sugarhigh169's Xanga

Monday, November 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 20:21:19 GMT

k, first off, i'm not gonna be angry fer what happened to me last weekend.... i was a happy shitfaced drunk, and i had fun takin shots with everyone n their mothers lol... everyone has their "oh man, this ONE time, i got SOOO fucked up..." stories, and daveliu's b-day party was MINE ;D
not gonna lie tho... that was the drunkest i'd ever been in my life, and the most alcohol i ever drank down in under 2 hours... SOOOooo... sorrie's and thank you's to EVERYONE who had to deal with me after i started blacking out =) u guys who helped me out are the best!! =)

and last buh not least, i have these two LOVELY niggaz to thank for taking that last shot (before i DIED) with me xP

i woke up w/ a split lip, bruises on my shins, a lost pair of timbz, and still completely drunk off my ass... in case u were wondering xD

buh ill be ready to redeem myself... soon. hopefully. lol

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 06:02:17 GMT

the CUTEST site with the BEST comic strips ever hahaha

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 03:59:03 GMT

so i came across this today...

.... and how true is that? haha.... EVERYTHING jus mapped out onto one graph... now u kno where all ur relationships fit in lol ;D

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:24:22 GMT

so two days ago it finally happened.... it was finally my turn, like all my other p-town girls, fer me to get caught. dammit. so they found out i smoke n blaze... long story short.... 2 stogg butts n a picture of me smoking a blunt at rutgersfest, n hittin a bong on halloween... course bein asian my rents now think of me as a chainsmoking alcoholic drug addict >_<....

conclusion: get caught one more time either smoking, drinking (not til i'm 21), or blazing, and i'm officially disowned and on my own.

canNOT wait til skool starts.... -_-

and i've fallen in love with tokidoki fer lesportsac ;D

.... i want the first one and the last three..... soo cute xD

Friday, August 04, 2006

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 05:25:20 GMT

haven't updated in a lonng time... buh livin at THE house with everyone usually means lonnng hours without absolutely NOTHING to do... and i can't go outside cuz i start melting from the ridiculous heat... so i guess it's time to start xanga bak up again ;D

so here's summer so far ...

belmar seafood festival xD

dinner wit the girls bak home

the girls fer james n joan's b-day <3

home fer fourth oh july

the first girls at armin ;9

armin van buurennnnnn xD

the crazy picture the photographer took fer us. ;D

armin at nite....craazy ridiculous ;9

satc <3

my girls from bak in the day... bak fer becky's b-day ;D

wit hanna ....dennis n victor ruined the picture xP

nana. tine. den. beckz.

b-day girl. me. b-day boy. sean.

outside fer a stogg break.

uh oh.

the aftermath. ;D

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 07:15:53 GMT

i'm nineteeen ;D

let the games begin

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 02:07:43 GMT

happy happy birthday to "baby chang"

ur my gurl babe, n i luv u so0o much.... i kno that since i've gone to college we haven't had a chance to talk as much as we used to, buh u kno i'm always thinkin of u n wonderin how ur doin bak at home... i kno that since i'm not home really anymore that u've gotta be the one to deal with the rents.. buh u kno what to do... i kno they may be up ur ass n be buggin u out alot more now that i'm not there fer them to do that to, buh i kno u can handle it... they may feel too much sometimes, buh listen to what they gotta say n don't run ur mouth... they've been around the block too n they kno more than u think... i've learned that from dealin with them fer so long... i hope u guyz are gettin along tho, cuz u kno they luv u, so talk to them sometimes, they wanna kno wutz up too... just cuz i'm not always there fer u to talk to doesn't mean that they won't be able to take my place til i get home... n skool...keep on top of things n don't fuck up like i did bak then... study hard buh play hard too... have fun, make friends with everyone... buh don't get sucked into the bad stuff... i don't wanna hear from others that ur doin shit u ain't supposed to be doin... like smoking... u kno i don't want u doin it cuz i'm scared that ur gonna end up like me... i regret starting, n i don't want u to end up the same way... so just try fer me, mmkay mei? whenever ur stressed out, just gimme a call, u kno i'm always here to listen, cuz i'm always here fer u n i always will be.. i'm ur jei jei, itz kinda like my job lol... u kno im more like ur rents than they are, buh never be scared to tell me shit... n never lie to me, cuz then how am i supposed to help u out, u kno luv? n now that ur in high skool, there's gonna be lotsa guyz all over the place... don't do anything that ur gonna regret in the future, think before u do, mmkay? n now that all the serious stuff is outta the way, i can't wait til u come up to visit tomorrw... cuz u kno that ur gonna have lotsa fun with me, rite? xD
luv u mei,
muah <3

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:25:30 GMT

starting all over again. from scratch...

I climb the marble stairs that lead away
Away from everything I used to know
I try to keep my eyes down on the way
A way my mother told me not to go

Well all I wanted was a hand to hold me down
To keep the sky from swallowing me up
And all I ever needed was someone to come around
And tell me that I suffered long enough

So take me away
Find me a home
Im on my way

I wonder when I'll see the stars again
I thought they had faded long ago
With every step Im closer to the end
Im climbing cause I don't know where to go

Well all I ever wanted was a place to store my faith
I thought that I could keep it locked away
It burns my eyes to look at him
And see the truth inside
And so Ive turned my broken face away

I always dreamed of Sundays together with you
Only your echos can break my heart
I need a hand to hold me
To keep me on land
I feel i am drifting through

Take me away
Find me a home
Im on my way
You know Im gone
Im gone...

and i always will...

i broke your heart once before, buh now u've broken mine, so i guess we're even...

Monday, June 27, 2005

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 20:07:35 GMT

wow..... and so last thursday the day finally came and went, and what a day it was... i still can't believe i've graduated and that i'm never going back to high school. for the past four years i've been looking so forward to this day, the day when i would finally be free and treated like an adult, the day that would mark my first steps into the 'real' world...and mostly that i would finally be able to go my own way and not associate with all the ppl in school whom i disliked... but in the past few weeks leading up to graduation, i've realized that i'm really going to miss high school... the all-nighters, the drama, the parties, the papers, the pointless hw, the teachers, and most of all, the people...we're never gonna have such a close knit relationship with such a large number of people again... never going to speak to or see certain people again... i think that the end of high school came a little too fast for me, there really wasn't closure for me... all of a sudden prom came, n then finals, n then we were done...n then came the endless amounts of graduation parties to attend <16 for me so far> ... itz still weird for me that summer's started, cuz i still feel like i should be coming home from school rite now... i guess i'm just overwhelmed with separation anxiety... i'm definitely dreading the days when all my closest friends start leaving for college... we'll never be as close as we are now, cuz we'll go on to form new bonds with new people, but hey, thats all apart of life, rite? i'm one of those people who hate change but welcome it at the same time.... speaking of change, i'm working at HOLLISTER <at rockaway> now...which is kinda ironic seeing as how i own absolutely nothing of that brand, and that i'm more of a guess/ express girl....hmm... anywayz, we're opening on THURSDAY, and i'm working 3-9, so come n VISIT xD

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 15:10:13 GMT

last weekend... prom weekend.... absolutely unforgettable:
tom, sam, kt, jay, d, danielle, linds, lou, aj, mil, mo, meach, ry, kor, bob, joe, gerry, n newmz... what a fuckin great time with some fuckin great ppl xD

pix r finalllly up
before prom pictures...

durin prom pictures...seaside pictures...
http://community.webshots.com/user/sugarhigh169