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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Wed, 14 May 2008 16:37:38 GMT

6/21/2008
709 subscribers.
505 comments.

[1]
the best things in life,
are worth waiting for, fighting for,
believing in, & just never letting go

[2]
Jude: "Where are we going?"
Lucy: "We're going out of our minds!"
+Across the Universe

[3]
she's finally accepted the changes and
realizing nothing can be the same anymore
but she's keeping her strength up and she's
willing to try her best to never look back.

[4]
At the end of the day,
you've got to focus on the things
that bring you together
not the forces that separate you.

[5]
I AM NOT COOL.
i am cool's inspiration.

[6]
if i jumped, would you jump?
No, you'd stand at the edge and say..
"Wow, that girl had some problems.."
Laugh and move on with your life.
So tomorrow don't be suprised if you
hear that someone jumped.

[7]
Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world.
But, don't wanna be alone tonight.
on this planet they call earth.

[8]
What do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
a hand to hold or hell to pay.
What do you say?
+Taking Chances - Celine Dion

[9]
I sink into the lyrics with a sigh.
the music, at least for a little while,
fills a sweet sort of ache.
When one song is done,
another takes its place.
An endless stream of comfort
and distraction to help me for a while.

[10]
if ever there is a tomorrow when we’re not together, there’s something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is even if we’re apart, I’ll always be with you
+Winnie the Pooh

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 15:29:42 GMT

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500 comments

[1]
you're leaving so soon.
never had a chance to bloom,
but you were so quick to change
your tune. don't look back if i'm
a weight around your neck;
cause if you don't need me,
i don't need you.

[2]
You can't stop an avalanche
as it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl,
but you know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancing feet,
but I just cannot stand still!
'Cause the world keeps spinnin'
round and round
And my heart's keepin' time
to the speed of the sound
~~I was lost~~ 'til I heard the drums,
then I found my way.
CAUSE YOU CAN'T STOP THE BEAT!

[3]
you may be all that and a bag of chips;
but i'm all that and a bag of skittles,
so taste the rainbow bitch.

[4]
I guess my lucky star is broken
you haven’t been around in a long time
I miss you, my lucky star
why have you been gone so long?

[5]
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me

[6]
so as i sing you to sleep
i hope my ghost haunts your dreams
lost in your memory
as bad as it seems

[7]
The only Reason
people hold on to memories so tight is
because memories are the only thing
that wont change when
~~everything else does~~.*

[8]
three cigarettes deeper and deeper.
i've been drinking more and eating less.
it's a mess without you laying here.
i know it can be alright
if i just wait it out, try to rest.
it's a mess without you laying here.
i'm a mess, i'm a mess, ~~i am a mess~~.

[9]
Teenagers ; if you don't
like their mood
then wait ten minutes.

[10]
I will not kiss you, ‘cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 15:04:10 GMT

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493 comments

[1]
It is easier not to say anything. Shut your trap, button your lip, can it. All that crap you hear on TV about communication and expressing feelings is a lie. Nobody really wants to hear what you have to say.
_Speak

[2]
people have scars in all sorts of unexpected
places. like secret roadmaps of their personal
histories, diagrams of all their old wounds.

[3]
if it can be broke, then it can be fixed.
if it can be fused, then it can be split.
if it can be lost, then it can be won.
if it can be touched, ~~then it can be turned~~.

[4]
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you want to change it?
_Nine Inch Nails

[5]
you sat down next to me, like poetry to wine;
out window looked upon a yellow neon sign.
i took your hand while you decided what to do.
the only kiss, i ever miss, i shared with you.

[6]
I was made up of nothing.
You put something inside.
You opened my heart, and
you put that hurt in my eyes.
Now I’ve got that pain I can turn to
when I wonder if I’m still alive.

[7]
It's hard to watch people change
right in front of you.
But the worst part
is remembering
who they used to be.

[8]
The most common question
a girl can ask is
'How do i know if a boy likes me?'
simple..
look at his pants. [:

[9]
i am braver than you believe,
stronger than i seem,
and smarter than you think. =]
_Winnie the Pooh

[10]
oh darling darling
grow up, get real.
your pathetic,
and i couldn't take it.

Monday, July 09, 2007

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 18:11:31 GMT

7/9/2007
670 subscribers
482 comments

[1]
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

[2]
And I hope your hands are steady
and never need to make a fist.
And I hope that when you're ready,
you get one never ending kiss.
And I hope that deep inside of you,
there's a sweet eternal song.
And I hope the words are pretty and
that you'll always sing along.

[3]
so let me be your blade
i'll be the dullest i can be
that way when you cut
you won't have scars
just the memories of me

[4]
As I stare into his eyes,
I just can't help but love him.

[5]
It's funny how when I found him,
he was everything I've wanted
and nothing I've been looking for.

