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Saturday, January 12, 2008

no regrets

i might
i just
might
say
the one
thing
i have
been building
up to say,
all these moments.

and if it turns
out
red.

then
i guess,
you will
just be
the one
they all have
to measure
up to.

and if it turns out green,
then...
you
are:

all.


Wednesday, January 09, 2008

4

i am writing
you
a
song.

its doesn't have words
and it will never end.

i'll just keep writing,
note
after note,
chorus
after verse
after bridge. and

i'll never stop.

it'll be 6 hours long
by the
time you hear it.

if ever.

its
up and
down
and minor
and major,
sadly happy

and everything in between.

i'll run out of notes,
before
i can
ever describe
how i feel about you.


Tuesday, January 08, 2008

4

there's this movie,
you see,
Eternal sunshine of the Spotless
Mind.

Its way up there
on the list, the movies-
that-changed-me list.

to me
it means:
true love exists, its there
it may not be perfect, but its out there
and there is absolutely nothing
we can do about it. Try and erase it all you want and
its going to keep
coming back.

and i
flippin'
love this.

and
then i met you
and...

well, you never know
but sometimes you do.

sometimes it feels
like everything and nothing
you have ever felt before.

my heart is barbed
with unsaid words.

words
that
would probably
cause you to flee.

and maybe its just
the way you
make me smile
broader
and taller than I thought my face could stretch.

and
maybe
its because,
I feel
like even though
we have just met,
we haven't spent a day apart since birth.

and maybe
its because, with
you the darkest days
are still: days spent with you.

you are my eternal sunshine.


Wednesday, January 02, 2008

4

I understand what
they meant now.

The they's of
love stories and poems
and songs,
all that ununderstandable
gibberish
about inspiration
and hope
and
bleeding on the inside.

yeah,
i get it. now.

It makes sense,
a feeling
eating at you
so deep, it belongs
in a museum.

the only
relief
is standing on the roof, screaming.
even then, it returns
five minutes later.

and you're glad,
because
in the
end,
you never want it to leave.


Tuesday, January 01, 2008

4

When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

— ben gibbard



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