stop planning your life and let it plan
itself, quit trying to find the perfect boy
and let them find you. if you don't want
drama; then dont talk shit. things are
only as complicating as you make them.
sexy isnt what you wear;
its how you take it off.
I'm that girl... the one that is always lost.
The one with the fake smile & the girl who seems
to be so strong, but daily continues to break down.
That girl who's always there for all her friends,
when not even her best friend can help her.
The one who holds back tears until she's off the phone.
once you get everything straightened out & you begin
to enjoy life, something happens. it happens because
there has to be some kind of even that hits you in the
face & makes you realize its not all gonna come easy
you have to work at love and dry your tears. friends will
come and go. and guess what - there will be others. not
every relationship will be enchanting & perfect. even if
its meant to be
The thing about life is that you must survive.
Life is going to be difficult, && dreadful things will happen.
What you do is to move along, get on with it, && be tough.
Not in the sense of being mean to others, but being tough
with yourself && making a deadly effort not to be defeated.
* Katherine Hepburn *
The next time you think you're
falling in love, smash your head into
a wall; it will hurt less in the end
&&I want a boy who would hold my hand in
line at the mall & make all the girls jealous.
I want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed
animals at me when I'm acting dumb.
Someone who would bet me kisses that he
could beat me at all the old play station games
and then let me win. A guy who would make
fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time
& surprise me with 25 cent rings.
Someone who I could share lollipops with &
lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to
take the silliest pictures of each other
& squirt water guns at each other in the house.
But mostly ; some who would be my best friend
& would never break my heart.
He would just always make me smile.
I've been making a list of the things they dont
teach you at school. They dont teach you how to
love somebody. They dont teach you how to let
somebody go. They dont teach you how to be
famous or how to be poor. They dont teach you
how to walk away from someone you dont love
any longer. They dont teach you how to know
whats going on in someone else's mind. They dont
teach you what to say to someone who's dying.
They dont teach you anything worth knowing.
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