[6]
his eyes are blue just like the ocean
his heart is a river free
sweet song of a summertime storm
and the way that it moves you
it's a melody of passion raging on

[7]
love isn't a moment,
it isn't a time
you can't point fingers and say
"that was when love was mine"
it doesn't work that way
love is more
it's a smile,
a feeling that lingers on,
that lasts forever

[8]
We wonder why black&white photos capture
our soul. I think it's 'cause without color, we
aren't drawn to the makeup, & the color of our
eyes, or our hair, or how tan our skin is. Black
&white captures the innocence on one's face
&the hurt they've gone through to feel
vulnerable. The glow we see comes from inside;
Brightening our eyes, our skin, & our smile.

[9]
They say "Guns don't kill people, people kill people"
Well I think the guns help.
If you stood there and yelled BANG,
I don't think you'd kill too many people.

[10]
If you meet a loner,
no matter what they tell you,
it's not because they enjoy solitude.
It's because they have tried
to blend into the world before
and people continue to disappoint them.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 17:29:25 GMT

7/6/2007
657 subscribers
478 comments

[1]
now that its june we'll sleep in the garden
and ~~if it rains~~ we'll sink into the mud
where it is quiet and much cooler than the house is
and there are no clocks or phones to wake us up

[2]
I never knew perfection untill
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things

[3]
just because lips have met,
doesn`t mean hearts have joined..

[4]
a real friend isn't the person that's nice to your face. it's the person that's nice to you behind your back <3

[5]
MEN ARE LiKE...
+ laxatives; they irritate the crap outta you.
+ bananas; the older they get, the less firm they are.
+ weather; nothing can be done to change them.
+ blenders; you need one, but you're not quite sure why.
+ chocolate bars; sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
+ commercials; you can't believe a word they say.
+ department stores; their clothes are always half off.
+ government bonds; they take so long to mature.
+ mascara; they run at the first site of emotion.
+ popcorn; they satisfy you, but only for a little while.
+ snowstorms; you never know when they are coming, how many inches you`ll get, or how long it will last..
+ lavalamps; fun to look at, but not very bright.
+ parking spots; all the good ones are taken, and thee rest are handicapped.

[6]
You think your not pretty - There is always someone uglier. You want more money - People are in poverty. You want a boyfriend - Someone doesn't even have parents. Your hungry ? a child is starving. You want to go to the mall - someone is looking for anything that they can wear just to stay warm. Your chilly - others are frozen. You just want to die - most people want to live. So ~~don't waste your time~~ on things that you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more than you could ever possibly know.

[7]
"sometimes you have to get to know someone
really well to realize they're really a stranger."
_Mary Tyler Moore

[8]
we came here together, most of us unprepared.
we were all ~~worried~~, we were all a little scared.
there were times we felt alone, times we felt sad.
but it took times like those to realize what we had.

[9]
living it up under the sun, summer
is here and it's gonna be fun.
staying out late, exciting new things,
can't wait to see what this summer brings.

[10]
and if i suddenly went ~~blind~~,
would you still look in my eyes?

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 13:56:40 GMT

6/30/2007
650 subscribers
473 comments

[1]
Play your music loud for me,
So I can't hear the voice in my head,
Telling me this is a bad idea.

[2]
i remember we were driving in your car,
the speed so fast, i felt like i was drunk.
city lights lay out before us, and your arm
felt nice wrapped around my shoulder.
and i had a feeling that i belonged,
and i had a feeling i could be someone.

[3]
it's boys like him that make me think that
maybe i should just stay home all day and
stare at my ceiling. yes, stare at all of the
individual tiles, so that i don't have to stare
at all of the pixels of brown that make up
his beautiful eyes.

[4]
I'll admit I'm full of shit
That's how I know I love you
That's how I know I trust you,
You're not sure if there's a right or wrong
But it feels like there is when I treat you like this.
Please don't even call
I can't hear you at all

[5]
Not all wounds are superficial. Most wounds run deeper than you can imagine. You can't see them with the naked eye. And then there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The trick with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down and find the real source of the pain - and once you've found it, try like hell to heal that sucker.
_Grey's Anatomy

[6]
when words become useless,
hold her hand.

[7]
he could be the guy you chill with,
the guy you can talk about anything with,
the guy that doesn't judge you on how hot
you look & ~~usually not the guy you think is hot~~
he's the guy you think of as a brother.
you're his sister & everyone knows that you
& he will always be best buds forever. <3

[8]
take a photograph, it'll be the last
not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here
i dont have a past, i just have a chance
not a family or honest plea remains to say

[9]
it takes years
to build up trust
but only seconds
to destroy it.

[10]
think about it.
people listen to the songs that were
popular in their time period. which
means, there is going to be a
generation where grandparents are
gonna be listening to rap and emo.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 16:33:26 GMT

6/23/2007
636 subscribers
465 comments

[1]
i could not, at any age, be content to take
my place by the fireside and simply look on.
life was meant to be lived.
curiosity must be kept alive.
_Eleanor Roosevelt

[2]
never ruin an apology with an excuse.

[3]
good girls blush during
naughty scenes in the movies
bad girls smile because
we know we can do better.

[4]
everyone has problems ;;
its how you deal with
them, that seperates you
from everybody else..

