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Interests: My hobbies are looking for some HOTT ass guys, swimming, talking online, hanging with friends and more just guess the rest...
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Member Since: 12/25/2003

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

Wow haven't writen on this Xanga in so long so I desided I would...

a entry from my other Xanga

Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've got to believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here...

Oh, yeah...

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

See the truth, all around
Our faith can be broken
Our hands can be bound
But open our hearts
And fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?...

No, yeah...

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong to speak our minds
I've got to let out what's inside...

Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, can we get it right?...

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

Oh, yeah, let's make the best out of our lives...

Oh, yeah, let's make the best out of our lives...

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Ok theres really know point in anything. I miss everyone and nothing is very going to be anywhere close to the same. I'm just getting my real self back and I'm happy. But I'm sad cause theres not going to be anymore laying in front of my house, sneeking out, getting just a little something at the pool. No more days with the fun.

I know all of you think I'm complaining but I don't care. I've lived at that house of mine for so long its crazy 14 years. And well since I've only been alive for about 15 years thats a damn long time. For all of you thats moved before your kinda lucky cause you know whats its like to move from place to place. I love everyone so much and I need them to live. No one knows this but when I moved here I had to beg my mom not to make me go to CHS cause  I didn't know ANYONE and I didn't think anyone would like me. Not that many people like me hear, half the people hear think I'm like the weirdest person. Well screw you! I stayed home begging my mom and kept making excuses up not to go like I don't have any clean clothes. I would cry myself to sleep and wish that I hadn't moved or that I stayed at OMHS also that my sister was a Senior this year. I still cry myself to sleep things about all the times I'll be missing at OM and all the times we had that I'll miss. The thing I just love the most is no one cared it was my last day at OM and all my "friends" just went on like it was just any other day. When I felt I bet they didn't know I was gone.

I took a stress test thing in Health (oh yeah my teacher thinks I'm on drugs and hes probly anoyyed by me) and well I got a 816 and thats really bad. It means I have lots of stress well w/e I don't care anymore. I'm not gonna care what people think. If I piss you off so what is I anoyy you to no end or anything like that I DON'T CARE. And I don't care about what people think of me anymore. No more, no more any of it.

I'd have the best day if people just cared!

If people would wish me a happy b-day without reminding them its my b-day that would be GREAT.

Well last night was GREAT. I saw Jake S again and I like him so much more then I did before now. I don't think he knows it but whatever. Well I'm gonna be going on a retreat with him so thats good. Hehe .


Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Wow...haven't wrote in here in a long time well I'm happy to say I got a new Xanga...Its 10Xs cooler and hotttter...Well I'm out go read my other one I'm out...

Later Dayz...

Nee

 


Tuesday, August 17, 2004

I miss my sis...Well I got home today...felt like crying  cause I miss all my friends  I haven't seen and I miss my sis...Well I KINDA feel bad for my sis cause she has no drinks lol...Well can't wait for my NEW ROOM......Well I got lots of new stuff from OC and the Outlets...Can't wait to fly and visit my sister in college...Well I'm about to go and watch The Prince and Me...I really hope I can go to OM but I don't think so well I keep you on the info...

Bye for now

Later Days

 

Currently Playing: The Princess Diaries 2: The Royal Engagement
- Breakaway---Kelly Clarkson


Friday, August 06, 2004

So well last night I spent the night at Jenna's then today we went to Marcus' House and then went to see Mike and Steph then went back then I got picked up then went to see people at the pool...Rachel had  to tell me something...Got yelled at by my mom and then some more...Had my normal fight with my mom...My mom tells me I said something when I didn't...Then she tells me not to be friends with Sarah...Well FUCK HER...

 

STARTERS
+ date: August 6, 2004
+ time: 11:02 pm
+ name: Renee or Nee
+ age: 14
+ birthday: March 29, 1990
+ school: None (Moving)

BASIC
+ eyes: umm they change colors
+ hair: Redish Blondeish Brownish Blackish
+ heiht: 5'2" I think
+ shoe size: 7 1/2 or 8
+ who lives with you: my mom and sister (soon not too) and my cat and chinchillas
+ when is your bedtime?: when ever i fall asleep... but during school i try before 12

HAVE YOU EVER...
+ flown on a plane: lots of times
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: don't think so but I did ask someone to marry me
+ missed school because it was raining: I think I don't know

+ told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yeah
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: yeah
+ had a crush on a friend's girlfriend/boyfriend: Yeah who hasn't

