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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:10:00 GMT

I'm feeling insecure, so sue me. I really don't understand how anyone can be so bloody insensitive. Yeah, its my problem again. Since when wasn't anything my fault? People do not interfere with my life nor tell me what to do, for god's sake. And strangers&friends, please do not let your imagination run wild. You'll probably not understand what i'm saying anyway, so don't bother guessing!

I know i had this thing about once a year xangas, but this is too much for me. Till i'm feeling better,

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Love you all!

<3

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 23:49:12 GMT

10/10/2007

Final years are finally over. Trust me, i couldn't have been happier! Physics was way harder than expected, i already predict a fail. (Hopes for a miracle!)

Went out with xingjuan, and we broke our tuesday lunches tradition! Hahaha. We had really good Japanese food (in my opinion). Capsule toys, food and bargain hunting. That pretty much sums up my day. Daiso was cool 'cos we're revamping our rooms! Bought pretty things to stick on our mirrors, so awesome but very childish! Shopping at FOS and DIVA was the best! My wallet still feels the pinch, sadly.

Yesterday was town with friend and we caught the nanny diaries. The little boy is really adorable! Walked around, talked alot and i bought my mario capsule! My day was pretty good!(:

I'm going for dental today, alone. Which isn't pleasant because my mum refuses to give me a ride! I've to take a bus there and waste my life away. Great!

Anyhowww, i really hope there's no cca tomorrow because its going to ruin my plans for a fantastic day. Chinese intensive, oh god!

<3

Friday, October 05, 2007

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:35:27 GMT

05/10/2007

Monday: Physics. & freedom.

Its a wonder how this year passes in the blink of an eye. It was quite a horrible year actually, because you can totally start to feel pressure piling up on you. I don't even want to think about chinese intensive. Especially end of years, i think the amount of effort i put in for certain subjects was less than for midyears. Thats a bad thing. FYEs were ugh, because certain subjects were very disappointing!

English: Enough said, i just want to pass.
Higher Chinese: Paper I was okay, Paper II was just bad.
Social Studies: Because Chapter 5 totally came out and i only studied that for SEQ. Spotting questions is pretty scary. Deterrence didn't even come out as one of the choices, very good!
EMaths: :( I hate squirrels and circle properties.
Core Geography: :( I wrote destructive waves - i cancelled out my perfect explanation on constructive waves. Okay 5 marks gone, thanks alot.
Literature: The worst paper ever. I didn't have enough time so i had short, like very short essays.
Amaths: :( Because i totally forgot how to do partial fractions?! And its like 7marks gone because i left it blank.
Chemistry: I love mrs leow because i can definitly pass this paper.
Physics: BETTER BE EASY.

Okay i have so many things i want to do after FYEs. Like sleep and get down to clearing my room. It used to be so neat till i had 9 subjects and notes are like everywhere. Also, i'm looking forward to going to Korea, Taiwan, tuesday lunches, sentosa, queuing for doughnuts, outings with bestfriend, IMM with xingjuan and foodfest with Shiny and many many moreee.

&& Carissa and I are going for AK training, quite cool. Reminds me of Amelia being so excited and happy when she took a picture with gary?! Hahahaha. Okay funny, much.

Did you know that i passed my piano exam?
Me cool.

<3

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 07:42:03 GMT

23/09/2007

Hello world. You know what? Screw final year preperations, i am horribly disgusted with my progress.

I seriously don't know what was going through the teacher's mind when she set the english paper. Paper I was okay, Paper II was Huh??! I was so panicky during Paper II i nearly lost it. And i finished my paper without any time left to day dream. This is horrible.

You know summary is meant to pull my marks up? And my summary was HAHAHA. We were supposed to summarise it to 150 words. After summarising, i ended up with over 200 words which is Huh?!

Okay enough angst already. I will pass english i will pass english i will pass english.

Sundays are mighty fun because ashley is a bitch! And cotton candy = entertainment.

I love irritating ashley with ben's the best and ~~mag's the best~~!

Okay i have like gazillion topics uncovered for exams and i have an amath test tomorrow which i obviously won't be studying for so whatever.

But i really want good grades.

Pft.

Monday, September 17, 2007

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 11:17:54 GMT

17/09/2007

My apologies for the lack of updates, 've been very busy. Not with FYE preperations, sadly.

I've been feeling stressed out for no apparent reason. I think i really hate school alot now. The timetables are all screwed up and whatsnot! And we've so much homework. Seriously, the workload's killing me.

I do not owe my chinese teacher anymore homework now thank you very much you bitch. I do not freaking care if you get better grades in chinese than me alright. I'll work hard to get my A1 for O's Normal Chinese all the same.

I miss McDonalds with bestfriend. Because life used to be carefree and school was fun.

On a lighter note, i was screaming with laughter in the morning because of a certain email. Uhhuh Uhhuh. (: Hilarious i swear!

