A Year of ChangeThis past year has been the biggest of my whole life. I have been doing so much reflecting back and I can't believe how far God has brought me over the last year. Since New Year's Eve of 2005 I have been married, graduated graduate school, watched my new husband be promoted, moved 2000 miles from home and had a baby. But so much more has happened. I feel the tears welling as I type. Tonight I looked at my husband, my soul mate, downloading movies onto his ipod, and then looked over at my little baby girl sleeping soundly in her little jungle swing, and felt an overwhelming emotion of love and gratefulness to God for what He has given me. A year ago last weekend I wasn't even married yet. I got married a year ago last Sunday yet it seems like a lifetime away. So much has happened and I can only look back in wonder and praise God for my life. Looking back into my personal life, I believe I have grown a lot. God has shown me more and more over this last year who He wants me to be. And more specifically, I was given two very important life tasks...to be the most Godly wife I can be, and the responsibility of being the best mother I can be. I love both jobs with my whole heart. My biggest life lesson this last year is this: Love. A year and a half ago I was fighting the idea of getting married because I thought I wanted some sort of big opera career...and looking back from where I am now I know how much I woud have forfeited. I would have given up the two best things that God has given me aside from His son. For those of you who are reading this and are standing at the Y in the road wondering where the best part of life really is....let me tell you. Love and family. Love-loving God with all your heart, soul and mind, and loving those He has placed in your life is the most rewarding of all gifts you could receive. I welcome 2007 and can't imagine how it could even compare to this first year of marriage and motherhood...but I continue to look to God, the giver of all wonderful gifts, and praise Him for his Son, His love, His blessings, His mercy, and His strength. This entry is dedicated to Jesus, my first and greatest love, and to Justin and Gabrielle, the loves of my life. |