heyhey (:

 hellooo (:

ahahah. summary summary summary. every single day i try to do my hmwk and nth gets done! gosh! X( anyway..

sunday: i had tuition then violin straight after..then, tried to find article for my english work. sent off my hist project to peanut butter..then..wrote some of the summary for english, did a bit of my history script, went to see a house in lemon avenue, might move there..

saturday: i went to my grandma's hse, played uno with my cousins.  

friday: overslept, didnt have any time to pick out clothes properly X( took taxi to cine met natt. saw this shirt which said i like them in all shapes and sizes with watermelons. natasha told me they had bananas I WANT THAT SHIRT =X and then walked ard, watched music and lyrics. damn nice movie (: thennn..walked abit got some starbucks, a cookie from mrs fields then got some nachos and watched the messengers. GODDAMNIT. dont want to watch it ever again. it was scary ok. every time smth freaky would happen ppl ard us would laugh/scream before anything happens/scream after it happens/scream while it happened. goddamnit..cant we just watch it in peace. i would look at natt and her hand would cover her eyes like the whole time heheh. haha. i was whimpering the whole time and chewing nachos. then found out my parents both went out to seperate dinners. haha..so i had sushi tei with natasha for dinner. (: then went home.

thursday: went with melissa and lil bro to cine. then watched primeval its a really STUPID MOVIE.

right now i have no time to say anything else. sigh. i'll put up lyrics (:

music and lyrics-way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end