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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:51:54 GMT

dear internet,
    i hate your stinkin gutz.
    you make me vomit.
    you're scum between my toes.
love, amanda

that sums it up.
with that said.
buy me a time machine.
take me back two years when everything was normal.
school and friends wasss like the best thing ever back then.
now im so busy i cant think straight.
thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu jesus, its gonna be christmas break soon. :]

Monday, November 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 23:03:48 GMT

hi.

its been a while.
im really bored.

this school year has been really stressful.
thats why i never kept my word on updating.
i never have time to browse around the computer.
just thank my algebra 2 teacher for that. :]
but she means well.

any free time i have i spend it with my boyfriend orr my friends.

this week is thanksgiving week.
and im really excited because were out of schoooooool.
so tonight im having a sweepova for my girls in exactly 33 minutes.
were gonna eat and play ddr and talk. and whatever :]

in the past week i have become addicted to tetris, picked up ddr, tried proactiv and my face reacted horribly to it [ya know.. dry itchy burning and my eyes have been swollen for about 4 days now], saw happy feet[soooo cute go see it], went to a musical [jesus christ suuuuperrr starrrrrrrr], went to a "test showing" of a lamar directed movie about ZOMBIES with caitlin, cleaned my room, and thats about all.

i miss fall out boy.
and i recently discovered theyre cd comes out on february 6 of 2006.
something to look forward to.

im going to take the sat on december 2nd.
..for the first time ever.
im scared.
but im a junior, and i havent prepared.
so ima see how "good" of a score i can get. loooool.
anyhooo.

im about to go play ddr drr drrr drrr dd r.
maybe this time i can work to heavy mode -gasoasasopppsses-
hopefully.

wellp.
dunno what else to say.
cant promise youll hear from me soon.
but ill try.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:25:09 GMT

this weekend was wonderful.
ze first weekend of ze school year.

friday me and gerald went to see pulse.
it was good, minus the crapending.
and the stupid 10 year olds talking and screaming and uneccessarysp times. :]

saturdayyy.
i hung out here.
then me and caitlin went to targetttt and wal mart and colichias.
funn.
all we do is talk crap.. funnystuff.
then gerald came over
of course.
we watched reruns of amazing race 7 on gsn.
pretty darn interesting.

TODAY.
i went to church.
to eat at crazy HOZ.
home to do homework.
where i wrote my essay for english.
and read 3 pages of my history chapters. [torture]
im just going to have to deal.
i have 40 pages to read by.. a short time.
its so scary.
then i went to geralds.
we watched the notebook.
i crieddd. i love that movie. :]
then i returned home.
and did various things.

first full week if school. -sigh-
itll be over before we know it.

i needa cute layouttt. mhm.

ive suddenly lost interest.

tomorrow it might be better.
but for now.
you know what i did this weekend.

haha.
bye.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 03:55:13 GMT

first day of school=weird.
very different first day of school.
i guess i have had about 13 first days of school, if i counted right.
but dont count on that. ahah. no pun intended. :]
so, about my first day.
all honors classes. some are ap some are pre-ap.
i am taking the computer animation graphic class or whatever they call it. i will probly just call it computers or something, haha.
anyways, im really excited about that class. it seems really really fun learning about graphics and photoshop type things and flash animation and what not.
along with that i am taking food science, which seems pretty cool. but the teacher wasnt here today.. so i guess ill have more of an opinion on that monday.
i never see gerald during the day, but im sure we will begin to see each other more as we get into the swing of things..

alright.
afterschool.
i came home and ate shrimp fettuccini and garlic cheese bread.
homemade, if i might add..
it was WONDERFUL.
then gerald called.
and we hit up wal mart for school supplies.
i must say all my binders and folders are bright colors. :]
and i likeeee them.
after thattttt we hung out at geralds.
and discovered the notebook was on.
but i wanted to watch the whole movie.
so he checked when it would be on again.
and its on sunday at 4:50pm.
i WILL be going to his house to watch it. :]
its kinda weird for a guy to like such a girly movie, but i love him to death.
then i drew him a picture.
then it was time for me to go home.
so i brought the picture home to color.
i must add, it is very very cute.
i finished it when i got home.
i organized my school supplies.
and took a shower.
ate a poptart.
he left me to sleep.
and it looks like im here updating my xanga anticipating sleep.