+ been hurt emotionally: All the time
+ kept a secret from everyone: lots of times
+ wanted to date a friend: yeah
+ cried during a movie: yes

+ been on stage: yeah
+ cut your hair: yeah when I was 5 or something it was really short
+ had a crush on a teacher: yeah

FAVORITE
+ shampoo:  ummm don't know my mom buys it
+ fav colour: blue red pink and black
+ day/night: night
+ summer/winter: Summer and Winter cause summer you got the pool ratz but then winter you can get out of school and see your freinds and have a snowball fight

+ fav movies: anything scary, with Johnny Depp or other sexy people
+ fav drink: Dr.Pepper
+ person to talk to face to face: Erin

+ person to talk to on the phone: umm Kenny and Serena and me; Also Kenny and Erin and me lmao

+ person to talk to online: Nick and Josh and Erin and Sam

RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...
+ wearing: beater and black soffe shorts and my felix undies
+ eating: nothing
+ drinking: nothing
+ listening to: Switchfoot---Dare You To Move

HAVE YOU EVER... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
+ cried: Just 5 mins ago and then 1 hour ago and sometimes when I go to bed
+ worn jeans: yeah
+ met someone new online: yeah

+ done laundry: yeah
+ drove a car: no
+ talked on the phone: yeah

DO YOU BELIVE IN...
+ yourself: not really
+ your friends: always for some and sometimes for some
+ santa claus: Hell no I saw my mom wraping the gifts
+ tooth fairy: yeah just the fairy part

+ destiny/fate: kinda
+ angels: yes
+ ghosts: yes

+ UFO's: no hell yeah

+ Fairies: hell yeah

FRIENDS & LIFE
+ do you ever wish you had another name?: Yeah cause I always had people making fun of my name( anything with an R tho like Rachel lol)

+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: single
+ do you like anyone?: Yeah

+ which one of your friends acts(more like is) the most like you?: I think Erin and Dana

+ which friend have you known the longest?: Katie H and Ray
+ are you close to any family members?:  With my sister and my dad NO WAY IN HELL WITH MY MOM
+ who do you go to for stuff?: Erin and sometimes everyone

+ who do you hang around the most?: Rachel and our fellow pool ratz
+ worst feeling: hated and rejected by my so called friends

OTHERS
+ Keep a diary?: yeah more like a jornal tho

+ Like to cook?: kinda
+ Fold your panties?: no
+ Talk in your sleep?: Katie and Dana and Aeyrn say I did
+ Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: No I lose my watches
+ Bite your fingernails?: yeah
+ Believe in love?: kinda

LAST...
+ Movie you rented?: 13 going on 30
+ Movie you bought?: Lord Of The Rings
+ Movie you watched?: Edward Sissorhands
+ Song you listened to?: Anthem Of Our Dying Day
+ Song that was stuck in your head?: Happy Ending/Only One/Anthem Of Our Dying Day

+ Song you've downloaded?:TBS
+ CD you bought: Story Of The Year---Page Avenue
+ CD you listened to?: ^^
+ Person you've called?: No one
+ Person that's called you?  Sarah

+ TV show you've watched?: Who's Line?
+ Person you were thinking of?: This dude I really like

DO...
+ You wish you could live somewhere else?: yeah with my dad or someone nicer then my mom
+ Others find you attractive?: doubt it
+ You want more piercings?: Hell yeah

+ You want tattoos?: Hell yeah

+ You drink?: yeah
+ You like cleaning?: hate it
+ You like roller coasters?: yeah
+ You write in cursive or print?: print

HAVE YOU...
+ Ever cried over a boy/girl?: yeah
+ Ever lied to someone?: yeah my mom

+ Ever been in a fist fight?:yeah
+ Ever been arrested?: close really close

NUMBER
+ Of times I have been in love?:  1
+ Of times I have had my heart broken?: 2

+ Of hearts I have broken?: None
+ Of girls I have kissed?: ummm 4
+ Of boys I have kissed?: 6

+ Of people I consider my enemies?: 4 or 5 
+ Of CDs that I own?: 10
+ Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: I think 3 times for swim team

+ Of things in my past that I regret?: 100 really its more like 20


Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Well My life is going nowhere NOW I REALLY REALLY WANT TO MOVE...I won't miss most of you but it sucks cause I'm moving but I'm going to be staying in MD...

Well Jannati and Aeryn came over earlly this morning it was fun...Well now the fun has ended and yeah well have to go think things over...Night Night Don't let the bed bugs bite...And if they do I'll beat them till there black and blue...Just for you Erin...

Currently Playing: Strata
- The Panic



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