Change.

Feeling like I need to consciously make changes in my life. Was pretty stagnant and I just really don't like status-quo.

I want change. I need change. I'm working towards that direction...

I always thought those people who changes their blog address are fickle minded and just right down annoying however...

Change is the only thing that is constant.

Its been 3 years and I've finally decided to move blog. I'm currently here...

http://dianachong.blogspot.com

Goodbye Xanga. Its been a good 3 years... You've served me well. Very well... I will always cherish the moments we've spent together. I might come back to you. I don't know. Goodbye... for now...

See you guys at blogspot! - bookmark it! *smiles*

my Daddy diary...

I went back to my journals I had 3 years ago. They were ALL private. I called them [my Daddy diary...] because they were all letters and conversations with my Dad.

Puts a smile on my face - good times and bad times. All my thoughts and whatever that I was going thru... all in there. My life. So much happened. He was there for me. I told Him everything... in details.

Those letters and conversations were so real. It was by far the best time ever.

While reading them, I'm feeling rather shallow suddenly. I thought the writer had so much depth and so much

November recap
[random points in life]

[: :] Big rush in the early of the month but towards mid-November work sort of took a rather slow pace. I'm in the holiday mode already *happy*

[: :] Watched a couple of good movies and some bad ones. At least I was at the movies *content*

[: :] My gurlies came over to my house for a good old fashion [girls night]. It was mad fun. Atmosphere, food, drinks, games... the whole works. It was nice. Love my gurlies.

[: :] Attempted to go cycling in Bukit Cahaya but we decided Ikea for coffee was a better choice *teehee* All in t-shirts and shorts with no make up at Ikea on a Saturday avro... ahh... life...

[: :] Hung out with Pas.Kev, Esther, Kelly, Andrew, Wen, Keith, Sally & David. I think I have a fabulous pastor. Its awesome!

[: :] Had a hair cut. I wanted a change and I got the change. I like it.

[: :] Had the whole house to myself for about 2 weeks. I like the alone time... the quietness... the stillness... but momsy & my sisters came back and it's great too! Love the laughs... the noise... the love...

[: :] Been busy getting ready for Starmaker MRSC. I'm the emcee & incharge of wardrobe. Quite intense but what the hey... its good to stress about something else other than work... I'm enjoying it.

[: :] Took a day trip to Tapah for gramp's birthday. He has aged quite a bit but still as happy and funny as ever. Love him tremendously. I think I've got the coolest gramps ever. He's the best.

Looking forward to December
[the thought of them makes me smile]

[: :] Feeling Christmas now. In the zone. Changed my ringtone to something [Christmassy] already. My Christmas shopping list is up and its looking very long this year but what the hey... its Christmas *all smiles*

[: :] Two more weeks before May's wedding. Plans for the Hen's night are in progress. I'm excited!

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Change.

I'm in this phase in my life where I want [change] I'm embracing it and loving it. I'm all out to do something different. I just need a change in my life.

Tired of the same old ways... same old things. Tired of accepting things the way they are - mediocre, ordinary, average, second-rate. Tired... just tired.

Always have to remind myself not to settle for plan-B. I want plan-A. His plan-A for me. I don't want to settle.

Bring it on. I have a B-I-G God. I know I can do it when I have Him on my side.

*roooarrrrr*

BRING IT ON!

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...ing

I love Korean movies. I think it has a lot of beautiful cinematography, witty, emotions and all that jazz. Not a big fan of Korean dramas though.

Was home early yesterday and happen to switched on to this movie [...ing] on tele. Such a sweet movie. Sweet and sad.

Half way into the movie, [the emotional part when someone dies - someone always dies in Korean movies] I cried. It wasn't like sobbing crying but tearing. Sometimes I just purposely go seek out sad movies to cry over. Sometimes...

I realize I haven't cried or teared in a while. Lotsa emotions stored. It was nice to have it out - even if its through a sappy Korean movie. Sometimes its tiring being [strong]

Putting up that front is tiring. However, I'm not weak. There's no way I'm weak when I have a BIG God!

Anyway back to the movie, this girl is very ill and falls in love with her neighbor - a photographer. Her only friend is her mom and her mom will do anything for her... even hiring a guy to move into their building to let her fall in love with him. Her mom wanted her to know love romantically before she dies.

It is a sad movie but has a lot of little humors injected inside. I really like it.

Korean movies rocks!