"Better Than Me"

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

- Hinder

You want something, you go get it. Period.

-Pursuit of Happyness

How the end of the semester went down in pictures

+ YuhLi

Here's to the days where you were put down by other people but then you just got through it. Here's to drama that makes you feel like you're a character on mtv's real world.  Here's to good times with cbtd, good times with sisters, and good times with friends.  Here's to those times when you forced yourself to eschew trivial problems.  Here's to those times when you knew you just couldn't play the game anymore and decided not to.  Here's to nights where you felt weak, so weak that your mind wouldn't let you fall asleep but then you just had to see the next day as a new day.  Here's to nights where we lived like seniors.  Here's to nights where you popped those champagne tops - perhaps not in the most suave way.  Here's to those times where you deemed the unspoken would be more powerful than the spoken.  Here's to people who accept your quirks and imperfections. Here's to people who want to understand you.  Here's to people who stayed near your side.  Here's to those days where there was unbelievable amounts of work and those exhilarating feelings of pride and accomplishment that overwhelmed you when you were done. 

Here's to life.

I expected this semester to be a continuum of hk but it SO wasn't. The disconnect couldn't have been grander - they were like 2 completely different chapters of my life. but it's still cool. i think i had a good enough transition during winter break.

so long junior year. you've been good.