| | I'm grounded again *rolls eyes* This sucks. When im grounded people actually call me. Last night from about 6-1 was awesome. Just til i got home... and unwillingly went inside. I had so much fun though. I cant do anything now without getting caught though, it sucks. My parents don't trust me (I see why after last night, but not b4 that). Kristen told me that she "fucking hates me." That really hurt... hearing my bestfriend of 13 years tell me that. I have never said that to her and she has never said that to me, before last night. But, i guess i finally found out how some people really feel about me. The only thing i can do is get online and look at websites and listen to the radio, for three weeks. So i'm going to have a lot of time on my hands. Right now, joe is watching Troy.. and i keep turning around watching it. I talked to josh about an hour ago on here. Him, Elliot, and Jessica were worried about me last night. He told me he loved me and he misses me..hmmm. joe is such a butt, he is so gosh dang freaking nosey!! The whole dang day today all hes been doing is trying to get me in more trouble, the asshole he is. And now he was turned around on the couch reading this whole damn thing. Stupid ass fucker!! gawd! Then he came over here cause i started yelling at him and grabbed my freaking wrists and squeezed so freaking hard. my veins are all popped out now and my arms hurt so bad. Why is he such a fucking ass?! I wish someone would beat the shit out of him. he talks way too much shit about people cause hes racist and some day hes gonna fucking kill me. I mean this when i say i HATE him. I really do, not just cause im pissed off, its because i really do. And you know what pisses me off more? kristen likes him, even though she wont admit it, i KNOW she does. I have a pretty good sense of when someone likes someone else. And im pretty sure he likes her too. She stayed the night, and she sat on the couch watching tv with him all night and wouldnt come in my room. Uhhh! that makes me so mad. He can like her, but richie cant like me? What do you do when you love someone so much but there is nothing you can do to be with them again? I hate it. I feel so different right now, i dont no what to do. But til then, I'll be in my room thinking about it. |
| | Posted 1/9/2005 10:01 PM - 1 view - 0 comments
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