Okay i still have chem and physics undone so ciao till goodness knows when. Sunday perhaps. Eng FYEs on Friday. I need my A1 because HCL=Hopeless( I think)

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:47:30 GMT

08/09/2007

I'm back from camp! I think its the best camp among all the 3 we have attended. :) Everyone in our tent was fantastic, very very funny. Hahaha. I sympathize with suwei, sherlyn and ziying. Alot.

Quote of the day: Vanessa is the sex!

I have 10 ant bites. I am the best because i totally didn't realise that it was considered alot and i had to report. This girl from my tent was bitten alot too and she cried about it, so yupp, they went to check & discovered an ANT NEST. Pftttttttt.

Lucky me didn't get any mozzie bites. Whoohoo. I think i miss camp already.

I have almost all my holiday homework undone. But i'm going to start now and finish it tomorrow!!

I am a homework enthusiast!

(Good news of the day: I am not in LJW's neccesary / optional remedial at all!)

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 11:38:53 GMT

04/08/2007

I'm the best. I ate up the entire huge bar of cadbury blackforest - which was meant to be my manito gift. But whatever. I shall go buy more tomorrow(:

Today was mighty cool. Reached school early for emaths extra lesson, followed by amath. Mr Choy's getting annoyed already. But amaths was quite fun, while emaths was productive. I don't quite get trigo graphs for amaths but nevermind.

Stayed back to paint the banner and its quite cute, in my opinion. Ruyi is the best, no shit. Much laughter, absolute loveeee. Then qianying, wendy & jessica came to talk for awhile and helped with the banner. Qianying is awesome, i miss her alot. We share exactly the same sentiments about uhhuh uhhuh. (: <3

Went with amanda to tiong afterwhich to get our manito gifts (which is already gone because of horrible me.) I'm quite sick of fastfood. She couldn't find mittens. Hahaha. That was hilarious.

I've got truckloads of homework uncompleted. Mr Choy was mean and gave us alot more today. Oh miserable me.

Tuition tomorrow morning, then i'll have to get a pocket torch before (perhaps heading to school) or heading to meet ashleyyyy for tuition.

Till Sunday!

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:37:27 GMT

03/09/2007

Today i wasted many hours of my life doing nothing. Mrs Yeoh didn't turn up for consultation () So dewi and i stayed in the library playing games, hahaha! I decided to shift all my tuition to tomorrow night so i could go out with cheryl. It was supposed to be on friday/sat but its all pushed forward cause of camp.

I had a blast today. Kbox, neoprints and a very very filling sakae sushi buffet. Cheryl and i were very very high and singing was so much fun! I haven't sang so much in a long long time. Sakae sushi was whoa because we ate alot. Cheryl's going to swim and exercise with hoola-hoops to "slim down". Hahaha.

Anyhowwww, we met xingting, denise and friend on our way for dinner. I totally forgot it was her birthday today. So HAPPY FIFTEENTH HONGXINGTING!<3 You're old already! We'll catch up on old times after EOYS. Study soon! Loveee.

Tomorrow, i'm dead meat because there's a sudden cca meeting after lessons. Emath and Amath tomorrow starting from 8am. Plus i've alot of undone holiday homework. ( I'm going to finish it by tomorrow i don't care!)

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:57:20 GMT

02/09/2007

Hello i'm really lazy to recap about the past few days.

We got back results slip but i'm still very annoyed by my less than good results. On the contrary, my parents are rather pleased with my results. HAHAHAHA.

The only things i'm relatively happy about are Geog(92/100), Lit(16/25) and Physics (68/100). However, pathetic me got 8/25 for social studies, which sums up to I FAILED COMBINED HUMANS MERELY BY 1 MARK!!!! Oh screw social studies.

But its still pretty impressive considering i only failed 1 subject.

Dewi, Cheryl & I went to get teachers day presents together. I think our wrapping is the coolest, no shit! Its our trademark, every teacher would recognise who it was from, Hahaha. No other pictures because no one bothered to camwhore.

Yesterday was fun because i caught 881 with my family. And my mom and i bought lots of shoes. Imma happy girl!

Tomorrow i'm going to school bright & early at 8am for geography with mrs yeoh. Because we don't have early morning classes, we start at 10. And i really need to hunt for camp stuff. :(

He's as tall as Dewika. Click here for more information.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 06:38:40 GMT

28/07/2007

These few days have been rather exciting and have proven to be laughter inducing. Amanda's a happy girl!

So anyway, everyone loves Alice Greenfingers! Cheryl got hooked onto it after i introduced it to her. She plays it during lesson time - because she's so dang smart she doesn't have to listen! Sadly, i can only play it during breaks or i'll not understand what the teacher's teaching.

We went to some random part of east coast park for coastal cleanup. It was a really random place cause it was approx 4km away from Macs. Dewi being her usual self managed to snap loads of pictures even at such a weird place.

Hello everyone, this is dewika being ego.

Dewika's secret boyfriend. His name is Ben. But she loves me more than she loves him :D

Oh before it slips my mind.

Bend it like Ben. Click here for more information.

We're going to get teachers day presents tomorrow. Awesome! & i think i'd better head off to finish my emaths, chem and physics work.