in other news--

they took cokes out of the high school.
torture. :/
even though i drink diet.
i mean seriously.
get this stupid health butts..
MINUTE MAID FRUIT JUICES HAVE MORE SUGAR WHICH MAKES IT MORE FATTY THAN A COKE.
you might as well just switch it all TO WATER.
geez louise.

tomorrow im supposeddd to go see pulse.
i hate the movies.
but im kinda in a movie mood.
and that movie looks good.
and it comes out tomorrow.
perfect for friday nights.
theyre always like special during the school year for some reason.
probly cuz its the first night off of the week.
but ahh.
i dono if i want to go to beaumont.
okay, no i dont.

alright.
so i need to get a cool layout sometime soon.
i pulled this one out of my butt last night.
looks great, eh?

well.
i supposed ill sleep now. :]
goodbye.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:19:58 GMT

what is this?
xanga post number 4?
haha.
so i changed my xanga layout to purple and white.
its plain.
ill find me a cuteeee one later.
its 12:23am.
its a school night.
i dont even know what im doing up.
everyone else i know is asleep.
but i cant seem to grasp that concept just yet.
although it looks like im going to have to try.
ill update tomorrow.
ill tell you all about my first day of school. :]

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 04:49:38 GMT

one of the many highlights of freshman year as i remember it:
the first day of school i was wearing a pink and black striped shirt. my nails were also painted pink and black. my shoes had stars on them. and i was really excited about starting high school. i was really naive and a bit shy. in my 3rd period IPC class.. i see him. you know, i had seen this boy before, but now i was a freshman and he was a sophomore.. so it was a bit different. as i remember, the whole class room was full, and he walked in late. there was an empty seat behind me and one over on the next row. it was the only seat left. so i was really excited he would be sitting so close to me. i tried not to notice him.. i was actually really terrified of him. i sat there 600 thoughts going through my head, "what would HE think of me? whats so great about him? why is he so cute? why is he perfect in my head? hes just a boy.. no different from any other boy in this room." but something stuck out. his personality got me.. it was a bit sarcastic, yet charming.. not to mention is handsome looks. i just had the hugest crush on this boy. the class went on. my friend sitting behind me started talking to him. i immediately turn around and start listening, hoping that they will talk to me as well. well, i got my wish. i dont exactly remember what was said. but i was happy. more time passes by, im thinking about my crush, and what would happen. i hear the teacher and my crush talk about how he isnt supposed to be in that class.. next thing i know.. im in a daze and he is walking out of the room. i was really looking forward to spending time with him in that class all year. but needless to say, that was the end of him for a few days. that whole year was bascially spent day dreaming of him. with this boy coming in and out of my life randomly. the next year, things started happening.
little did i know.. hed have such an impact on my life for the next three years.. possibly my whole high school life. countless amounts of hours were spent talking to him.. laughing at him. talking about things that mattered. talking to my friends about this boy. always wanting to say something.. but i never did. a song reminded him of me. he bought me a present. he came to my house only once. we went some where together. we shared our thoughts the back seat of the car on the way home listening to something corporate.. where something couldve actually been said, but never was. i even made a cd of songs that reminded me of him. i wrote a poem about him.. embarassing moments always seemed to happen around him, or involved him. i know of his past now, and i think i get him. but you can never be too sure on things like that. truthfully, i understand.. and i just live with it.
he goes away and comes back.. its quite annoying.
between him showing up randomly and me trying to forget him.. he will always be around. i think this means.. i shouldnt give up on this boy yet. wait a few more years. except. he will be gone next year..
i always have a boyfriend.. but this person just wont go away.
this is my memory as i remember it. :]

[i guess i felt like writing.]
[i should sleep]

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 04:19:41 GMT

so its back to normal, eh?
two posts in one night.

oh.
but ill never be like i used to.
updating my xanga so interestingly.

i guess i need a new layout.

school is here.
ill be updating a lot more.

i love gkd.

ill be sleeping now.
or trying to.

