she's not the skinny girl on the cover of a magazine.
she's not the beautiful woman in front of the camera.
she's the artist who finds a beauty in it all.

"If I had   a   world  of    my   own,
everything would be nonsense.
N o t h i n g would be  what  it is,
because   everything   would be
what it isn't.   &&   contrary wise,
what is,   it wouldn't be.  && what
it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
               -   Alice   in   Wonderland

life can only be understood backwards.
but it must be lived forwards.

life is full of surprises;
so hope for the best
and expect the worst.
'cause lifes not a movie.
it's all unrehearsed.

 one SONG can spark a moment
    one FLOWER can wake a dream
   one TREE can start a forest
  one BIRD can herald spring
one SMILE brings a friendship
one HANDCLASP lifts a soul
one STAR can guide a ship at sea
  one WORD can frame a goal
   one VOTE can change a nation
    one SUNBEAM lights a room
     one CANDLE wipes out darkness
    one LAUGH can conquer gloom
   one STEP must start each journey
  one WORD must start each prayer
one HOPE will rise our spirits
one TOUCH can show you care
one VOICE can speak with wisdom
  one HEART can know what`s true
   one LIFE can make a difference
    you see.. it's up to you. <3               

you want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? it’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. it’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. its doing what feels right no matter what. it’s doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. it’s about being yourself, cause no one can tell you you're doing it wrong

So lets be a scrapbook couple,
smile in every picture and
fight behind every camera.

you would never think that a girl like her
is crying inside. every single day.
it's easy to just cover it up with a smile,
cause that keeps the others curiosity away

the tough thing about following your heart
is what people forget to mention. that
sometimes your heart brings you to places
you shouldnt be. places are as scary as they
are exciting, & as dangerous as they are
alluring. & sometimes your heart takes you
to places that can never lead to a happy ending.
& thats not even the difficult part. the difficult
part is when you follow your heart, you leave
it normal, you go into the unknown, & once
you do, you can never go back

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i believe that myth is more potent than history. hope always triumphs over experience. imagination is stronger than knowledge. dreams are more powerful than facts. laughter is the cure for grief. love is stronger than death.
 

everyone has a weakness - i have two,
everything you say & everything you do.

its just not that easy, its not like you wake up and you are over that special someone, it takes alot of time. and i'm willing to wait for that time to come, when i stop crying over you, i'll realize everything you said was a lie. i'll wait until the day i can finally say that you was never worth this pain<33

the road to success is not straight. there is a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, red lights called enemies, caution lights called family. you will have flats called jobs. but if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perserverance, insurance called faith, and a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called success.

everywhere i look i see
people with their boyfriends
it makes me feel like
everyone has someone
except for me.

she's your basic teenage girl.
her hair never goes the way she wants it to.
her room can't stay clean for more than a day.
& there's this one guy she's absolutely crazy about.

& here she goes again ... she swallows her tears, with her heart on her sleeve, puts on her fake smile, and acts like the girl everyone else wants her to be

you deserve to be with somebody who
makes you happy. somebody who doesn't
complicate your life. somebody who
wont hurt you. he's the better guy.

most of the time we can't tell what's wrong
with somebody by just looking at them. after all,
they can look perfectly fine on the outside
while their insides tell us a whole other story.

the funny thing is, nobody really ever knows
how much anybody else is hurting.
we could be standing next to somebody who
was completely broken and we wouldn't even know..

the most memorable people in life
will be the people who loved you
when you were not very loveable

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it's never been harder to fall
and there's nothing to grab
but you're all i want
to h o l d o n t o

i press on twards the goal
to win the prize for which
God has called me heavenward
in Jesus Christ
- Philippians 3:14 *

of course its your decision
but just so you know--
if you decide to leave soon
i will follow

Im giving this game up ;;
&& leaving you with all the blame,
Im so sick of your lies, && I've
realized, your never going to change

i want a guy that will make me happy.
someone that will make me smile when
i hear his voice. someone that will love
me unconditionally. i want a guy that will
make my friends say to one another,
"she's happy again." << okay thats like the best quote EVER!

smile for the cameras babe ...
you look so pretty pretending nothings wrong.

it takes a strong heart to love but
an even stronger heart to love after
its been shattered << awww

we'll discover new music together. we'll call it
our band and nobody else will know about
it. we'll fall in love while listening to it
during long drives while squeezing each others
hands to the beat.