Hi ever bodies *waves like a dork* ! How did your break go? Yeah, mine sucked til yesterday and today. The first day of break i gots mah tummay pierced, elliot and jessica came from california. I went to california with joshy, joey, jessica (josh's gf), and elliot (her brother). Yup stayed there for 2 days, found out that they're engaged (cause i'm so smart), did a whole lotta nothing, then drove back. Then didn't really do anything when i got home cause my dad went back in the hospital, so my mom was always there. So i sat at the house and watched tv, and ate, so i'm surprised i havent gained a couple 20 pounds. For New years i Sat up by my lonesome and watched tv til the ball dropped which i would have missed if Andrew wouldnt have called lol. Then in the morning at 5 i got woke up by my mom talking really loud... josh got hit by a big o truck (No he wasnt in a car) while working outside at QT, he got pretty messed up but he's alright. Yesterday i went to arrowhead with my mom. N today i was supposed to go to arizona mills but my mom got us lost and we ended up at fiesta mall. Oh then we went to see meet the fockers... i loved that movie, so funny. Yup.. that was my life for the past 2 weeks. Kristen's going to la joya (I can't go), so i'm gonna feel pretty poopy without her there with me. But there's nothing i can do, she doesnt want to stay there with me.. i'm getting kinda used to her bailing on me these days. Josh was supposed to be moving to california on the 12th (NEXT weds) which he just told us all yesterday. But instead, he wants to leave so damn bad so hes leaving not tomorrow but the next day.. (wait.. thats weds) so yeah. This is really going to suck. Its going to be really hard on my mom and my dad. I'm not really sure about joe. I'm going to miss him, cause i know he wont call and ask to talk to little old ME or anything. So its just going to be really different without him here, and not having anyone to tell things, and to stick up for me. And kristen, when she changes schools, she doesnt even really talk to me.. so then i totally wont have anyone. But oh well, its ok i guess. Oh and you know what sucks? My parents and my dad's psychologist think that I'M Bi-Polar. For those of you who don't know what that is, its a "mental" type of thing where you're either REALLY hyper or really blah (sad or depressed), you cant just be like ok like... i dunno how to explain it, but it is so retarded. I dont need to be told by someone that has never met me that i have a "mental disorder" so screw her. My mom is going to try extremely hard to get me into westview (who knows, maybe it wont be that hard, since im in their rotc?) and if i do get in, then im gonna be really scared. Maybe joe would actually be nice for a change and help me out n stuff. I dunno, but we start back to school tomorrow so i better go get all my shit ready. laters.

Whad up all you sexy animals out there. I've been bored! Like thats something new though. I still like someone but i give up on them. I still want to change schools that is if i find one. I kinda wanna go to Westview still but Im not sure, i think it'd be kinda scary still lol. Ahhh! Finals start tomorrow, and i have nothing for 1st then Computers.. stupid presentations. Then Thursday i have Spanish and English, and Friday the 2 stupidest classes Science and Math. POOP capitalized. At least we get out at like.. 11:30. Then i'll go home and have nothing to do. Im santa though, im bringing everyone pwesents. Anyways this entry really sux and its boring so ill look at websites.