have a great time, and i hope that 2007 brings only good things for you. "
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Love you all
x Amy x
I havent seen Amy in four months, and I honestly dont know when I'll ever get to see her again. England is so near yet
so far away. But regardless of it all, its the little things like this which makes me grateful for the friends that I have from all over the world. And to know that we are going to be friends always. (:
I really miss Amy, Jenny, Sammie,Aum and Ede, be it in England, Canada, USA, Thailand or the UK. I hope all is well for you girls. <3
Christmas this year was good, with parties and all. But what really was most important is that for the very first time in a long time, I truly felt appreciative for what Jesus has done for us, I have been taking it forgranted for a large part of my life. Thats what christmas really should be about shouldnt it? (: Realizing that Jesus came down to save us, so that we can have eternal life.
I'm blessed.
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| Today I got a wake up call from hyeyon asking me how she's gonna get her 1000 dollars back from Miss Panai.
8 AM in the morning :
my brain is still not functioning, so asking me to come up with a sly plan to get the money back. Not the best thing to do, so maybe come back at 12. lol i'm kidding.
haha so anyway ya, discussing different strategies in getting that money back woke me up for sure. So yea after, i headed over to the fabric market to get my coats done and off i was to raffles city for lunch with crystal.
haha i got hit on by this guy working for a so called modelling agency and lol he came up with such bombastic plans for my future, saying I could make it big in China with a face like mine. I looked at him and said " So how many people have you said this too? I'm sure none of them fell for it. "
omg and he gave me that " wtf do you think i ask any Tom Dick or Harry kinda answer. " Like wadevers.
I so know i wld never be a model? I already got my reality check thank you.
Lol and to think this was over, he brought more men to come find me later somewhere outside the mall, and they all starting hitting on me. But haha in China you learn the " pretend someone is calling you and run away tactic" rather quickly and to think it comes in handy. (:
desperados. = pathetic.
OK so met up with the spastards.
lol our first pic from ugly face me to cute hyeyon. hahahas notice the transition. lol
Some horrid candid pic of me tt makes me look like a gwaning efftart.
Jackie who ditched us for Lasalle Arts School. * PS he looks like a CHINA local now doesnt he? haha I cldnt stop teasing him about that. Tsk Tsk, i so know why you're not in the fashin design department now mr talented architect (:
More spastic un glam us. haha
then yay I got to see PH and elaine as well (:
then we had dinner at Always Cafe which was awesome cos Takehiro's sister came as well. Her strong british accent is so coolio maholio. Yes as you all can tell by now, i'm so pro british (: (: (:
Mina and I <3
HAHA peter looks bad here but LOL wadever fer memory sake, our 45 degree angle pic *] hehs
okay I gtg pack for Hong Kong tmr (:
Have a great christmas everyone.
<3
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| - I always believed there was a reason for everything
But this time you're right
There is NO reason.
I wish things could somehow be different
I wish it didnt have to be this way.
For the very first time, I want to give you everything.
I look into your eyes, and I know you want the same thing.
But when I look at the circumstances
I know we'll hurt everyone around us.
You're unreachable.
And will forever be.
Pale and weak from all of this.
Thats how pathetic I have become.
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