I dont expect you to forgive me, it was just something that i hoped for. What i did was lame, but what you are doing is pathetic and immature. I didn't think you'd be one to throw away a supposed friendship because of a mistake. A mistake that was caused by TWO people. Yes i went along with it, but i didnt start it. In fact, you probably have your story all wrong, maybe its because you never took the time to listen to what i had to say. You were fed the lies just as everyone he told was. I realize that what i did was wrong, though its nothing that i can change now. Im sorry for that evening. Im sorry that you dont know what really happened and that you wont listen and that you hate me. Im sorry that I ruined a friendship that meant the world to me, with one of the best people ive ever known. YOU may not be MY friend but if so ever the time ever comes IM here for YOU.Im sorry that this entry is long and that it doesnt mean anything at all to you. As immature as you've been you're still one of the greatest people i've ever known, and i will always be sorry for ruining our friendship. i miss you. i miss our friendship.
but if your hatred for me is that strong and you wish to not be a part of my life, leave me alone, for your cruel words and your obvious stares are killing me.

I dont think that i hate you, I dont know what it is though. Everything that you do, upsets me. The way that your so fake. I hate that all we do is ever compete with one another in everything, ever since we lost what we had the first time. I dont even know if i want your friendship, because all it ever leads to, is you saying that use for me things, such as rides to shows. Im not going to put myself in that position. I dont get what it is about you, maybe its just you in general, but i dont like it. or maybe i do, i dont know, im confused. but your a backstabber.