| Emotionally drained. No matter how many guys I have dated in the past there is still one person that I cant seem to get over. I feel like I'm always going to love him no matter what I do. It just hurts so bad because basically I am living in my own little world. I'm sick of it. I feel disconnected from reality even know I know what that is. I'm doing what I have to do, but its so hard when it really shouldnt be!!!! Thats the part that I dont understand. I'm just drained and sick of thinking about it. I wanna be happy again. |
| |
| The last straw.While you were telling me you miss me and while you were hanging out with me....you were with her too. I hope shes worth loosing me over because there is no way I would EVER give you another chance. I have fought for you and I have showed you how much I care soo many times. I am not coming after you this time. Enough is enough. Someone that really cares about me would not hurt me like this. Things would not be complicated. Feelings would not be confusing. Things would just be simple.......So please just leave me alone because I want nothing to do with you.
|
| |
| Sick of the same thing every dayI'm in love with the people that have hurt me the most. whats wrong with me?
|
| |
| I just need to get away and clear my head. I need to start fresh again.
|
| |
| Nothing feels good.I am miserable. He is ruining my life. I CANT do this anymore.
Living by myself was the worst decision I have ever made. I just keep telling myself that things could always be worse and to appreciate the things I have. That is the only thing that has been getting me through this tuff time, but its still has been extremely hard.
|
| |