[this is the part no one gets.]

R.I.P.
mister academy.

[this is the part no one gets.]

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 04:07:32 GMT

ceightIin (11:07:43 PM): i can't believe school is tomorrow
ceightIin (11:07:47 PM): i'm still like "are you serious?"
woot manda (11:07:51 PM): lol
woot manda (11:07:53 PM): me too
woot manda (11:07:54 PM): its weird.
ceightIin (11:08:37 PM): mhm
ceightIin (11:08:47 PM): oh wait
ceightIin (11:08:55 PM): we should do our annual TOAST to a new school year
ceightIin (11:08:56 PM): XDDDD
woot manda (11:08:59 PM): LOL YEAH
woot manda (11:09:05 PM): -pours wine-
ceightIin (11:09:18 PM): - raises glass -
woot manda (11:09:32 PM): -raises glass-
woot manda (11:09:37 PM): [whos doing the toast]
ceightIin (11:09:48 PM): [we both do it]
ceightIin (11:10:16 PM): here's to another year of much NOT NEEDED drama and being an upper classman and hopefully not failing TAKS and to new experiences and lazy teacherssss
woot manda (11:10:35 PM): "heres to another SCHOOL YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. heres to us being big juniors. all the freshman can SUCK IT. may this school year bring good times and a lot less drama."
woot manda (11:10:43 PM): -glasses clink together-
ceightIin (11:10:47 PM): - clinks glasses -
woot manda (11:12:26 PM): -sips wine-
ceightIin (11:12:35 PM): - sips wine -
ceightIin (11:12:35 PM): xD

NUFFSEDNGA.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 17:46:14 GMT

I LIKE HOT FUDGE SUNDAE POP TARTS.
OMGGGGGGGG.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 20:31:20 GMT

soo.
those footprint things are pretty much awesome.
i know who reads my xanga.
all of the expected people.. minus people from different states who find me on google?
kind of creepy.
but whatever. :]

todayyyy has been dull.
im about to go get ready.
i like to watch tv.
you know, re runs arent really that bad.
i think ive seen just about every single show on mtv.
why does this amuse me?
i do not know.
afi was on trl today?
thats soooo weirdddd.
it like freaked me out.
i try to not watch stuff like that.
i think it ruins your brain if you like music.
it makes you think weird stuff about popularity and trends and what not.
but they seemed like pretty nice guys.
panic! at the disco was number 10 on trl..
but its better if you do.
so im guilty of liking them, and i still do.
its just weird.
but good thing fall out boy is pretty much out of the spot light. :]
though, they scared me for a while.
you know.
its really good for the bands.
but if you like them.
you get crap for it if its on tv.
and thats when you tell people to shove it.
because you know what you like and what you dont, they dont know.
becuase they arent you.
lolmmkay. ill stop.

i hate reading..
rawr.
so.
one more year of summer reading.
that is definitely sorta freaky.
i read the glass menagerie.
it was alrightttt.
but it was so short and not very boring, i didnt mind reading it.
the great gatsby.. ugh.
i just cant read that.
ive tried multiple times.
i read the plot and stuff, it doesnt sound boring.
i just cant get past the firt page..
-sigh-
sparknotes.com is my friend.

i like pbj sandwhiches a lot. :]
i want to have a picnic.
ive jsut never planned one before..
maybe ill do that sometime soon.
on that hill at lions den park.. with the picnic table.
awwcuteee.

well.
i better gooo.