fuck it

fuck you

fuck me

fuck everything

i'm fucked up

i give up

fuck it all

so i've given up

on life

and all the shit inbetween

i fuck shit up

and everyone else

i just want to give up

and lye down and die

i haven't cut in so long

all i want is it

i smoked some

meth again this weeken

and thought about

this all day

i am sorry for what i did

to you twinkey

yes i cheated

2 different times

and i am sorry

for that

but i am not sorry

for you hitting me

for you yelling at me

and treating me like

shit so yeah

i am back to drugs

and selling them

so what

kiss my ass

i'm not your fuck up

anymore

i am my own

and thats what 

scares me the most 

so i found a new guy who i realy realy like

and i like him too alot

i just wish he would give me a chance to help him

he loves me i think or atleast he says he does

i just want him to talk to me

and tell me things anything

MATHEW QUEEN

I LOVE YOU AND I'M SORRY IF I HURT YOU

I LOVE TO

 LAY AT

NIGHT AND

LOOK AT

THE STARS.

I LOVE TO

SMOKE POT

AND METH.

I'M THE

GIRL THAT

LOVES IT

WHEN YOU

BITE HER

HARDER.

AND I LOVE

TO HAVE

ROUGH SEX.

SOMETIMES

I GET

OUT OF

CONTROL

AND DO

THINGS I

CANT OR

DONT

REMEMBER

IN THE

MORNING.

I GET

LOST IN

DAYDREAMS.

AND I

ALWAYS SEEM

TO DEVELOPE

STUPID

SECOND GRADE

CRUSHES.

(AND YOU

KNOW WHO

YOU ARE)

WINK WINK.

I'M ALWAYS

FALLING IN

LOVE.

AND I GIVE

MY HEART

AWAY TO

EASILY. I

HAVE SEX

ALOT BECAUSE

I THINK

THATS HOW

YOU SHOW

LOVE. I

LOVE TO

FEEL PAIN.

AND I

ALWAYS FIND

AWAY TO

FUCK THINGS

UP. I'M A

DAY TRIPPER

ANDNIGHT

STRIPPER

LOL WINK.

I AM

THE GO

TO GIRL.

I CAN FIX

EVERY

ONES PROBLEMS

BUT MINE.

I ONLY

MAKE MY

PROBLEMS

WORSE.

I DONT HAVE

ENOUGH 

GUTS

TO SAY

WHAT I

WANT.

AND I

DONT WANT

YOU. I FALL

IN LOVE

WITH THE

LOOKS I

GET FROM

THAT ONE

PERSON. AND

NO ONE

CAN SAVE

ME FROM

ME BUT ME.

today i woke up

and i felt like i was

still dreaming

that feeling of

life passing you by

and you can t do anything

cause your body is

num, i feel like

everyday is a dream

adn no one understands

this nightmare i am in