park hyo shin - 나처럼 (like me)"What are you going to major in?" i hear this way too often now, sometimes i get looks from people who are skeptical about my age when i tell them i'm going to be a college freshman (wtf i'm going to be 19 soon, do i seriously not look my age at all?) i'm in my own little dilemma, because this is a serious matter, i suppose, dealing with majors. my career path. accounting or pre-op. obviously i can't tackle both, only because one requires my entire soul (okay maybe i'm overexagerating) and attention as compared to the other (being accounting, not as tedious). in a way i'm glad i got placed into uscholars (undecided majors). i still have 2 years before i declare a major.. but i'd like to go to college knowing that i'm working towards something and not the deadline where i have to declare a major just because i have to. maybe i'm stressing over this too much, too soon.. but it's better now than later i suppose.... i don't know i've been throwing around thoughts and i'm stuck in the middle as always. i can't come to a conclusion. parents aren't pressuring me, but if the subject comes up they favor one thing (medical) over the other. when they tell me "do what you like and excel in it, no bs. we'd perfer you to be in medical though...." i want to dissappear right now. i feel like i'm considering pre-op because of my parents and not for myself.... oh my god >__> |