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Friday, July 04, 2008

Maybe he's just not into me.

I guess not everyone's on my level.

Friday, June 13, 2008

goodbye freshman year!

Weird to think the year has gone by so fast. This time last year, i had so many questions about college, all of which have been answered. I worried about adjusting to being away from home, making new friends, finding things to do, etc. It makes me kinda sad looking back; I'm really going to miss the dorms, my hallmates who were ALWAYS there for me, the convenience of walking to class, the food (heh), and just being a first year in general. I have to admit, this year hasn't been the best for me; never did i get such bad grades, repeat a class, and feel so low, but I can honestly say, as cheesy as it sounds, that I rose from all that. This quarter has been too good for me, I found a stable group of friends, excelled academically without being a complete anti-social girl, and sincerely told myself that I was happy.

So here's to a new school year..and a prayer that I will survive 14 units in summer school :)

Sunday, April 06, 2008

yuM

so i came back to my dorm, after a 8-4 longggg PCN practice, and thought to myself, "damn, this is gonna be a great quarter." seriously...i can feel it. its so weird, cause if you asked me a week ago, i'd say otherwise

after screwing up the way i did last quarter (don't ask HOW bad, cause trust, you don't wanna know) i thought to myself maybe i wont be able to dig myself outta this hole. i know i was depressed for a good week, but after a while i realized if i sat on my lazy ass and cried about my mistakes, it'll get me no where. i'm really trying this quarter, and i hope i don't fail not just my family, but ultimately myself. it sucks to know you have EVERYTHING, just everything you've dreamt of, and worked for, provided to you but you didn't take full advantage of it. sometimes i wish i could fucking relax and take a chill pill, but i guess its just my nature to preoccupy myself with whats ahead.

with that being said, here's to a fucking great quarter that lies ahead.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Apple Pie

i find myself studying a lot more lately. which is good, i need to do. after realizing its first week and since i don't have much homework this quarter, i decided to look through my old xanga entries. i didn't realize how old i was when i started this thing (about 12 or so) so...2002? crazy how i used to type and the problems i used to talk about hahahaa.

here's a list i made before highschool of things i wanted to do/try. there's a lot i omitted, mainly because i don't think i could ever accomplish it.

Friday, August 08, 2003

things i wanna do before i croak [ in random order ]:

+ go on a safari trip to africa and see those elephants and such. still have yet to do this
+ ride a bigg navigator [ or some other HUGE ] limo and stick my body through the sunroof i don't know why this would be a milestone..just something crazy i wanted to do
+ become a doctor, mainly a pediatrician i realized being a doctor isn't for me during CAMS..hahahah
+ bungee jump i wonder if i was really serious..cause at this stage in my life, i'm such a damn scaredy cat
+ visit mickey and his friends at disneyworld! someday possible
+ die my hair an un natural color. i dyed it an unnatural color for an asian..light brown, which i quickly dyed back to black.
+ learn how to SWiM! doggie paddle.
+ ~~get featured on xanga. mwahahaha.. i`m such a greedy whore ;D~~ oh goodness, i was such a xanga WHOREWHOREWHORE
+ try the subway diet didn't work out so well..hah
+ finish a harry potter book
+ eat apple pie.. i heard it was good... it was alright.
+ learn another language besides english & tagalog- fluently =D
+ buy the pilates video. i tried it at home, and it is SUCH a workout!
+ try escargol. my cousin told me it was good.. hMmm..
+ abandon meat/seafood completely- for a whole week! other words, become a vegetarian for a whole week. screw this.
+ find that special someone [ you know your out there `=] ] one day. lol
+ experience love! i heard it was the best feeling in the world...

god, i was like...in 9th grade. how crazy is it that i was talking about love and apple pies and shit. who knows, maybe in 5 more years i'll be laughing about what a stupid undergrad i was. =)