Four days......in four days' time my destiny will be shaped, my life will change completely and forever,  hopefully positively, my future emerge from behind the shadow... and most of all, my hard work may see approval. It would definitely be one of the biggest days of my entire life and four days is obviously a period of time too fleeting for me to be prepared for the sudden change.  I'm quite certain that on my certificate is either the promise of success or the promise of doom, with nothing in-between. I have been lazy for a while and I know I may suffer as a result; but in the future, there will no longer be a minute wasted in self-indulgence, a second loitered away in pleasure-seeking, so that, in the end, I'd be able to say that I've been through life's ups and downs without regrets.

Suddenly felt like typing something out in xanga to urge myself to end the endless cycle of pledging myself to strive, lazing and pledging myself to strive again for the sake of my future last night. Actually there is much more to say about this summer holiday, both memorable and nightmarish moments, see if I have the time and mood to type them out later.