| INtake:
coffee
pizza(1 slice)
water
smoothie
i'm never going to get "better"
but i'm getting somewhere. |
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| INtake: green tea. 1/2 poppyseed muffin energy drink 6in turkey subway sandwich i feel better about myself. not completely. but better. |
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| i had two slices of pizza today.
it was hard... really really hard. but i got through them.
i could feel everyone watching me knowing what i am and who i will always be
and it kills me inside
its been about 8 or 9 weeks since i went into recovery
just want to let you girls and guys know that one never really recovers.
my weight goes up and sometimes it scares me. but when it goes down i get even more scared.
i fear it will put me back into that place where i felt that no one cared. and the only place that i want to be is where they do care.
I am 5'4"
I weigh 102
I am Anorexic/Bulimic
I am in recovery
I am in CONTROL. |
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| New Year, New Me. CW: 96.2 H: 5'4" BMI: 16.5 I think this year will be alright. I am graduating. I am becoming a new Person. still 17 but somehow older. i feel great. between all good and all bad times, i think i'll be just fine. |
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| i am curently 89 pounds. i enjoy this weight. at this weight i feel better. i know this will be weird but my new goal weight will be 95lbs dont be mad at me i am trying to recover. good luck for the rest of you girls. i love you. i am still here. here is where i will stay. |
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