Horoscope says: " It's a good thing to keep your hopes high, but you also have to know when it's time to admit the reality of the situation. It's time for you to get real about your chances of success and start putting your energy and thoughts toward something that's more possible -- something you have more control over. Renewal is in the air right now, so if you can just hold on and stay motivated, you will enjoy a change of tides that will sweep in a much happier era in your life. "

True enough.
Maybe it's time.. but i don't see an easy way to get myself outta this.
If only you told me it was as easy as abc.
I haven't felt like that for rlly long, i don't remember how painful it was.

Yesterday, headed to town wt peipei. Might sound abit ridiculous, but if i don't shop for more than a week i'll feel super moody. I'll keep thinking that as if something is missing.. i think i'm damn crazy. Few days back, heard from eldest siss that it's the mango & zara further reductions! But didn't have time to go shopping  One thing i don't like about further reductions - they do not have sizes, and it feels damn cheapskate ha ha. But aiya i love cheap thrills.. who cares?

Today, had 5n1 class gathering @ Pizzahut marina! Only 14 outta 43 people went, but still we had quite a good time gossiping. Yoges & amanda left early cos they had something on! Haven't seen cherrygonggong for so long, she's so skinny now and her eyelashes are as long as ever! Haha all of us miss wearing the polka-dotted uniform so much  I also heard quite a bit of stuff from fariza, karma rlly bites.. Home sweet home at bout 9++. Another class gathering in august, hope more people will turn up.. So sad that lily, dianne & exther weren't here today, all of em were busy!

I'll never forget those days in saint margs, clad in our polka-dotted uniforms.
Getting ostracized as the "ugliest uniform", recess "sit in class + eat + bitch sessions", making fun at our favourite chinese teacher, getting pulled out by mrs seet for my irritating fringe, paying 5bucks for the ugliest haircut ever, running around the class just to chitchat, crying in school over manymany conflicts (right, yoges!), sitting in my most unglam positions ahhh too many to name.

In my entire life, i've never gotten an A for art :)

Getting so wordy..full stop.
Crappy shit, there's school at 9 tmr.

Chiiillleeddd at my favourite starbucks, tgt with my favourite caramel frappe.

Meet my fat & stumpy fingers (plus my elmo) 

 
Jubert sim stop taking my piccas. I know you're very much in love with me. I know that, i know.

 
Fariza loves.. me, gonna to be your schoolmate for lifeee.

<3

My double chin should get lost :(

;

Hehe fevian caught on candid !! 


Cherrygongong Fevianvong Jubert Yokie Charsiewbao Wootsimint!

The best classmates ever, they went "shorter" just for me!

Not gracia's buddha sign, it's mr chan (who put us on aeroplane) "spideeeeerrrman" pose! 

 
Love love

Tired is me, me is tired. To the extent that i thought school starts at 9am when it actually starts at 10am. Ya lor, how stupid can i get. 

"Hi blog, here i am back ranting again."

Every night, i blast my ears wt mambo/hardcore rock to keep myself going. It's so noisy till my dad farfaraway in the living room came in & said "why you so ah lian? it's very annoying, why must you play your music so loudly?" Haha wth right, what ah lian !! Anyway, i never liked rock music in the past. What's more, hardcore. All thanks to reeebeccaa's mp3.. it is filled with very nice "bababoomboomboom" songs.

After project discussion at rt's house today, we went to her condo's clubhouse for dinner! Nice chicky wings they have. Explains why my face is looking more like baobao. Oh my.. ever since school started, my folder of photos has been increasing.. I landed myself into a clique of camwhores haha. Greeeatt bunch of girls thou

Damn, i think i have a retarded face.

What we hate most, not us. THAT pile of workkkk.

We agreed on going to rt's house to bbq & swim on the last day of exams! (1++ months later ah..)

 
Rt looks so idoitic in that geek specs.
Idoit + idoitic specs = ultimate idoit (quotes me and rebecca hehe)
KIDDING LA LIM RUNTING I'M NICE!

Not trying to praise myself or whatsoever, sometimes i just think i give in too much. I hate it. Some of you might think it's a good thing, but i think otherwise. I'm someone who hates getting in trouble and i don't feel good if people are angry with me. "Give and take?" Learn that, peeps. Anyway, that was just random.

Bye i'm not off to my lala land.
I'm off to do my work.

I'm feeling so damn drained out. Projects projects projects they're irritating. I'm going to school early everyday just for project discussions.

Stayed back in school to study with sheryl today. Jubert is an effective study buddy. With her around, i will never make noise. If i ever "hehehe hahahaha", she will show me her face. So better not, right? Lol i suddenly thought of something - i can never study with vivyan. Both of us will just get all hyped up, laughlaughlaugh and do the stupidest things on earth. Miss those silly days with her! Had a nice 10min chat with fariza chan on my way home just now 

Damn, the mentality of "Poly is slack, Jc is chiong" is totally wrong. I will never be so affected over my test results in the past. Even thou i passed my econs, i'm not at all happy for myself.. Right now, i can't help but to start studying every single day. The last time i felt so stressed up was after my prelims, i'm feeling as if i'm taking o lvls every 4 months. Sucks. & my immune system better stop playing a joke on me all the time. From N's prelims to N's to secfive's mids to O's, i was sick sick sick.

I should stop complaining toodles.

Reminder for self: print out 10 copies of the survey.
                           to be in school by 9 tomorrow

No, we weren't checking the magazine out.

Dunno when was this picca taken. Just "stole" it from reeebeecaa's phone!

I think i look cheeky to the max. What dya think haha?

Jubert sim

Happy belated 18th dianne :)

Yesterday, went back to st margs to collect my olevel cert & testimonial. So troublesome i don't like, but i've to make a portfolio of everything to cp by next monday. Felt so different when i stepped into school, i'm no longer a student there i'm old..

"Terrible Teri, Smelly Sally/Sally Mang Ka Lee, Eee! Yvonne, Rotton Rebecca, Retarded Runting"

Afterwhich did a lil shopping in town wt the girls! Teri you're terrible, you said my face resembles tao sar bao (just becos i ate 2 tau sa baos in a day)  Oh ya i'm thinking of getting bausch & lomb daily contacts, $30 for 2weeks.

I hate the feeling of bottling everything up.
I need to get my (damn) thoughts out.

Teri yap wants me to credit her for my "well-tied" plaits. Thereee you go!

Teri you're dead, you're so obsessed with me to the extent that you want me in every picture.

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Great, a very beautiful song. Iris by Goo Doo Dolls, yes i'm referring to the current song playing on my blog. Lol i think i listened to better songs when i was 14 ha ha. I can't help but keep "taking out" the old-school songs and blast it on my itunes. Nice way to kill my boredom.

Today, we celebrated dianne's bday. Actually she turns 18 in two days! Hard to give in to everyone's timetables, so we celebrated earlier. Had dinner @ miss clarity cafe purvis street! Simple dinner, followed by some chillin' session at JCO donuts & coffee. Omg i think i'm so fat right now, i needa lose weight i needa go back to my 42 kg in sec 3.

Rose Poon loves Lily Sim :)

Gluttons' platter, very suitable for us

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA the picture we laughed damn badly at. (p.s. check out mr chng's face!!!!)

Your so fine
Your so fine
You blow my mind

Why i look so fat ah...

Greetings to Ah Ma & Ah Gong :)

Her birthday donuts!

Happy birthday dianne tan !!