[5]
So here's a piece of advice<3:
Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before.. For surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.

[6]
Yes, my heart is broken;
Wait, is that duct tape I see in your hands?
Oh, so your trying to help? Well sweetie, thats nice,
But it's going to take more then a bit of sweet
talking to take my breath away.

[7]
i want the life that you think i have.

[8]
You're my only one,
but you're not here.
All that's left are falling tears.
I hope you're happy,
I hope you're right.
My only one, you're gone tonight.

[9]
there's always a chance you could die
right in the middle of your life story.
_Survivor

[10]
it wasn't always ~~perfect~~..
but atleast we can laugh
& say "it was worth it"

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 11:56:50 GMT

6/8/2007
629 subscribers
456 comments
quote credit! <3

[1]
sing your heart out girl, you know
it's what he wants you to do.
don't pretend like you don't see him:;
he knows you do. look into his eyes.

[2]
your fantasies are an important source of
inspiration, as they feed you with important
clues for the future. don't sell yourself short;
go for the dreams with the brightest colors
and the most magic.

[3]
go ahead, take her hand.
show her that a boyfriend
is first of all her friend.

[4]
i want someone to tell me that
they love the way i walk in circles,
and how it makes perfect sense.

[5]
i miss the grinded concrete where we sat
past eight or nine, and slowly finished
laughing in the glow of our headlights.

[6]
love is a minefield.
you take a step and get blown to pieces,
put yourself back together again, and ~~stupidly~~
take another step. i guess that's human nature.
it hurts so much to be alone, that
we'd all rather blow up than be single.
_Kate Welles

[7]
maybe you're just jaded
from somebody's unforgotten words.
maybe you're just faded; a little
grey from every time that you've been hurt.

[8]
good friends and indecisions make good company.
i think i'll drink myself to sleep. no time to waste,
just my sanity. i'm gonna drink myself free.

[9]
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand.

[10]
the better of a person you become,
the better of a person you'll attract.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Mon, 28 May 2007 19:15:03 GMT

5/16/2007
603 subscribers
443 comments

[1]
she wakes up in the morning in the same room that she's been in her whole life, and everything still looks the same. but the feeling of the room has changed in spite. she said, "you don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind." she said, "you don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind all the time."

[2]
and i'm making up my time through
time zones&city lines.

[3]
that's not a big problem.
a big problem is like, well,
if your butt fell off.

[4]
a person is never as quiet or unrestrained as they seem, as bad or as good, as vulnerable or as strong, as sweet or as fiesty. we are thickly layered, page lying upon page, behind simple covers. and love; it's not the book itself, but the binding. it can rip us apart or hold us together.

[5]
turn up the radio and sing your lungs out.
cause kid, this is it, and this is all it will ever be.
so get used to it, suck it up, and just life your life.

[6]
i wanna start going on a morning walk.
what about the days we used to talk?
i don't need a smile from a mannequin.
i just wanna hold you in my hand.
i do everything you want me to.

[7]
people criticize me, lie to me, and
turn their backs on me ~~time and time again~~.
they kill me slowly and then wonder
what my fucking problem is.

[8]
courage is going from failure to failure
without losing enthusiasm.

[9]
rock and roll girl come outside tonight.
put your arms up in the moonlight.
have you ever been in love, well i have.
this is something you should consider.
rock and roll girl runaway with me.
let me show you everything we could be.
by the way, this song is for you

[10]
your eyes shine bright,
like the headlights of one million speeding cars
and i'm obsessed with crashing into you.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Mon, 14 May 2007 17:00:03 GMT

5/8/2007
583 subscribers
436 comments

[1]
i felt every ounce of me screaming out,
but the sound was trapped deep in me.

[2]
i rise in the morning torn between the desire
to improve the world, and the desire to enjoy
the world. this makes it hard to plan my day.

[3]
rock and roll girl come outside tonight.
put your arms up in the moonlight.
have you ever been in love, well i have.
this is something you should consider.
rock and roll girl runaway with me.
let me show you everything we could be.
by the way, this song is for you

[4]
you're too smart to fall for
a boy ~~who won't care~~.
you're too smart to fall for
someone who won't be there.
you're too smart to see
the way he sees through you.
i guess you're even to smart to
be even more careful this time.

[5]
your eyes shine bright,
like the headlights of one million speeding cars
and i'm obsessed with crashing into you.

[6]
you can make more friends in two months
by becoming interested in other people,
than you can in two years by trying to
get ~~other people interested~~ in you

[7]
the minute you start talking about what you
are going to do if you lose, you have lost.

[8]
With a cigarette smile
I'm saying things you can't ignore.
Like Mommy I love you,
Daddy I hate you,
Brother I need you
Lover, hey "fuck you."

[9]
one day, you will wake up.
you will be able to get dressed,
eat breakfast, brush your teeth,
take a shower, go to school, eat
lunch, go to class, and come home.
and you'll be able to do all of that
without thinking about him.

[10]
She turns on the computer & flips through saved pieces; pictures and conversations that play her heart out in the digital world.